"For me, our wedding is like that fancy tall wall. It may seem wonderful from those people outside but I am actually trap inside. I am a prisoner inside..."
The wind blows once again that made me tighten my hold on the coat around my shoulder. I feel so cold not like when Seviro is around.
I sigh and turn my head to Alexander's direction. His face is serious while looking at me intently as if he is trying to know what's on my mind.
"That's why you hate me?" He conclude.
"I don't hate you" I shake my head. "I hate myself rather because I couldn't defy my father's command"
I hate my father too because he is doing this to me. I hate how he force me to like the life he wanted for me. Can't he be a little considerate? Can't he let me have my own emotion? It doesn't mean he made me agree to this then I should be happy for him too.
Why is he so selfish?
"If this arrange marriage didn't happen, you won't come back right?" He ask out of a sudden.
