Derick's POV
* TING *, who is this? During the mass, someone texted me but I peeked at Tantan in the Choir Area, he was not holding his cellphone and I had his cellphone. I just peeked at the cellphone because it kept on vibrating.
Brother Ezra
See you at the back of the church
Brother Ezra
HEY! Notice my text
Brother Ezra
We have to talk about something
Brother Ezra
I will not promise that I will not explode but I will try.
Brother Ezra
Just behind the church after mass
What are we talking about? What's wrong with him? So I just do what he wants for peace. After I cleaned the table at the altar, I went to the meeting spot and that's when I saw Kian right away, it's good that we are no longer wearing a suit and Tantan has my suit.
"Ezra? What are we going to talk about?", He turned without emotion on his face. "Have you and Timothy got along?", I nodded.
"Wowerz ha!", I was completely surprised by the tone of his voice,"why? What's the matter?"
"There! You are really drunk with love, and because of your drunkenness, you made the same mistake", I looked straight into his eyes.
"What is the same mistake? I just fell in love with my man"
"JUST ONE?! Wowerz ha! Do you know that it is forbidden to lie", I'm telling the truth until I remember something.
"Is this about Mateo?", He suddenly pushed me with anger in his eyes. "Don't let him ...", I stopped him because I was fed up with his action because of that Mateo.
"I know this is about him Ezra! I already explain to you right? Brother? He is the one who gives motive and I did not act. So I am not to blame for why you broke up. I thought we quit there Brother", gradually fiery anger formed on his face.
"Brother Brother? You are still there. It would be better if you left the ministry and the seminary", I also pushed him.
"You have no right to send me away because I love this ministry", he laughed as if I was really joking.
"You're crazy! Nice joke ha! Because if you love the ministry, I hope you don't commit such a sin! You're still daring two lovers"
"You're crazy too! Because what you're saying is not true! This conversation has no destination. Because you always go back to the past, it's already buried, isn't it Brother?! Your heart gets even more tired from the anger that should have rotted in the past! Brother I'm also tired eh! We use to be friends eh we treat each like brothers in camp then just because of that man. There we became strangers. And one of us still has fire in his heart ", I glare at him for the last time and left.
"But I hope you remember that you are not the only one who likes Timothy", I turned around again and the annoyance gradually became sad. Who? He? He likes him?! I left immediately because of what he said. I remember days in camp that we were like brothers, almost always together. And when Mateo came, that changed.
I saw Tantan in front of the church, waiting for me. When he saw me, my tears suddenly flowed. I ran to him and hugged him I shed my tears.
"Shhh, t's okay, let's go home", and kissed my forehead and as I got in the car I saw Kian, just stunned, but I did not really feel sorry for him.
I sighed and saw Tantan playing with his cellphone so I hugged him tightly. He let go of the cellphone and hugged me too and kissed my hair.
"I know you're not okay bambi, can you tell me what's bothering you", I don't want to say that Kian wants her like they've been friends since the beginning of high school and I also don't want to ruin their friendship so I have to say, "It's Kian, he kept on threatening me about the past, Tantan I was so tired then he would fire me from the ministry. I both love the ministry and you. Then he likes you. TANTAN, I'M FUCKING TIRED AND HURT. I WILL LOSE YOU IN MY LIFE! "
This is what came out of my mouth, "It's nothing, just tired", yes I'm still frugal and lie but I don't want him to be affected by my problem.