Viktoriya's P.O.V
*beginning of June*
I walked into the house and up to my room to see Alessio sitting on my bed.
"I wasn't expecting yo-" I started to say until he cut me off looking very pissed.
"Where the hell were you last night!?" He said marching across the room as if he was gonna punch me.
I wouldn't put it past him. He punched me in the arm after he found out I took his chocolate.
It's always when I steal his food. But this time he was angry about something else. AKA me not being home last night.
"I-I don't wanna talk about it," I said pushing past him angry about last night's events.
"Shit what's wrong with you? Didn't get the di-" he started to say before I cut him off.
"Shut the hell up ok! I don't wanna talk about it. And what the hell are you talking about?" I said turning to face him, red in the face.
"Oh don't act innocent now. You've been going to see some random guy for months now. Your not clean don't play with me." he said scoffing as if I had opened my legs to every man in town.
"One, Don't act like you know shit because you don't and two who the fuck are you? Calling me a hoe? Just because Veronica fucked another man and totally screwed you over doesn't mean you take that shit out on me. I got shit to deal with took so don't. Just don't" I yelled at him throwing clothes in drawers and slamming items onto my shelf angrily.
"I don't know shit? Are you fucking with me right now? I've known you my whole life and I don't know shit? And who are you to tell me that shit about Veronica? I know where I stand and how I feel and just because you're fucking mad doesn't mean you say some shit so low and fucked up! I didn't do anything to piss you off so don't fucking come at me like that!" He said yelled angrily at me while I stood there ready to punch the shit out of him.
"You got some nerve telling me what the hell I can't say to you after you came at me and all I did was walk through the damn door. Hell yeah, you don't know shit. You don't know anything about who I'm with and what I'm going through right now because your too busy hung up over some bitch who didn't want you anyway! Calling me a hoe and questioning me about where I've been. Who are you to ask me shit!" I said pausing after realizing what I had said.
"I-I'm so sorry I didn't mean to-"
"Shut the fuck up!" He yelled turning around to leave. Pausing right before the door he said over his shoulder," You're right, I guess I don't know shit. The Vikky I know isn't that fucked in the head and disrespectful no matter what shit you're going through. I thought I was your best friend, your bosom buddy! Guess I thought wrong". Slamming the door shut behind him.
"UGH!" I screamed angrily as I threw a pillow that was on the floor onto my bed.
I was already upset about last night and now this. I can't believe I was so stupid to let those words fly out my mouth like that. We had been through so much together and my damn mouth just had to ruin it. We didn't argue very often but when we did, it was explosive.
What the hell am I going to do? How was I going to get him to talk to me again?
Hearing someone knock at my door I decided to ignore it and crawl into bed. I refused to cry.
"Fuck I-I'm not doing this shit," I said out loud as I blinked back the tears. I just needed some sleep.
Sleep? More like some Netflix and mint chocolate chip ice cream.
Oh, leave me alone brain.
The knocking got louder and louder until I couldn't take it anymore.
Getting up and swinging the door open I stared at absolutely no one.
There was no one at the door.
"Oh, what the hell not again," I said frustrated. If there was no one at the door it could only mean one thing, my parents were at it again.
This is normally the time I would pack a bag and go to Alessio's house for the night but after the argument, we just had he probably wouldn't wanna see me right now. So I had to suck it up and deal with it.
I went to get back in bed when the doorbell rang.
"Oh my god, what now man what the fuck!" I mumbled going down the stairs to the door.
Opening it I saw who it was and shut it abruptly. I didn't wanna see that bastard's face after what happened last night. I locked the door and went back upstairs texting him to go home in the nicest way possible.
To Gio: Get the fuck off my porch you fucked up arrogant asshole!
From Gio: We need to talk. I'm not leaving until you come outside and talk to me.
To Gio: Then it looks like you will be out there for the rest of the day. Good luck, I heard it's supposed to thunderstorm later today.
Finishing it off with the middle finger emoji I rolled over and tried to go to sleep.
Finally letting all the anger and frustration out, through tears. I hated crying.
Finally falling asleep I had the worst dream ever.
My brain replayed the events of the night before.
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I knocked on the door hoping he was home so I could see him. He opened the door shirtless, hair wet. He must have just got out the shower.
"Perfect timing I was just about to call you. I missed you." he said hugging me and kissing my forehead.
"We just saw each other yesterday Gio" I said laughing into his chest.
" But I missed you too." I said kissing him on the lips and then walking past him and into his kitchen. Opening the freezer I grabbed the mint chocolate chip and groaned hugging the container of ice cream. I turned around closing the freezer when I heard laughing behind me.
"If I didn't know any better I would have thought you came here for ice cream and not to see me, babe." He said laughing and handing me a spoon.
I smiled and shrugged my shoulders walking past him to the living room.
"What we watching babe?" he said cuddling me and handing me the remote to his 60-inch smart T.V.
"I wanna watch "Leap!". I didn't get to see it when it was in theaters and I heard it's on Netflix now. " I said looking at him for approval. That's when I noticed something off.
"Hold up where's your ice cream?" I asked looking him dead in the eye. He gets this certain look when he lies and then right after his right eye twitches twice.
Not noticeable at all if you don't know where to look.
"I didn't go to the store recently so I thought I would eat some of yours," He said smiling and holding up his spoon. Then his right eye twitched twice.
Not that I needed to see it twitch this time around because that's the dumbest lie that I ever heard him tell someone. And he said it to me. Everyone who knows him knows he doesn't go grocery shopping himself. He has his maid Rosita do all that stuff for him. Unless it's something he wants to take care of personally.
Ice cream is something he wouldn't dare be caught buying by himself. Especially from a grocery store.
"Oh really? When have you ever gone to the store to shop? Especially recently?" I said looking at him watching his whole expression change.
" What's the matter didn't think I would catch you in your lie?" I asked as he struggled to find words.
" By the way, did you know that your right eye twitches twice after you lie?" I said watching him look even more shocked.
"No one has ever called me out on my lies before and you are a very observant person." He said smiling slightly.
"And...?" I said hoping he say what was really bothering him.
" And what?" He said obviously not taking the hint I was giving him.
"Never mind. I guess you'll tell me when you are ready. And who told you that it was ok to eat some of my ice cream?" I asked smiling even though I was being serious.
I don't play about my food. Especially when it's one of my favorite foods and flavors.
" I was hoping you wouldn't mind?" He said as more of a question than a statement.
"Sure but just this once. Next time make sure she gets you your own ice cream" I said pressing play on the movie while getting comfortable on the couch.
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After the movie was finished I was in awe and amazed at the movie. It was so powerful and fun to watch. Really great animation.
" I enjoyed that movie a lot more than I thought I would," Gio said smiling. Then his phone rang and he frowned. Telling me it was an important call he got up and walked away.
When he came back he looked upset and frustrated but most of all he looked very stressed.
" What are we watching next?" he asked plopping down on the couch looking at the tv.
"What's wrong?" He ignored me and looked at the T.V. Grabbing the remote he started scrolling through Netflix.
"Gio what's wrong you've been acting weird all night."
Hearing him sigh he said, "It's just work babe everything is fine nothing's wrong."
" Look me in the face and repeat what you just said," I said knowing that he would refuse to look at me if he was lying.
He indeed refused to look at me.
"I can't" he mumbled putting his head down.
" What was that? I didn't hear you." I said hoping he would speak up.
"I can't look at you right now and it's not your fault, it's mine. I think I just made a mistake and I can't help but feel like... I don't know. I- I don't wanna talk about it" He said getting up to walk into the kitchen.
I got off the couch grabbing his arm." What is wrong with you? Why are you acting like this? And don't give me that ' It's nothing' bullshit because you were fine before you got on the phone a second ago."
He stopped and turned around looking me in the eye. I realized he looked hurt so I hugged him.
" Whatever it is you can tell me. We will get through it together I'm here for you babe."
" I wish I could hug you back but you won't be here for me. Not after I tell you the truth." He said ashamed of whatever it is he had done.
" Babe I-"
"I'm Leaving. Tomorrow morning at 6," he said pulling my arms from around him and holding my hands.
"I'm sorry what? I don't think I heard that correctly. Did you just say you're leaving? Like your packing your shit and moving somewhere else leaving? Or you're leaving for a few days and coming back leaving?" I said stunned trying to process what he had just implied.
"The former. I wish it was the latter but I'm leaving and I'm not coming back. I- I don't wanna leave but I have to." he said letting go of my hands.
" But why," I said, tears on the edge of spilling over.
"Why do you have to leave?"
"I have to go because of a job offer. It pays a lot more than it does here" He said walking to the window and looking out of it.
" What the hell do you need more for?! You live in one of the most expensive and high-end properties in town. Your rent is like 3 times my parent's mortgage. Why do you need more money? Why do you need to leave me? Am I not enough for you?" I semi- yelled losing my shit so badly. If we were at my place a lot of things would've been thrown by now.
"I wish I could take you with me but you have college coming up and other obligations that you need to do that are here. You have your whole life ahead of you to do bright things and going with me would only slow you down." He said turning around to face me.
" I don't wanna be harsh but I think that it's best for the both of us if you just leave now.
The longer you stay here the more it hurts me to see you leave upset." he said grabbing a tissue and handing it to me.
" I love you To-" I slapped him as hard as I could before he could finish.
"Shut the fuck up! How are you gonna drop this bomb on me, ask me to leave, and then tell me you love me?! Are you fucking serious right now!? And that bullshit about it hurting you to see me leave hurt? That doesn't even make sense. And you lying to me? I thought th-"
He kissed me cutting me off abruptly and no matter how hard I tried to fight it, my body gave in and I felt myself kissing him back.
He caressed my back his hands going into my shirt as he kissed me harder. Pushing me back until my legs hit the couch behind me, we fell onto the couch as he lay in between my legs still kissing me.
I felt him. All of him. He was hard.
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE MAD AND SMACKING HIM RIGHT NOW NOT KISSING HIM!!
I pushed him off of me and was angry. Angry at myself for letting this happen and angry at him for leaving me.
" You - your -I. Ugh!" I couldn't even form a sentence as I started crying again. He went to rub my back.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I yelled as I slapped him again. He grabbed my hands and tried to hug me.
" I didn't wanna put you through this. I didn't wanna tell you."
" So you weren't even going to tell me you were leaving! How long have you known?" I asked going to slap him again but this time he caught my arm before I could.
"A month, I've thought long and hard about this and I need to take this job."
"You money-hungry arrogant son of a bitch!" I said as I got up grabbing my things and storming towards the door. But then I stopped.
" Oh, and you can eat the rest of my ice cream. Savor it because that's the last thing you'll ever get out of me. I hope you choke and die. Burn in hell Gio." I said as I threw the container of ice cream at him watching as it came out of the container and got all over his face clothes and couch.
I walked out slamming the door hard behind me.
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"Vikky!" I was woken up by my mother who was standing over me with a worried look on her face.
"Uh," I said still very tired. I looked at my phone and saw it was 10 at night. I slept for 6 hours. I'm not going to be able to fall back asleep until like 5 in the morning now.
"You were crying in your sleep are you ok?" My mom said as she wiped the tears off my face.
"Yeah, it's just that my favorite person in this new anime I'm watching just died" I lied adding a little sniffle for effect.
"Oh, honey it's ok. It's not real or anything there is really no loss at all. You'll be fine" she said smiling down at me.
I'm sorry bitch what! Did this Bitch just say anime isn't real so there is no real loss? BITCH!
I had to take a deep breath before I spoke.
"Mom"
"Yeah?"
"Can you kindly get the hell out of my room?" I said batting my eyelashes and smiling really big.
"I'll be downstairs. I heard your argument with Alessio. You should totally take him some chocolate or something. You know he loves food." She said on her way out.
I'm surprised she heard us with that loud ass fucking going on. We must have been yelling really loud.
I walked downstairs into the kitchen grabbing my favorite ice cream and a large spoon.
Going back up the stairs completely ignoring my mom who wanted me to watch all the recorded Family Feud episodes with her, I pulled up Netflix and pulled out my phone.
Sighing I called Alessio.
"Bark" He answered the phone.
"Chill I'm not one of your workers or whoever," I said knowing that was his business tone.
"Oh hi, female who was totally rude to me earlier but now wants to talk," He said sarcastically in a very assholish way.
" Hi, asshat who came at me first inquiring about things that were none of his business," I replied in the exact same tone. So far so good.
"I'm sorry. I miss you" He apologized sounding glad I called.
"I'm sorry too. I miss you too and I was already upset and I took my anger out on you so my anger wasn't directed completely towards you" I said apologizing because he may have deserved some of it but not all of it.
"Hey, have you seen "Leap!" yet? I heard it's on Netflix" He asked reminding me of last night's events. I got sad all over again.
"Yeah, I watched it last night at my...Ex-boyfriend's house" I said a little upset about the ex part. I mean we technically didn't officially break up yet but we might as well have.
"Ex? I thought you were- OH that's why you were upset. Hang on I'm on my way over. And by that, I'm mean open the damn door because it's pouring out here" He said ringing the doorbell.
"I'm coming hold on," I said hanging up the phone. "I got it, mom!" I said coming down the stairs to find my mom watching family feud.
"Ew get a life," I said walking past to see my mom briefly flip me off.
Opening the door I was greeted by a soaked hug from Alessio.
"Now move so I can go use your shower." He said pushing past me briefly speaking to my mom and then running up the stairs as I mopped the floor behind him.
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After he got out of the shower we cuddled in my bed eating ice cream. He had brought his own ice cream. Alessio gets the memo.
We watched "Leap!" and talked about everything and all of our problems.
I was just glad to be my best friend back.
I smiled falling asleep into his chest.
"Bitch get the fuck off me there is a pillow right next to you. Do I look like a damn pillow to you?" He said shoving me off him while laughing.
"Do you want me to answer that?" I said laughing
"Shut up and go to sleep" He laughed shooting a pillow right at my face.
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And that was Chapter 1!
Omg, this is the longest chapter I've ever written!
3,244 Words!
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As always See you next time,
~Hatter