I finally picked a room and moved my things to the room, settling in perfectly. The balcony welcomes my presence to a special one, although I only see shadows, it counts.
***
I found myself running after her "Hey chill"I said grabbing her hands
"What do you want Sebastian?" She asked letting me hold her hand, it was comfortable and I felt I had to protect her always
"just a friend" I pleaded, with a pout. She turned to me and burst into laughter
"What the hell do you think you are doing?" She asked calming herself and returning to her expressionless face
"Are you bipolar or something?" I asked ignoring her questions
"Or something" she replied "and I believe I asked a question but if you are going to ignore me, I have to go home" she added and held her friend's hand
"And I'm pouting, it's meant to make you bend to my wishes" I replied, I'm really stupid, this girl does this to me
"Hmmm" she said pretending to think and tapped her jaw, sucking her inner cheeks she flashes me a beautiful grin "no" she added and the fake smile still planted on her face
"Why are you so hard headed"I asked her, she flashed me a venom-laced glare, something else flashes through her face, another emotion, something I couldn't make out cause she looked away.
She turned to Regina and gritted her teeths "I don't know" Regina replied with a shrug and she looks really uncomfortable
"My answer remains no" she stated clearly
"You only have one, don't you need one more" I said emphasizing on the 'one more'
"What so special about you, that you think you can become my friend" she deadpanned
"Why don't you need friends?" I asked ignoring her comment. Silence followed my question, the already existing awkward tension, increased.
"This is awkward-d-d" Regina said in a sing-a-song voice and ran away before Kesha could stop her. "I'll call you after practice, I'm late" she yelled still running
"Why are you still here?" Kesha asked, returning the mood to the uncomfortable tension
"Em Kesha, you" someone tried to interrupt, she shot him a glare and her intimidating aura scaring the senior
"What do you want?" She asked calmly, but her expression was far from that
"Regina"
"Practice" she said and the senior scurried away, I've never seen her so intimidating
"Stop staring" she ordered
"You stare too"I said
"No I do not"she said and I smirked, remembering the day I first kissed her, I might have not been her first but it was amazing
"Dinner with me" I reminded her, she looked away, with an embarrassed blush
"Why do you always look away?" I asked her
"Cause I want to" she said and rolled her eyes
"So friends?" I asked and stretched my hands at her
"Why?" She asked
"We could play lots of games to avoid depression" I said with a lopsided grin
"You are so stupid"she said
"Or are you scared"I asked daring her. I think it ticked her off
"Never dare me, you will be surprised at what I can do"she said "you want to be friends, then friends we are" she said, I reached for her hand for a handshake, she slapped my hand away and walked away. In a twinkle of an eye, her car zoomed out the school
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Kesha's P.O.V☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I hated when people dared me, it makes me feel stupid and remind me of the moments when I was so weak and could not even protect my mother from my worst nightmare. Where was my brother when I needed him
"Madre" I yelled and got no reply, she's not home, just me. 'FREEDOM'I yelled and locked the door, I decided to play my favourite songs, I turned the volume to the highest. I ran upstairs while "Girlfriend by juice wrld" played, I wore comfy shorts and a red tank top, I grabbed spray paints and a white sheets
I danced and poured out my emotions on the white sheets covering the wall.
"What a sight?" Someone said and I turned around in full defence
"Kyle" I yelled and jumped on the most important boy in my life
"I missed your white ass"I yelled again while my mom turned down the music.
"Was that a welcome party for me?" Kyle my elder brother asked hugging me. He has a new accent,five years in England was visible.
"Depends on what our old-no-fun mom says" I whispered to him in a audible voice, he chuckled
"Who you calling old?" My mom asked and threw me a decorative pillow, worst mistake was throwing the pillow back at her
"I told you she is a bully"my mom yelled and chased me
"I believe you now" Kyle said and joined my mom in chasing me, I tried jumping over the couch, well that ended well, I fell beautifully, from my waist up to my head was cuddling the ground while my other half was on the couch
They both laughed and talked about my epic fail "ha-ha-ha, very funny" I said while Kyle helped me up, I wiped away invisible dust from my cloth
"I hate you guys"I said to my mom and Kyle
"Feelings mutual" Kyle replied and pulled me, he tucked my head under his pits and ran his fingers roughly through my hair, he dishevelled my black hair
"I love you both" my mom said and hit my brother's shoulder, atleast someone understood me, he always messes my hair.
Kyle let me go, I pushed him hard and he actually budged "You moved" I yelled
"Someone isn't fat anymore" came his British accent that I cannot get used too
"I was never fat, always been overly sexy" I said with a proud smirk walking upstairs swaying my hips
"You better not have a boyfriend or I am ripping his head of his body, then I'll take you to Antarctica" he said. That's the over protective brother I missed
"Come back in two hours, dinner will be ready" my mom added before disappearing into the kitchen
"You better be reading, if I see a boy in there, you are both dead" he said and sat on the couch
"I fuck different boys every week" I said to aggravate the situation. I turned on the stairs staring directly at him. He shot me a funny look and actually laughed
"Tell that to everyone else" he said "you can---" I tried to say more but I tuned him out returning to my room