The girls and I were having a sleepover at my house since my mother finally allowed it,"So guys, guys what should we do to pump this up?" A knock at my door and in comes my mother,"Hon, I'm going out tonight, just letting you know"
"Okay mom, when will you be back?" She looked at her watch,"Its a very important business meeting, so it'll take a while"
"Okay thanks for letting me know"
"Have fun" She shut the door and Dani asked me,"What does your mom even do?"
"She works at a Grocery Store, just wants to make it seem like she has a legitimate job, she's just going to the bar" Yvonne rubbed my back a little,"No wonder why you always leave the house"
"Some days I envy my older brother, Jim, that lucky bastard" Juliet set her magazine down on my bed that she was laying on as she sighed loudly, rolled off the bed,"Well I'm bored now, I say now that Mommy Dearest is gone, we should bring a couple boys over, especially your guy" She pointed at me as she was making her way to the phone,"Oh I dont know Jule"
"What, is there something wrong with having your boyfriend over? Otherwise, if you and Danford do it, we'll leave you to it" I was quiet for a solid minute and she figured it out,"Have you two even done it?"
"Not since the party at Frankie's" Gretchen, Dani and Yvonne was hooked,"Really? Why? Have you even done anything at all?" I shrugged as I was playing with my hair,"Just a little, but we wanted to take it slow, I mean guys have you ever been with someone and it felt like you want to take it slow?" We all looked at each other and answered no,"Well that's how I feel about John"
"Well dude, you have been together for a few months, you dont have to buckle down that long, give the guy a little appetizer, maybe the second course, no need to give him the dessert just yet" Dani said to me as she was playing with my hair in the reflection,"Really?"
"You really love him don't you?" It took me a while to think about it and when I came to a conclusion,"Yeah I-I think so"
"And that's a good thing hon, not all of us can find someone we care about and who possibly feels the same way about us"
So we did call the guys over and who showed up was Frankie, Reggie, Mikey, but Jonathan still has yet to show,"Wheres John?" I asked Reggie, he looked outside and at me,"He uh had to go out of town for family emergency, he left a couple days ago"
"Ohh okay, it's alright"
"He didn't tell you?" Reggie asked and I shook my head,"Mm mm no"
"Huh that's weird" I shrugged it off and Reggie brought some drinks over for us to take the edge off, I went into my room when the others were in the living room messing around with the record players, there was a tap at my window. I grabbed a switchblade that John gave me as a gift so I could protect myself, I put my hand behind my back as soon as I moved my curtains and it was,"Jonathan" I opened the window,"What are you doing here? Reggie told me that you were out of town" He came in, got settled in,"I was, yeah I was and my folks and I came back early, I got your message before they even got a chance to listen to it, so I just said that Frankie wanted a boys night" I nodded,"Is everyone here?"
"Yeah they're in the living room, having fun while Mommy Dearest is at the bar" He was still for a couple seconds,"So I just climbed two stories just to find out I could've walked up to the front door" I kissed him on the cheek,"I think its sweet John" So we talked for a bit as he was putting his jacket down, taking his shoes off,"Okay let's go out there"
We walked out there and our friends were happy to see him,"Danford! Thought you were coming back tomorrow night" Frankie said to him and John answered,"My folks decided to come back early, wanted to see my girl tonight and you guys" John said as he pulled me closer, wrapped his arm around me and I put my head on his chest,"So...where the drinks at?"
"Ah fuck man, where was the last place I put em?" Reggie was barely looking around for them,"Reg you know what? Its fine, I gotta come back home tomorrow morning sober and clean anyway"
"Your folks catch ya?" Dani asked then he let go of me,"No, just tryna stay low for a while, they were on my tail about it so I can't get the stuff for a while" I sat next to Juliet and Yvonne at the coffee table when they were snorting Cocaine and across from us was Reggie and Frankie while Dani and Gretchen were at the end table,"I'm turning on the TV" Gretchen was turning the knob to MTV for us to have background music,"Hey" Yvonne got my attention when she tapped my shoulder, I was slightly distracted when John was making a sandwich, god did his ass look good in those acid wash jeans,"Dude" I snapped out of it and Yvonne moved the tray towards me,"Try it"
"Really?" Frankie put out his cigarette on yhe cigarette tray,"Yeah yeah come on man, you can't turn that down" I looked at the straight line and thought about and when John came back into the living room with a sandwich and soda, I snorted the line. Holy FUCK did that give me a rush, I shake my head and slammed the table,"Whoo!" I took a deep breath and closed my eyes as I tilted my head towards the ceiling,"Feels good"
"No it hurts like hell"
"Because it's made by the Colombians, they know their ways" Gretchen said to me as she snorted a line too,"Holy shit" I laid back down on the floor as I was enduring the neverending burn in my nose and back of my throat,"Hey do it many times, it won't hurt as much" Dani said to me and I did a thumbs up,"Good to know" I took a deep breath through my mouth since my nose was on fire. "What do you guys think of that guy from Nightmare on Elm Street 2? Jesse, he's a cutie" Juliet said to us as she was playing with this coin,"If you like pretty boys sure. I prefer Grady, I like a muscular man, he could take me hard and rough, a pretty boy would only be worried how he looks during sex, he'll be looking at himself in the mirror more than into your eyes" Reggie scoffed at that as he was taking a puff from his cigarette,"Sex is sex, as long as she feels good, it's all good. I like my girls tight, like Christina Applegate"
"But isn't she a slut?" Gretchen asked and he shrugged,"A girl like that knows her stuff and I also like a girl who knows what she's doing"
Around Midnight, everything became more mellow, I was in the kitchen making something to eat, Jonathan came in and wrapped his arms around,"Hey John"
"Hey babe, whatcha making there?" He was watching me making a midnighy snack,"Just a sandwich"
"What's in it?"
"Peanut butter and Jelly" He moved my off the shoulder shirt to the side more and started planting tiny kisses,"Turn around" I faced towards him. He picked me up and put me on the counter, my heart was pounding like crazy, my entire body was shaking by what he was doing to me, he had his arms around my waist as I had mine around his neck,"Do you have any how badly I want you?"
"No" His hand travelled down to my jeans, he unzipped it and he said to me,"This is how bad I want you" He inserted his fingers inside of me and I gasped lightly,"Do you understand now" I nodded,"Do you want me?" I nodded again,"Then let's go to your room" I completely ignored Dani's advice and also forgot my sandwich, we walked through the living room,"Might wanna stay out of her room for a while"
"My boy's gonna score!" Frankie yelled and Jonathan threw a light object at him and the others threw popcorn at him as well. We went into my room,"I'll be honest with you, I dont even know if we were fast or slow the first time we did it" Jonathan has his back turned to shut the door and lock it', when he faced me, he seemed nervous, but in a cute way,"I dont know either, but you know I can go at any speed" He said to me before he kissed me passionately,"Do you want slow or fast?"
"I want to take it slow" He took my shirt off,"Then slow it is" He wrapped his arms around me and pressed me I against the wall, ran his hands down to my hips and lifted me up to wrap my legs around him,"I wish I wasnt drunk when we did it"
"Why?"
"Because I want to remember fucking you, I want to be inside of you again" He kissed my neck roughly and pinned me against the wall, he started thrusting against my jeans,"Please" I said into his ear and he threw me on the bed, unzipped my pants and then started eating out of me, I gasped and had a grip on my blankets,"Johnny, mmmmm" I started panting while moaning,"That feel good?" I had my eyes closed in pleasure,"Yes....yes" He moved his hand up to my chest then started massaging, when he stopped, my legs were trembling because of him, he came up to me, wiped his mouth off,"You taste good" He kissed my neck and started trailing little kisses up and down my chest. I ran my fingers through his hair and rolled over to be on top of him, he took his shirt off and kissed me again,"I love you so much, I think its going to kill me" He says to me and I was speechless by what he said to me,"You okay?"
"Yeah, yeah just never had anyone love me like you do" He smiled as he planted kisses on my neck,"Good" Then everything after that....it felt euphoric