I was standing among the crowd and was cheering for Jungkook, as he was performing Euphoria. I didn't expect that some day, I would be able to come in a BTS concert.
Jungkook was flying like an angle above us.
He just looked like an actual angle, who have descended from the heavens. I couldn't believe my own eyes, as I kept watching him, the moment was so magical for me.
Suddenly, Jungkook stopped singing. All of us were looking up at him. I widened my eyes as fear crept inside my heart.
The wire which was supporting him was slowly tearing down. He was barely supporting himself above there.
Everybody started screaming, he was hanging at a very large height from the ground. The security cleared the area around him and the stage crew were running around to save him.
If someone fell from that height, he/she will...
Pushing everyone, I was hurriedly making my way towards him. I was running like a madman, tears were covering my whole face. At that moment, I couldn't see or hear anything expect him.
'I've to save him, I've to save him', my brain was repeatedly telling me. I didn't knew how I'm gonna save him, but my subconscious mind was telling me to do it by any means.
As I reached him, the security there stopped me.
"Please, let me pass, I've to go to him", I begged miserably. My eyes hazy with tears, my heart beating fast in my chest.
"Sorry miss, we can't do that", the security guard said coldly.
"If you don't leave, we will have to use force", another guard said.
I still stood there, refusing to leave.
"Please, just listen to me-", I was about to say something when I heard a scream.
I looked up and my heart stopped.
I saw Jungkook falling down, I saw him as he fall down slowly.
I stretched out my hand and screamed.
"NOOOOOO!!".
Then suddenly everything turned black and I woke up.
I sat up straight on my bed, tears covered my whole face, my body was covered in cold sweat and my hands were trembling, my heart was beating fast inside my chest.
I looked over and I saw that it was only 5am in the morning.
"It was a dream, but it felt so real", I said to myself, as I placed my hand on my forehead.
I stretched my hand to grab the bottle to drink water. As the water ran down my throat, I again suddenly remembered the scene from my dream.
As I remembered what happened in my dream, my eyes started to tear up again and my heart was once again engulfed in fear.
I quickly took my phone with my trembling hands. And dialled a number. I didn't knew who I was calling, I hold up the phone towards my ears, but no one picked up.
After sometime, I realised I've called on Ho-Jun's number.
I threw the phone at the side and sat on the bed crying miserably. At that moment, I didn't knew what was going inside my head, but I just wanted to cry.
As I was crying, my phone started ringing suddenly. I took the phone and saw that it was Ho-Jun calling.
I picked up the phone.
"Hello Minji!!", Ho-Jun's voice came from the other side of the phone.
"Are you alright?? Why are you calling me at this time??", he quickly added.
"I-I d-don't know", I shuttered as I spoke.
"What happened to you??", he asked softly.
At that moment, I couldn't hold on any longer, as I started crying miserably on the phone.
He didn't say anything, he just let me cry. I cried for a long time. I didn't like to cry in front of anyone, I didn't like to show my vulnerable side to anyone, but for some reason I felt like crying when I heard his voice.
After I finished crying. I rubbed the tears off my face, my eyes were paining from all that crying.
"Sorry Ho-Jun, for the sudden outburst", I said feeling embarassed.
There was no answer from the other side.
"Ho-Jun, are you there??", I asked.
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As she spoke, I didn't knew how I should answer her. I was having mix feelings right now.
"Ho-Jun, are you there??", Minji asked.
"Yeah", I said in a soft voice.
Earlier, I was sleeping when she called me. Taehyung, gave me the phone telling me that Minji had called.
At that moment, as soon as I heard her name, my heart skipped a beat and I was wide awake.
I took my phone from Taehyung and saw that it was only 7:30am in the morning. Why did Minji call me so early in the morning, I thought.
I quickly called her back. I asked her if she's fine or not, her voice didn't sound right and I started to get worried, then suddenly she started crying loudly.
I wanted to say something to her, to make her stop crying. But at that moment, I didn't knew what I should say to her. I was at loss for words.
I didn't say anything, just kept quiet and heard as she cried miserably. I supported her silently, as she cried. I felt pain in my chest, as I heard her like this.
I could just imagine how much sad she might be at the moment. I wanted to run to her and take her in my arms, hold her tight to make her feel better.
I clenched the bedsheet tightly in my hand, I was somehow feeling useless that I couldn't be there for her when she needed someone to support her.
After sometime she stopped crying, but I still didn't knew what should I say to her.
"Hello!?", Minji said on the other side of the phone that made me come out of my daze.
"Minji, are you alright now??", I asked.
"Yes, sorry for earlier", she said softly.
"It's ok", I replied.
After that, an awkward silence fell between us.
"Minji, what happened to you?? Why were you crying??", I asked with all my courage.
She didn't reply and I understood that she doesn't wanted to talk about it.
"It's ok, if you don't want to talk about it", I added.
"It's not like that....I just-", she said quickly.
"It's completely fine, Minji. I understand, so you don't have to explain it to me. We can talk about it when you get back, ok??", I said.
"Ok", she replied.
"Ok then, you sleep now, it's still early for you to wake up back there in India", I said.
"Ok".
"I'm hanging up then".
"Mmm".
"See you later and take care of yourself. Bye!", I said.
"Yeah, see you later! You also take care of yourself", she said.
"I will", I said and hung up the phone.
I stared at the ceiling blankly, as I lay back in bed. My mind asking me the same question again and again.
'What did made Minji cry like this??', I couldn't pull myself out of this thought.
'I've to ask her what happened to her, when she comes back', I thought to myself as I got up from the bed and headed towards the bathroom to take a warm shower to calm my brain.