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Chapter 92 - Show me the love

**Y/n's POV**

My phone ring again for the nth time, disturbing my precious sleep. So to not get disturb again, i just pick it up.

Y/N: "what?" I groaned with my eyes still closed.

"Y/n." I heard Jungkook's voice from the other side of phone that makes me whined.

Y/N: "it's just literally 5 in the morning Jungkook. I'm still sleeping!"

Jungkook: "i want to talk to you."

Y/N: "after disturbing my sleep, do you really think i'll talk to you?"

Jungkook: "after trespassing in my house and confessing everything, do you think i won't talk to you?"

Y/N: "then is it necessary to call and disturb someone early in the morning?!" I cried out while i heard him laugh.

"There's nothing funny!" With that, i hanged up and tried to go back to my dreamland.

.....

I grabbed my long brown coat and exited my room as well as the hotel.

I decided to roam some places again this time for another fresh air. Since i came here and decided for a walk, all that happened was always encountering Jungkook on the way.

While just strolling around for half of an hour now, i saw Jungkook somewhere too. See? He's everywhere i go but i don't complain because i was the one who followed him here in this country.

This time when i spotted him, i didn't make any moves or what. I'll just let him free for now. I just let it all out to him yesterday, let alone confessed once and for all. So i didn't encounter with him for now. I'll do my plans after some times.

I don't want to go hard on him. I don't want to pressure nor stress him anymore. He flew here for his self. To get the peaceful of his life again. To be happy again and to be his self again. He flew here too because he wanna move on already.

So the last thing i want is to ruin him.

I flew here to make him realize that the love i had for him almost 6 years ago, the love that got buried deep down my heart, is now sailing again. The love that i buried is now very alive again. I flew here to take him with me. I flew here to take what's mine.

Honestly, it was my fault too so i didn't fully blame him. I also blame myself. It was my fault why he decided to stay away and move on because i didn't show any effects of his doings. I kept everything hidden inside of me.

But i have reasons. A truly valid reasons.

**Jungkook's POV**

I released a deep content sigh when i reached the country side. After roaming around the city, i finally got to feel the peace again. So for the finale, i went here to watch the lake.

The spacious lawn that's glowingly green. The snow capped pointy mountains in the view and the calm lake with some boats and tourists on it. I love country sides a lot.

I sat down on the bench that was on top of the lawn and just watch people walking down the street near the lake.

The weather is good today so people decided to have a walk outside. Everything is so good.

And that's until i spotted a certain girl whom i unintendedly pissed early in the morning, wearing a brown coat with her hands on her coat's pockets while walking down the street, also having a peaceful time. Her alone time went away when a little kid came beside her and started to cutely pull her coat up and down to grabe her attention.

Y/n look at her side to see the little girl who i assume is pouting at her. Y/n squat down to match the kid's height and smiled at her.

I can't hear them over here since i'm a bit far away but i can clearly see both of them. Y/n seem to ask what's the kid's problem. The kid pointed at her shoe laces that got untied while Y/n chuckled at her cute face and help her with her problem. Maybe she doesn't know how to tie it. The little girl thanked Y/n by of course saying thank you with a kiss on her cheek and run away after that.

What a cute scene.

Sighing to myself, i stood up from the bench and started my way towards her who's now facing the lake. I stopped when i'm just a two feet away from her.

Her long soft hair swayed when the wind blew as i heard her released a sigh. Taking the last two steps, we finally got in contact and i back hug her that cause her to startle.

Y/N: "what the-"

Jungkook: "shhhh. It's me silly." I said in a relax tone as i slightly tighten my grip around her waist.

I felt her sigh in relief as she calmly lean her back on my chest with her head on my shoulder that makes me smile.

Y/N: "i hate you so much."

Jungkook: "don't worry, i hate you too." I told her back which made us both chuckled.

After some minutes of peaceful silence, i finally broke it.

"I wanna talk about yesterday."

Y/N: "knew it. I'm just waiting for you to confront me about that." She chuckled.

Jungkook: "of course i would. I want to clear everything. To understand everything. You literally threw me in to the sea of confusion and i want to reach the land of answers as soon as possible."

"So will you please kindly escort me to that land of answers, Min Y/n?"

Y/N: "and how can i escort you there Jeon Jungkook?"

Jungkook: "by using a boat of truth with the help of the paddles of honesty." I told her while she sighed.

I turned her around to face each others. My hand made its way to cup her right cheek while the other hand stayed on her waist to keep her close to me.

"I want to know and understand everything Y/n. I want to hear your side. I wanna know your reasons. I want you to open everything up to me."

"I want you to make me listen to you. I want you to make me understand you. I want you to put me in my right place like what you told me. I want you to show me everything you kept inside from me. All i want you to do is to show me and make me feel that there's the love in your heart again and that i succeeded like what you just confessed yesterday."

"Everything Y/n. Please." I told her, full of sincerity as we stared at each others eyes.

Y/N: "i will. I could do that. For the sake of this thing between us Jungkook. Just wait for the time being. I'll show you what i kept inside for years." She sincerely said with her hand softly brushing my cheek.

**Y/N's POV**

Y/N: "what's the best food for dinner tonight?" I asked myself while looking at the menu of hotel's restaurant.

"Garlic buttered grilled steak and shrimp seems good. Yeah that's right."

When i was about to call the restaurant service, a message from Jungkook prevented me from it when the notification pop up.

Conversation||

>>Jungkook<<

Jungkook: "Quit it Y/n."

: "I can't anymore."

: "Come here and prove it to me."

: "I'm impatient."

Y/N: "Didn't just fucking let me have my dinner."

Jungkook: " -,- "

End||

I'll kill this guy! Really!

I changed into a comfy sweatpants and a comfy shirt. I locked my room, went out of the hotel and started my tracks towards the asshole's condo.

A cold night, blinding street lights and some people having a night walk.

Reaching the front door, i fished out the key and just went inside. I didn't bother to knock anymore.

The silence of the living room welcome me but there's nothing fishy. I went upstairs to see what he is doing but when i open the door of his bedroom, i heard the running shower.

Thankfully, i have time to make dinner.

I quickly head downstairs and raid his nice kitchen. Grabbing enough ingredients, i started to slice some of it.

=Timeskip=

Busy munching my delicious dinner, i didn't notice the masculine figure leaning in the kitchen door frame.

Jungkook: "so the trespasser is in my place already. Eating the food she cooked using my ingredients."

Y/N: "totally your fault Mr. Annoying. Telling me to come here when it's my dinner time."

I stood up from the chair when i'm done with my food. While washing the dishes i used, big arms are wrapped around my waist.

"You're the one who's showing love affection now Jungkook." I sighed

Jungkook: "you are taking too long."

After my business in the kitchen, we both went towards the living room and flopped down in the sofa.

Jungkook grabbed the remote, switched the tv on and played a movie. He layed down and placed his head on my lap, getting engross at the movie.

I know that i need to show him the love i have for him again and make him feel it to his heart, but i don't know where i am going to start.

I'll just go with the flow. I'll stay beside him all the time and act the way i acted towards him when we are in the relationship. I'll just be me.

Placing my hand on his soft hair, i started to play with it as he sighed in relaxation.

30 minutes passed and the movie's just about to end. I looked down at the man who became quite now, to find that he's already sleeping. The view of his pretty peaceful sleeping face brought smile to my face.

Y/N: "Kookie, come on. Let's go to bed now." I softly stated while gently shaking him.

He sleepily sit up with his still closed eyes that makes me chuckle. I took his arm and place it on my shoulder as we both went upstairs to his bedroom.

"Wait me here." I told and head towards his walk in closet. I grabbed one of his hoodie and wear it. It's a chilly night.

Walking back to the bedroom, Jungkook's already laying down but staring at the ceiling. Sensing my presence, he look at me.

"I borrow one of your hoodie. I forgot to bring one." I said but he just smiled and gesture at me to come near him which i did.

Jungkook: "you look cute."

Y/N: "since birth Mister. Let's sleep now." I then laid down beside him.

Jungkook: "are you seriously going to sleep with me?" He asked while looking at me.

Y/N: "yes. This is part of showing my love."

"So let's sleep and have a good night Kook." I smile as i kiss the corner of his lips and cuddle him.

Jungkook: "i can't wait to feel enough of your love so we can be together again."

"Good night Y/n." He then kissed my forehead and return the cuddle to hold me gently in his arms like he's afraid that I'll go away.

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