**Y/N's POV**
*At the park*
Me and Jungkook were walking here already.
I am enjoying the cold weather as the wind blows through us both.
While staying quite, the scene earlier flashed in my mind again where Taehyung and Tzuyu came in Jungkook's house.
Seeing my fiancès face for now will just make me suffer more. The more he showed up, the more pain i'll feel.
It's hard. It's so painful. I can't handle it.
Having a deep thoughts with teary eyes, i didn't notice that Jungkook has been calling my names many times.
Jungkook: "Y/n? Y/n?"
Y/N: "y-yes?" I stuttered and looked at him.
He frowns at me and cupped my cheeks.
Jungkook: "Y/n, we came here to relax your mind not to think of all that will just hurt you."
Y/N: "well i'm this stupid enough to think of him. Who can't avoid it? Especially it's all fresh of me." With that, my tears that i've been holding fell down.
His eyes sadened of what i just said and seeing me crying again.
Well i can't really avoid! What will i do?!
"You know how much i love that stupid man. He was my fiancè and about to get married, but.....it's all starting to fade away." I cried.
"It hurts Jungkook-ahh.....It's so painful." With that, i totally broke down.
Jungkook pulled me into a tight hug while gently stroking my hair.
Jungkook: "shhhh~ everything will be fine Y/n-ahh. You'll going through this. This is just a tough challenge that God has given to you, to make you more stronger enough." He comforted.
Y/N: "i-i wanna...distract myself to avoid the pain." I broke the hug and wiped my tears.
"I'm gonna have a hard times again, i guess." I sniffed.
Jungkook: "just don't you dare to think of an stupid idea again!" He scold.
"Suiciding is not really good at all."
Y/N: "that's because i really can't handle it anymore."
Jungkook: "and i was the one who caused it."
Y/N: "because you were so DUMB and STUPID back then."
Jungkook: "yeah yeah i know! I made a big big mistake in the past. But that give me a lesson." He softly spoke.
Y/N: "what lesson?"
Jungkook: "keep the people whose staying by my side. The people whose caring and loving me... So thank you missy." He smiled and ruffled my hair.
We both started to walk again and eat street foods.
While walking and talking, Jungkook saw an ice cream store.
Jumgkook: "do--" before he can even ask, i amswered him first 'cause i know he's gonna ask it.
Y/N: "yes!!"
He chuckled on my action and went away to buy while i was just sitting here in the bench.
While waiting.....
*Ding!* *Ding!*
I grab my phone from my pocket and checked who message me.
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Taehyung.
(Conversation)
Tae: "Y/n love"
Tae: "please let's talk."
Tae: "let's clear this out, can we?"
Tae: "i wanna explain everything to you."
*Ringing*
Reading it makes me feel my heart stabbing again.
IT HURTS!
GOD HELP ME!!!
Then there's my tears again, can't stop from falling.
Being unconscious, i answered the call.
Taehyung: "Y/n...please."
"I-...i can't lose you, please!" He said with a crack, begging and hurt voice.
"Y/n i can't live without you and you know that!"
While listening, i keep on sniffing so he knows that i'm in the phone and listening to him.
"I didn't meant to hurt you my love."
"It was...it was all mistake." He cried more.
"I need you. I need you for everything."
Y/N: "i also need you...in my life."
I finally talked back.
"But-- it is all complicated now." I cried more too.
Taehyung: "Y/n....please let's meet."
"Please listen to me. I beg you."
Y/N: "not now. It hurts to face you for now."
Taehyung: "i..i'm sorry."
His hurt and begging voice were pircing through my heart.
I'm not used to see him like that.
Y/N: "I Love You." With that, i hanged up and quickly wiped my tears 'cause for sure, i'll get scold again by the bunny guy with me.
But...i was late.
**Jungkook's POV**
I left Y/n for awhile to buy ice cream for us.
I ordered dark choco cookie for her and strawberry for me.
Yeah, i still know her very well.
The vendor give the ice creams to me as i left happily and give it to Y/n.
But as soon as i reached near her, that was the time i realised that she's crying again.
I heard tae hyung's voice from her phone so it means she's in call with him.
I stood up infront of her while holding the two ice cream in my hands as she didn't notice my prescense.
"I Love You"
That was the last words she said before cutting the call.
I saw how she quickly wiped her tears so that i won't notice it.
But she's late.
This girl were suffering from the same pain again and again.
I hate it.
Now i know the feeling when the someone you love was in deep pain and how much it affects you too. Now i also know the feeling that tae hyung felt when he was with Y/n when she's suffering because of me.
But now, the table turned.
Later on after she wiped her tears, she looked up a bit and was enough to see my feet infront of her and i was right.
She slowly look up to me with a red eyes and red nose.
A wide smile crept on her face to pretend that she's not crying.
Y/N: "hey bunny!" She called out
She just used the nickname she used to call me in the past.
Jungkook: "what did i told you?" I coldly asked.
By the cold of me, for sure the ice cream won't melt, right?
Y/N: "don't.cry."
Jungkook: "and what did you just do?"
Y/N: "huh?! I wasn't crying!"
Jungkook: "go deny it and I'LL SURELY BELIEVE YOU." I sarcastically said to her.
"As if i didn't saw the whole thing huh."
With that, i approached her to give her favorite ice cream and sit down with her but THAT GOT FUCKING STOPPED!!!
STUPID GROUND!!!!!