Hello there my kookiesss!! how have you been? everything's going well? are you all eating everyday? without skipping any meal? always safe with families? if it's all yes, then that's good!!♡
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so i really made this chapter to tell you all my readers about my thoughts right now. 'cause it's really killing me. i keep thinking about it. i can't solve it. i don't know how....i'll be direct to the point.
I DON'T REALLY KNOW NOW IF I CAN STILL CONTINUE MY STORIES:( LIKE, SOMETIMES WHEN I'M MAKING CHAPTERS, THERE IS ALWAYS A REASONS THAT IS PUMPING IN MY MIND, THAT I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T MAKE IT ANYMORE BUT I DON'T WANT TO GIVE IT ALL UP AT THE SAME TIME. I DON'T KNOWWWWW! I SHOULD HAVE JUST KEEP THIS BY MYSELF AND NOT TELL YOU ALL BUT I THINK I NEED YOU. YOUR OPINIONS, SUPPORT AND LOVE....
I STILL WANT TO CONTINUE MAKING CHAPTERS FOR MY READERS BUT THERE'S SOMETHING THAT IS ALWAYS BOTHERING ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS....I'M SORRY MY LOVELY KOOKIES:( I ALREADY WROTE SO LONG ABOUT 'TIME TO LOVE', 'CRAZY LOVE AND CARRY ON', 'ENCOUNTER' (MY NEW STORY) AND IT IS JUST BEING STOCK IN MY NOTES/DRAFT. BUT SOMETIMES WHEN I AM MAKING, THE SAME THING WAS PUMPING ANYMORE. AND SOMETIMES TOO, I WAS IN THE POINT THAT I AM SEARCHING FOR ANOTHER APP TO UPLOAD/CONTINUE MY STORIES. BUT I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THIS APP NAMED WEBNOVEL. WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I BECAME SO CLOSE TO THIS APP. THIS APP, THOSE EVERY BTS FANFICTIONS, MY STORIES AND ESPECIALLY MY LOVELY READERS, BECAME MY COMFORY ALREADY. THAT'S WHY IT'S HARD TO CHOOSE SINCE THIS BECAME PART OF MY LIFE ALREADY. IT'S HARD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN GIVE UP AND STILL HAVE HOPE...OKAY SO TO NOT MAKE Y'ALL CONFUSED, LET'S JUST SAY THAT MAYBE....I AM REALLY LOSING HOPE NOW??? YEAH? MAYBE THAT'S IT. I'M SORRY MY KOOKIES:( I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU ALL. I STILL WANT TO READ YOUR AMAZING STORIES, READ YOUR EVERY COMMENTS TO MY STORIES (JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT, YOUR COMMENTS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME. YOUR EVERY COMMENTS IS MY HOPE TO STILL CONTINUE WRITING STORIES♡) I STILL WANT TO UPLOAD EVERY CHAPTERS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ALL ARE WAITING. I STILL WANT TO VOTE TO YOUR STORIES AND ENJOY EVERYTHING....BUT LOSING HOPE IS REALLY DIFFICULT AND STRONG. IT'S HARD TO FIGHT OVER IT. BUT I WILL STILL REALLY TRY MY BEST!:( I LOVE YOU AND GODBLESS Y'ALL!♡
-YOUR CRAZY AUTHOR♡