SCREECHH !!
A loud noise of glass breaking and crushing into pieces distracts my mind of its thoughts, followed by a scream which I can recognize is my mom's voice.
I hurry to run towards my mom's room as the whole map of the house is carved into my head already.
I reach there and hold the doorknob of the door to open it, but lean at the back of the door to not create a bit more of a mess as I remember the incident that happened few time ago.
The time when my mother was laughing way too hysterically while watching her favourite TV show but which caused me to worry and I rush into her room, but because I couldn't see anything I started moving and throwing my arms up in the air, and without realising, slapped my mother.
Well to my relief she understood the state in which I was and didn't take it to her heart xD.
"Mom? What's going on, where are you?" I voice out, still leaning on the door and waiting for her response and not be more clumsy. I heard her footsteps coming to me already giving me the sign that she is okay.
"Oh sweetie, I just saw a cockroach, don't worry" she holds my hand to tell me she's here, embarrassment visible in her voice, as she sometimes do stupid things which make me worry for her.
"And you screamed that loud just because of a cockroach? And what's that noise?" I face her, still curious about the incident .
"Well.. I saw that cockroach and he was a flying cockroach.." she leaves my hand and heaves a sigh "I screamed when it started flying and my actions accidently caused an empty vase to fall" .
"Tchh.." a chortle escapes my mouth in annoyance.. "you're just like a kid when you see a cockroach mom" " well you know how much I fear cockroaches.. now go and let me clean up the mess".
"Sure" I chuckle and get out of the room to then head towards my room to change my outfit and wait for my man to pick me up again as everyday.
5:40 pm
"Mom? Can you call Drew? I've been waiting for him for thirty minutes now.." I tap the ground with my feet continuously, feeling nervous because of his absence.
"Honey, he must be on his way" she says and after one minute, the sound of our main gate opening catches my attention.
"Hey babe" His voice surrounds me and let's my heart beat again freely as now he is here and nothing wrong has happened as I feared.
I jerk my head towards the voice to give him a charming smile but I feel him head towards me and he wraps his left arm around my waist to hold my hand with his right hand and give me a back hug while I just freeze on my spot.
He caresses my waist with his hand as he is coming closer to my neck to let his breathe brush my neck and leave a kiss on my cheek very gently, making me soft on the spot.
"How are you pretty girl?" He whispers against my ear, making me shiver while his lips are teasing my skin.
Park Jimin, you give me real electric shots. And I like it.
I tilt my head to the side, to have his face close to mine and give him a better view of my features. "More good than ever honey.. " I smile to him, trying to tell him how much happiness he provokes to me, just by having him by my side.
"I'm gonna take your pretty daughter with me again, hope you don't mind" He says to my mother, and I realize she was right Infront of us. My mother and this man's bond is something else. They both perfectly match each other's mentality and I love the fact that she loves Andrew too and supports our relationship.
"Take care of my daughter, she's your responsibility" she says as she head towards the kitchen. Drew bows to her and holds my hand to take me out of the house.
Once we get out of the house, he stops and hugs me tightly. I don't know why he is acting too clingy today. But I like it too and I sometimes want to hold him tight against me too but I don't because of my insecurities and I fear that he wouldn't like it .
"You know that I missed you a lotttt.." he says against me as I close my eyes to hug him back and feel his manly body close to me as much as I can.
"But we met yesterday hm?" he pulls out of the hug but don't release his grip on me and places a kiss on my forehead. "But I think about you alot.. we didn't even call yesterday.. you worried me baby" he snakes his hand around my waist and then intertwine his hands at the back of my waist to just trap me in between and rests his forehead on mine causing us to share the same air and my heart to tingle which I love and would want to stay like this forever.
"I'm sorry.. I slept a bit early.. I had to do alot of work yesterday" I tell him and remember the exhausting day I had to spent. "Hmm.." he hums in my ear softly. "Hmm?" I giggle. "How long do you want to stay here?" We both stay in the same position for few seconds but then he places a kiss on my cheek again to cause my heart to do a back flip, and then release his grip on me to hold my hand again. "Forever, but let's go the park for now" I smile and walk with him. I gladly tangle my arm with his which I know he likes me to do.
As we are now walking towards our destination, he stops again within his tracks making me frown."Do you want to eat ice cream?" He asks me, knowing how much we both love ice cream. But I don't want to gain weight. "I'm getting fat.." I let out an annoyed sigh. " Shutup up baby.. I told you I want you to eat everything you like.. and you're not gaining any weight but anyways you don't know but I like thick girls" His words sent a wave of heat erupt in my body. How can he just make me feel so good just with words drives me crazy.
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We sit on the bench, with the cup of ice cream in our hands. I grab a spoonful of the dessert and enter it in my mouth to taste that sweet taste of chocolate and strawberry melting through my mouth. While the fresh air is rushing through my body and giving me a peaceful feeling.
"Raquel?" The boy sitting right next to me calls my name and I face him to be startled when I feel his thumb stroking the corner of my bottom lip, liting my whole existence up like fire.
I place my hand on his thumb as his thumb don't wants to leave my lip. "What are you-" "There was ice cream, on your lip baby, you're clumsy."
"Oh.. but.. would a well mannered man.. who is total opposite and would never make a mistake would want a clumsy girl?" My curiosity hits me.. trying to know more about the way he thinks of me .
"Ohh.. you don't even know how much I like it darling.. everything about you excites me.. and that just gives me a bit more chance to touch you" he chuckles while making me blush again.
"Have you never been clumsy?"
"I haven't, but once I make you my wife, I would want to be as clumsy as ever when you'll be in my bed, just you and me."
I blush hard at his words but focus on the ones which he just used for the first time."Y-your wife?" I get shocked and My heart skipped a beat at the word he used just now. He holds my hand and intertwine our fingers together, always wanting to have physical contact.
"Yeah, but I'm not planning on to make it fast, I still have some things to do, but... Trust me.." he strokes my hand with his thumb in circles, "I won't leave you alone, one day you'll be my wife, I promise you".
This can't be possible. Am I dreaming?
His words cause my heart to go through a wave of emotions. I thought this would end soon. I thought I wasn't good enough and that he would leave me. Even though I knew that once he leaves, I wouldn't have any more reason to live, so I cling on it to make it last longer. But never expected him to mention about our future.
I drift to silence. I don't know what to do. He must have noticed this silence "umm.. you don't want that? I mean.. was I too fast? I'm sorry but I really love you.. and I want you to be mine as soon as possible. I want you to always have you in my sight. I would always want to touch you, hold you, hug you and more....I would always want to have you in my arms and keep you safe with me... I'm sorry but I thought you wanted the same...." his voice turns sorrowful as he must have taken my silence in a wrong way, when I was just trying to process the overwhelming happiness .
" I do.." I answer him.. "I also want you Andrew.. I also love you more than you could ever imagine" I hold his hand tightly but wrap my arms around his neck to just feel him close to me again.
"You look cute when you blush like that" he chuckles but runs his hand through my hair and gently combs them back then leans in and presses his lips on my jawline to make every hair on my body stand at this contact between us.
I smile hard but scoot closer to him to rest my head on his chest while we both hold each other tightly and just enjoy this moment being in each other's arms, and this peaceful atmosphere. This brings too much of emotions within me.
I think today I'll just melt like the candle wax. That's too much happiness for me to handle.
And I'm afraid it might go away very soon.