"Mhm.. Andrew.." I whisper.
"Shhh.. close your eyes" he says, nuzzling his nose in my neck. He licks my neck and give me some wet kisses on my sensitive spot. Turning me on but playing with my emotions.
This feels like I'm on high spirits.. that's the first time for us.. being this close and embracing each other. He never did this.. because I never let him.
His hand traces all over my body and my heart beats louder and louder in my chest. Heat radiates from my body and I sweat but I like it.
Some tears leave my eyes without my realising but I exhale heavily. I don't know what's happening to me.
ANDREW'S POV:
I keep on loving my girl and I drift my hand to caress her cheeks.. but realize they are wet, she is sweating.
I look up and smile, but see some tears rolling down her eyes.. she's crying? Have I forced her?
I sit up in a sitting position.. hating myself for the situation I've caused.. she must be feeling disgusting with me.. she's crying.. and because of me. I didn't realize she also had feelings while I was so busy satisfying my own self. She clearly told me she wasn't ready.
What have I done?
RAQUEL'S POV:
When I finally decided to let go, he distances himself from me .. what's happening? Did I do something dumb again?
"What happened?" I ask him.
"Are you uncomfortable with me Raquel?" He questions me back, I can feel all the anger and sorrow in his voice. "Did I force you?"
"No.. what do you mean? Why do you ask that?" I get concerned now.
"Why are you crying? Hm? Was I that much harsh on you?" I realize what he's talking about. That was weird for me too.
"No.. hey.. I.." I raise my voice slightly as I keep on thinking what to say.. I scoot closer to him. I'm very close to a panic attack.. is he gonna leave me? I hate it when I can't even control my emotions.
"I'm sorry Raq.. I didn't mean to do this.." I hug him tight as I can't hear him talking like that.. I don't want him to think that I didn't like whatever he did to me. He don't hug me back.. and few years rolls out of my eyes. "Andrew I love you.. come on.." my words crack.
He sighs. "Alright.. tell me why are you crying?" He hugs me back now and ruffles my hair.
Yes I'm ok now xd.
I decide to tell him what I feel about this, "I.. I guess these are tears of happiness? I mean.. we never did this and.. like it was my first time having this kind of pleasance so that's why maybe.. don't think of anything else.. I really liked it" .
"Oh" he chuckles.
He pulls me back but I kiss his forehead. "Ok.. it's fine then. However.. if you allow me, I can satisfy you more than this baby" his hoarse voice comes back.
Pervert mode activated.
I hit his chest playfully and we both laugh. "You're a pervert"
"I'm all yours" He makes me blush like he always do.
He wipes my tears and stands up but holds my hand and helps me to stand too. "Let's go.. get on my back, I'll give you a ride."
"What about your nap?"
"Forget it.. I feel so much better already" actually same here.
"Come on now" I nod and we head to our homes.
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I step inside my house, a big smile plastered on my face. No matter how much we sometimes misunderstand each other.. we will always try to solve it with patience. That what I love the most about our relationship.
"I'm home mom" I shout. "Oh hey sweetie" my mom greets me. I walks towards the kitchen as my stomach is growling. "Whats cooking?" I ask my mom. Some delicious smells fills my nose up and I'm getting eager to taste it. "Cheese spaghetti".
"Woahh.. it's a good day" . She smiles at me. "What happened to you? That's rare to see that happy face of yours" I blush as I remember about what happened in the park.
"Hey.. hold up!" My mom exclaims. "Oh God!!" She shouts but gives me a hug out of nowhere. "Hey.. what's up? What happened?"
"Guess my daughter is all grown up hmm?" She teases me . "W-what?" "Did you guys make out today?" She gets all happy and excited.
"What? No.. how do you-"
"There's small hickies on your neck honey.. do you think I'm born yesterday?" She chuckles but sets me in a very embarrassing state. "Oh" I laugh nervously.
"Ahh it's fine my baby no need to get embarrassed" she tries to get me out of my state and drags me to our sofa. "Sit here, let's drink some tea and tell me all about today" she laughs but tries to know more as always as her curiousity never goes away.
"Mom?" I shout involuntarily. "Yes?"
"Can you.. uhm" I clear my throat obviously. "I mean.. you can.." "What is it?"
"Can you help me touch it?" I say shyly. I can't see but I want to feel it. "I mean.. the mark.."
She chuckles and come closer to me, to pull my hand and place it in a corner of my neck, below my ear. "Here you go".
"Thanks" I whisper with a faint smile on my face.
"How about you shower first?" She asks me. "No.. I guess I won't be showering for a week now." I bite my lip in embarrassment and run to the stairs to get in my room and close the door .
I sit on my bed, my fingers never leaving my neck.
"He just gave me a hickey.." I whisper to myself. "My boyfriend.. He just gave me a hickey!!!!" I shout out loud and roll around my bed squealing in happiness.
I dart my arms and legs in air.. feeling like a teenager in love. I pause for a moment, and remember it all again. His mouth devouring my neck, his hand on my waist, my thigh, my body, his lips on my collar bone, his cologne, alright stop now.
Andrew Suarez, you drive me insane.