"Let's lie down here on the grass.. I'm tired so I'll take a nap" Drew says as he grabs my arm to drag me towards a tree. This park is where we visit everyday so I know every corner of it. Now that we are both heading towards a big tree here, where no sign of sunlight is and can only be felt some cold. We both lie down in the shade of this tree where no voices of other people can be heard.
As I also am a bit tired so it's nice to take a nap here. I close my eyes but pluck the grass unceasingly. This reduces my stress in a way. I feel the nature and the air surrounding me with pleasure, but feel a bit cold.
"Are you feeling cold?" Andrew who's laying down here with me asks me as if he understood what I'm feeling right away. "Yeah.. a bit".
He puts his one arm under my head, lifting it up along the way, while the other arm goes to my shoulder but he slides it to my hand while grazing all of my skin with his finger tips in its way, which sends shivers to my spine, to then intertwine our fingers.
No space is left between our bodies as he is gradually coming closer and closer, making me lose my mind. Our bodies stick to one another, giving me the warm I needed and the pleasant feeling of his body against mine. He places his leg on my leg, slightly rubbing my calf but giving me a ticklish sensation.
This feeling is the best one having myself against him and feeling warm and protected between his arms.
"Does it feel better now?" He whispers in my ear in a deep voice, sending nonstop shivers to my skin, before placing a kiss at my ear lobe. This area which is very sensitive and can rise my body's temperature in a blow once it's caressed by the man on my side. A heavy exhale leaves me at this sensation, sending him the sign that I liked his touch on my skin.
Now that he knows I won't stop him, he leans in again and caresses my earlobe with his soft and moisturised lips. He takes my skin in between his lips, nibbles on it, licks it, to then go lower on the spot just below my ear. This is making me lose my mind and my heart is having some powerful effect of it.
"Hm?" He asks me again, observing that I didn't respond to his question before. "Y-yeah.. it feels good.." he stops his actions but presses his lips on my cheekbone in the most tender way. Making me melt through the grass.
"Do you know what color you're wearing?" He leaves my fingers to now slide up his own ones to brush past the side of my neck, to keep them there but plays with my hair. He keeps his face just some centimeters away from me. What color am I wearing? I don't remember cause my mom chooses my clothes for me almost everytime. This is something which she likes to do for me and that I can't see so it's better this way.
"What color?" I ask him as I've no idea what I'm wearing but just that I know it's a short dress with full sleeves but slight deep V neck line, with a skirt attached to it ending just below my knees. This is how it feels on my body and I feel good in full sleeves so it was okay for me.
"Hmm.." he hums in my ear but exhales deeply, just telling me from his behaviour that something weird is in his mind. He clasps my body more snugly but nuzzles his nose in my jawline, my heart is racing at the speed of light and my brain don't know what to do anymore.
"Black, babygirl.." black? So I'm in trouble. Black is his favourite colour.
"This black dress that I bought for you.. do you even know what it provokes to me when I see you wearing these type of clothes?" He elbows the ground beneath my head, to gaze deep into my features, while what I see is only black.
"Tell me, you did this on purpose right?" His leg climbs up now that his foot rubbing my calf but his knee comes right by the side of my thigh. "What did I do?" I tease him a bit, liking this type of behaviour of his which I don't see much. What remains with me is a calm and soft Andrew. But now he is creating real thick tension here.
"You turn me on. You wore my favourite colour in a wrong place, when you clearly know how much this makes me lose my mind when I see you wearing that color. Also that I told you not to wear these type of clothes in public, you don't listen to me. You're a bad girl hm?"
"I didn't know what I was wearing.. I wear that only for you when we are alone, you know it, and you know my mom chooses my outfits for me so.." I correct him and his doubts that are going through his mind.
"Hmm.. now that you've started this.. let me end it hm? Do you want me to punish you for not listening to me?" He provokes a real heat through my veins, my heart on the verge of blowing up now that I don't know what to do anymore. "Andrew I-I" I stutter like an imbecile but he cuts me off by placing his slender, index finger on my lips, shutting me up instantly.
I can't help but to close my eyes, wanting to feel this soft touch of his fingers on my lips. "Keep quiet now, let me warm you up alright?" He whispers in my ear through my shivering skin. I'm feeling some weird things in my stomach, and I like it. My heart is leaping out of my chest but I keep quiet as I don't know what's gonna happen to me now that we are both alone.
His lips gets pressed on my cheek, then a few times on my jawline, provoking some real butterflies into my stomach. He cups my jawline with his hand but now places his lips on my collar bone. He takes time on this area. He kisses it, using his tongue with it to heighten the sensations for me. "A-andrew.." I pronounce his name in my quivering voice. Feeling too weak right now to even think about what my name is.
"Let's not do it here.. someone will see us.." I mention it to him as I don't like people getting physical in public so I myself would not want to be like them. I like it in my own privacy. "Oh, so you want to continue in private? Damn babygirl you should've told me earlier.. let's go to my house now" he gets all excited now that I mentioned our privacy. "N-no.. I.." I clear my throat in an obvious manner but now speak. "We should not go this far.. I.. I do.. I mean you know it" I lose my words like a dumb girl that I am, who don't know what to say at the right time.
"Yeah.. I know.. I remember what you said to me before.. but you turn me on.. what about that?" He dosent get me but makes me believe that now he is really in some lust and don't want to listen to me. I know he is controlling himself alot lately and now this happening is not a surprise to me. "About that we-"
"Shhh.. ok.. I won't do that but.. let's just stay like this now please... I just want you close to me.." he holds me tight against him and his face in the crook of my neck, exhaling deeply there, making me do the same. He startles me by placing a kiss on my neck but now keeping his lips in contact with my skin and staying like this. He hand under my head plays with me hair while the remains on stomach, to then my waist and sides and repeat this again and again. I smile and hold him tight against me but feel too aroused by the way his face is on my neck, his hot breathing hitting my neck and making me dive into another world. While his chest is firmly pressed against mine. I feel his strong heart beat against me. This feels good that even after 3.5 years he loves me and his heart beats for me this fast. My heart punching in my chest as he is now very close to me and our heartbeats mingling with each other. This is a powerful moment for me if I think about it this deeply.
It's true that I like whenever he touches me like that, I also want that but my insecurities take the upper hand on me whenever we try to get physical. But love is not always about getting physical right? We know we love each other. We are loyal to each other and he understands me, that's what makes me think that I'm the most lucky girl on this planet.
I place my fingers on either side of his face, to make him look into my eyes and drop a deep kiss on his cheek. "I love you Drew.. don't ever doubt it.. I don't stop you because I don't like it.. I love it.. but you know the reasons behind right?" I try to reassure him as I think he must be sulking right now that I rejected this great man because of my own personal but weird reasons, but those reasons that matter to me in a way. "I know, I never doubt you.. I'm not disappointed.. don't worry. You're too precious for me for this to happen". He reliefs me with his words as I can hear his cute smile through his tone. I love this man more than anything.
My fingers that were on his right cheek, he takes those but bites my fingers and shoves them into his mouth, to get my fingers all wet because of his saliva but arouse me to a greater level. He sucks and nibbles on my fingertips. "Hey, what are you doing, leave it" I chuckle but hit him playfully on his strong shoulder. "What? Your fingers are so cute, I just wanna eat them all" he says in that cute tone which flutters my heart and melt me on the spot.
I smile and let me teeth appear but he leaves my fingers to peck them but then pecking my knuckles, and then the upper surface of my hand.
"Raquel.." he pronounces my name now again in that deep and low voice. He suddenly grabs my waist but gives a gentle squeeze to it, earning a gasp from me at this sudden action. I wonder what happened suddenly that he is back to it. He leans in and grazes my ear with his lips, exhaling deeply, but making me have the same impact whenever he's doing that close to my ear. "Can I.. uhm.. c-can I kiss you, babe?" He completes his sentence through a lot of reluctance as if he was shy or nervous about it.
I smile at this. "I can't .. you know it.. you said you would wait Andy... right?"
"I know, but I'm really turned on, just this once, please?" His seductive tone gets in between making my veins have a hard time conveying blood to my brain and I'm on verge of choking on air.
"Hey.. stop it now.." I flatten my palm on his chest to maintain some distance between us, now that I think he is serious and I don't want to ruin this moment, nor hurt his feelings. He don't even budge from his spot at the pressure given to him by my hand on his chest. But just traps me in his strong built which I go crazy for.
"Okay then.. I've got other ways to satisfy myself darling"
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