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Chapter 5 - I Can't be here

Next Day ~

Y/N's Pov

I woke up when sunrays peeking on me from the curtains of the window. I stared at the white ceiling then i sat up as i averted my eyes around the unfamiliar room, getting confused as where am while thinking my eyes landed on the figure laid beside me i widened my eyes as memories of last night hit me.

"Oh fuck" i cursed under my breath as i remembered everything from last night.

I had sex with an stranger whom i merely know for only few hours my miserable state and my broken heart get the best of me. But how could h do this even if i am broken how could i give myself to someone whom i don't know. I know he saved me from commiting suicide and i am thankful to him for that but what we have done it's not right.

"Yes i want you i want all of you will you give me all of you?"

"Yes you are mine now. So i can give you anything"

I now remembered every thing from last night i rememered how i said i want him and asked if he's willing to give all of him to me. And how he said yes. My cheecks went warm as I blushed while thinking of that and then when i looked at his face and his half naked self i blushed more by remembering how addicting those plump lips are how i melt under his touches how good he make me feel.

But i quikly shrugged that feeling off when i remembered about 'Him' how he broke my heart how he said that he don't want me anymore. But i still love him i can't forget him in just one night he's my first love who is my everything until yesterday whom i done everything whom i give my everything.

"I like you Y/N."

"I like you too."

Then i again looked down to him i liked Jimin he saved me he made love to me i don't regret what happened last night between us it's the best night of my life, but i am not ready for a relationship i am broken although he made me forget that in that moment but still my insecurities don't let me persue him.

I quickly put aside the sheets and got up from the bed. I wore my clothes and grabbed my phone which is on the night stand beside the bed.

One last time i glanced towards Jimin who was sleeping peafully looking like a squishy baby. I leaned and kissed his forehead while stroking his hair lightly not wanting to woke him up.

"I am sorry I can't be here."

Then i turned around for leaving i walked down the stairs and quickly get to the front door i get out quitely glancing one last time at the house.

Jimin's Pov

I woke up while a smile plastered on my face. As i remembered the last night which is the best night for me cause i meet my Angel last night.

Still with closed eyes my hand landed besides me where my hand met with the cold sheets. I frowned while wondering why is it empty? I opened my eyes seeing no one beside me, i sat up looking around me i found no one. I quickly got up from the bed thinking that she must be in the bathroom. But there's no one so i looked around my house but i found no one.

I frowned as to where she gone then i widened my eyes as i get it that she leave without informing me.My expression turned dark as i recalled how she get into my life and become more then important to me in just one night. I am living my life happily but i met her last night and everything changed in just one night.She didn't even inform me she didn't even left any phone number or address she just leave like that. Like she don't want to be in contact with me or more like she don't want me.Anger boiled in me as to how dare she leave me like this.

"I like you Y/N."

"I like you too."

As i remembered that i confess her and told her that she is mine. Still she leave me. How dare she? She used me to forget about what happened to her i felt bad for what happened to her and what is still happening in her life.But it doesn't mean that she can leave me it doesn't give her the fucking right after i fucking told her that from now on she is mine all mine. Only the thought of her not being with me or worst her being with someone else made me want to burn the whole world. Why i am get so affected by a girl but her voice her face her lips and her mesmerising curvy body painted in my marks. Is something that i can't get over with forever. I want to listen her voice i want to taste her lips over and over and i want to paint her body with my marks while fucking her to the point that she never even dare to thinking about leaving me.

I gritted my teeth as my anger boil more. But i don't just let her do whatever she wants to do.Never.

" If you think you can run away from me you're so fucking wrong babygirl you're someone whom i never let go you become my obsession my addiction. How can i let you go." i said with a smirk on my face.

"You're mine all fucking mine. I'll find you no matter what"

"When we meet again i tied you on the bed i fucked you to the point that you can't even be in your senses that you can't feel your legs that you beg me to fucked you over and over again." i said through my gritted teeth.

I said as i grabbed my phone from the night stand and dial a number.After two rings the person answered the call.

"Hey i need your help"

"Yeah i gave you the money as much do you want."

"Okay then, meet me at our usual place."

"Yeah bye."

I hang up the call while a smirk plastered on my face.

"I am coming for you babygirl."

"And if someone is there in our way of Love i'll tear them apart."

Author's Pov

Y/n get out of Jimin's house while her eyes are teary. She don't know why she cried but it's just happened.

She walked toward the main road as Jimin's house is in a sequlated area.

She reached to the road while waiting for the cab she thought what should she answer to her Mom and her brother that where did she was last night.She loved them so much but sometimes she get enough of all the shit happens in her life and she often thinking about ending her life. But infront of her mom and brother she Act like everything's okay but from inside she's broken to the point which she herself don't know that how can she hide it from others.

She sropped cab and hopped in while she was sitthing peacefully she checked her phone which she forget that it's even there with her. She saw some messages and missed call from her brother and her bestfriend.

Her phone buzzed while she stared at it. It's from her bestfriend she didn't answered as she wanted to be alone.

She sighed. And dozed off for sometime.

After Sometime ~

She woked up as the cab halted on the familiar house which she told the driver of the cab.She sighed and paid the driver getting out of the cab. As she glanced to the house she walked towards the front door. As she opened it to get in her brother jumped on her as she startled by his action and widened her eyes. When she stable herself she smiled and hugged him back and thought what she is about to do last night she is about to end her life. Her tears started to stream down her cheecks as to how she do that when a loving and caring brother is there for her who cares for her like no one. She act to be okay and have to be strong infront of him again.

She let go off the hug and smiled to him only to get a smack on her head. As she whined.

"Yah where have you been yesterday night. I am worried sick about you idiot." Her brother yelled at ger in anger and concern.

"Sorry Jin oppa i-i am at my f-friend house as i don't want to wittness uh- you know what i mean." She said with teary eyes and pouted.

"Aigoo what should i do to you you're being such a brat not listening to me once. Aish." Jin said as she lowered her head."

"Aish now don't give me the puppy look and go get freshen up and get down to eat breakdast i made your favourite pancakes." Jin said with a smil.

"Reall? Okay oppa i'll get there in 5 minutes." She said quickly looking up to her brother with a big grin and ran upstairs to her room.

"Aish this girl never listen to me." Jin sighed while shooking his head.

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