I sat alone , looking at all the other's with their groups . Laughing , telling each other what had happened , speaking about their families or lovers . I never had that . A heart to heart conversion . I was a loner . One easily over looked and easily forgotten . Those who have friends or a person to talk to, I envied them .
Many stayed away from me , but who could blame them . I fear of losing them . I fear of being alone . I don't have many people that I speak to . And it turns out its better that way .
People will talk about another's flaws no matter how close you think you are . Betrayal is easy and love can easily make excuses for what has been done to you . Friends some can stand with you for a life time . But others live to see you kneel before them .
~A.