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"Senior, I'm starting to regret why I didn't confess to you earlier," I told him truthfully. "How long have you like me?"
I could feel his fingers stroked the back of my hand.
"Twenty eight days," he said.
"That long? Why didn't you talk to me? You hide your feelings well, huh?" Well, I couldn't talk either.
"I regretted it now, too. If I had talked to you earlier, we might have build a family now, eh?"
"That's what I thought too! Senior, do you have two abilities? You must have the ability to read minds! Because…"
"Because.. what?" He looked at me, smiling.
Because, how did you know that I have ever dreamt about skipping school, climbing the wall and swinging a sword in the center of practice field? I'm not sure about this, but, maybe that's also why you knew that today is my last day?
"Well… keep that a secret. I know a lot about you, that's right," he laughed. I didn't know if he was joking or not. His image on my mind had turned 180 degree, from cold sadist guy, into a black belly handsome guy. He was still so handsome either way.
"Seriously, do you have mind-reading ability?"
"No," he said. Right! I knew it was a joke!
"So, let's talk more. I want to know a lot more thing about you."
"Are you serious or not this time?" I pouted.
"What do you think?"
I kicked his thigh. "After I have known you better, it seemed like you're getting more annoying, senior! I refuse to let you know me better!" Still pouting, I walked faster, leaving him behind.
I heard him raising his pace to match mine. He said, slowly, "You won't be thinking that for long. Your moods change like the weather."
I stopped walking. Wide eyed, I stared at him. "Is it that obvious??"
I guess I looked so stupid right now, that was why he laughed again. "Whyy do you know that?? I tried to hide it! I thought I'm doing well!" That was surely not a characteristic one could be proud of.
"You don't have any particular favourites. You like vanilla flavoured ice cream. Sometimes, you like chocolate and strawberry too," he said, while rubbing his chin. "You get bored easily, you don't have any routines, sometimes you immediately wrote down letter per letter as the teacher writes on the board. Sometimes, you wait until the board is half full, before you write them down on your textbook. Now you're convinced that I have two abilities?"
My jaw dropped. He knew those too??
I tried to recall the two years experience of stalking him. But, none of senior's habits was shameful.
"Two abilities, my ass! You might have asked my buddies!" Yeah, maybe that's it! "Okay, you knew my secrets already, might as well tell you everything.
"Let me tell you, senior, be careful of me in the future! Sometimes I would prefer going to clubs instead of libraries. Sometimes, I'm a model student, sometimes I want to skip class and go to the arcade. Sometimes, I would take my ability as a curse, but sometimes also a bliss. I'm like two polar opposites person in one body!"
He stared at me in awe, then narrowed his eyes. "Does that also mean that sometimes you like me, and sometimes you don't?"
I thought for awhile, then answered, "that's right! I think, if this day were to repeat again, I might not confess to you like today! So, next time, you confess instead, hmm?"
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Of course not. Despite my mood swings, I still would like you as much as today. I would still like you as much even in my after life.