"Ano ba talagang problema naten ha Leigh? Kasi nakakainis na hindi mo ko pinapansin. Parang wala ako kung daan daanan mo!" Gigil na sabi nya ng makorner nya ako.
I look at him, and sigh.
"Give me the CCTV footages. Kasi hindi ako matahimik. I feel like you're cheating on me again! Na kaya lang ako nandito sa bahay mo kasi dinadala ko ang anak mo!" Mahabang lintanya ko.
I saw him hurt on what i said.
"I never cheated on you" - he said.
"Yes you did. Bakit ayaw mong makita ko ang CCTV? Ano bang laman nun? If its really not important, then give it to me. Please, i want to know what's in there! Para manahimik na ako, manahimik na tayong lahat!" Halos sumisigaw ko ng sagot.
Yes, this is what we really need. A talk.
"Hon naman .. please, calm down. You're pregnant. No stress remember?" He said in a soft voice.
Natauhan ako sa sinabi nya.
Yes, I'm pregnant. Kaya dapat mag desisyon na ako.
Would i stay or not?
"Maybe .. maybe i need a break." Mahinahong sabi ko.
Hinihimas ko ang tyan ko. I feel so calm whenever i touch my tummy.
He's looking at me.
"Yeah, we need a break. San mo gustong pumunta? Basta hindi out of the country okay lang saken" sagot nya.
I sigh.
Hindi nya naiintindihan.
"What i mean is, i want to go home Diken" i said. Straightly looking at his eyes.
I saw how his eyes look horrified.
"No! I won't let you! Sige if you want to go home, I'll come with you" sagot nya ng may pinalidad.
"Pero diken .. maybe this is what the best for now" paliwanag ko.
"No! Its not! Nag dedesisyon ka na naman ng para sa ating dalawa! Bakit lagi mo sa akin tong ginagawa ha! Bakit lagi mo akong sinasaktan!" Sigaw nya.
I look away.
I know he's hurting.
I am hurting.
We both are.
"If you really want to see that fucking CCTV .." pabitin nyang sabi.
And i was really shock.
"Are you giving me that? Really?" I know i am sound excited.
He sigh.
"Yes" sagot nya.
My heart thump like crazy.
I don't know if I am excited or nervous or ..
Halo halo na.
"Really? As in talagang talaga?" Parang bata kong tanong.
He smiled at me.
"Para ka paring bata" he said.
"Yes, may bata nga sa tyan ko" sarcastic kong sagot.
"Haha yeah. That's my baby. You two are my babies" he sweetly said.
"Okay. So .." sabi ko. Para kasing iniiba nya usapan e
"Just promise me one thing. You will never leave me" paninigurado nya.
"Yes" sagot ko.
"I'll die if you leave" sabi nya.
"Follow me. To my room" he said.
I follow him.
Super excited Mom.