Ahana:-
My mind kept drifting in the depths of the memories of the most beautiful night of my life till now, that Namchan was a huge part of and I hated to admit it that Namchan was the reason of the smile that was glued to my face the whole night and even now.
The moment when Namchan covered my revealing, shivering body with his sweater brought feverish smile on my face and I blushed even after hours later of the incident. The sweater covered me till my knee and I am sure I looked like a couch potato in it but I could see the way his eyes were adorning me and it made me want to fly night in the sky as I was literally on cloud nine that atleast someone didn't looked at me as if I was a meal to eat up.
Then the way we walked through the dimly lit roads with hands in hands like a picture perfect couple gave me goosebumps all around my body just by remembering the memory.
And then the realization hit that I disclosed him the biggest part of the deepest secret that i tried my best to hide for so long. It was as if he didn't even needed the effort to get it out of me. My mind trusted him so much as a friend that it didn't think twice to spill it out.
My was smile starting to fade once this thought but soon the memory of the "accidental" kiss came up, and I was too embarrassed to even lie on the bed straight without hiding my face in the pillow rolling to my side and smiling like a silly little girl.
I loved how Namchan's plump and soft lips feeled on me. I loved every little moment of the kiss. I loved the small peck, how his soft lips just brushed on mine making me melt in his embrace. I loved how he gently but passionately kissed me once I let loose, how he pulled on my bottom lips before stopping. He surely knew how to treat a girl like a mature gentleman. I was starting to get feverish for his touch, for his lips, for his presence, for the specific smell my nose got excited whenever he was around me.
And then I remembered I had his sweater and i got up faster then ever and did something I would have never thought of doing ever but here I was cuddling with his sweater.
But my thoughts were not in a cute position as i was cuddling his sweater. Sure the sence sounded like a a romantic night school romcom. But my mind decided to take another route. My mind started on it's own imagination and needless to say I was hella enjoying it.
His toned naked body with a tight pair of leather trousers started floating in my mind. My mind imagined him bringing two lace strips to me and we tied one on each other's eyes blindfolding each other. My mind imagined him tieing me to the bed and I knew it was pretty accurate because no matter how cute he was still his aura shouted controlling dominant and I was not complaining.
I was enjoying the imagination way too much trying to imagine the sence in more vivid way. But luckily before things got more spicy I was smart enough to control my mind and tell myself that he was a friend and thinking these kind of wild imaginations are nothing but wrong.
But I knew I cannot trust anyone more than him in the world and finally for the first time in my life I got a friend so I didn't want to loose him at any cost and be alone forever again.
So I decided to let loose and be myself around him.