I felt useless as this time Yewean took the responsibilities to see after the needed formalities. It was so weird to finally realize how much emotions get the best of me every time. Clearly I still can not deal with the trauma of loosing someone and here my stupid ass though thought running away from the place would make me stronger against the trauma.
Yewean huyng was busy running around the hospital trying to arrange for blood while Hanuel huyng hold my hand trying to make me comfortable even though he was the one who needed the care right now,But I couldn't help myself. My heart ached like it is stabbed every time I heard the defeated voices of the doctors, nurses and Yewean huyng, failing to arrange any blood before she breaks her last breaths.
Finally I was done sitting and shading tears like a looser. I was not going to do the mistake of sitting and freezing at the thought of loosing someone important. This time I was determined to do as much as I can do to save her,
Finally I did something that Ahana would probably hate me for but if that meant getting her back alive, I was fine being hated. I took out my phone.
"Hello?"
"come to the city hospital with in 5 mins, Ahana needs to be saved."
"What do you mean Namchan? I can't understand"
"I don't have time to tell you the whole long ass series of tragedy Jahoon, just come quickly she is passing by every second....please!!"
It was the hardest thing to keep the tears from rolling out as I was visibly loosing my voice under the burden of tears while saying the last a few words.
After 10 mins*
Everyone was worried sick but still was trying to be kind off calm since Namchan assured them that he knew someone who was on their way to donate blood though it took a lot of convincing for Yewean as he was not assured at Namchan's words as he was visibly shaken Hanuel had to inject with sedative as he was tensed therefore worsening his condition.
That's when Jahoon rushed inside the building all confused and worried sick. Namchan immediately approached him.
"Doctor, this is Jahoon, Ahana's brother and he can donate the blood"
"How are you so sure both of them has the same blood group, huh? And on basis of your assumption you made us sitting around -" said Yewean frantically.
"Yewean, Both of them are twins so they are bound to have same blood group" said the doctor calming him down.
"What's wrong with my sister? She is going to be fine right?" said Jahoon visibly worried.
"She is going to be alright if she is donated blood immediately. She is running out of time Mr. Park"
"yea sure,but didn't you have the same blood group as her Namchan?"
"What do you mean?" asked Namchan confused.
"Nothing" saying that Jahoon left with the doctor leaving Namchan confused.
Namchan and Yewean were waiting in the hospital lobby with the hype of worries. All Namchan could think about was the fear.....the extream fear of Ahana's hand sliiping out of his grasp and is going to be lost forever.
After a wait of an hour which seemed like almost years the doctor came out with Jahoon but their expresions failed to give them a relive. The doctor looked ay Namchan and tapped his shoulder in a sympathetic way and said, 'Be Strong" and walked away leaving Jahoon all teary which made Namchan's stamach sink.
His eye became blury with tears.....his legs gave out he sat on the chair looking blankly towards the ground....and with each drop of tear falling on the hospital ground he felt that finally her hand has slipped out of his hand and everything around him and within him is hollow and empty and his life has left with her.