Yewean did not even turned around when we entered the room. H e kept looking at Haneul's face which was now just ooking like a bunch of bandages wraped around his nose,mouth and eyes, that were closed so calmly as if it almost seemed like it was life less and just the tought of it made my tears rush down my cheeks out of my eyes.
Soon the doctor came in and asked us to go out as it was time for Haneul's operation. My reaction since getting the call was the same as Yewean huyng. We both were just blank, our mins gave up working in order to just rewind the memories gifted to us by the person lying in front of us now so that tears can be more boundless than ever.
Ahana who was holding my hands tightly, probably scared that I might drown in insanity and trauma if she leaves my hand, suddenly jearked me a little and pushed me towards Yewean huyng. That is when my senses came back for a moment and walked towards Yewean huyng to empty the cabin according to the doctors order. I noticed Yewean's grip on Haneul's hand grow stronger as he refused to let go of his hand as if he is scared that the moment he left his hand he will loose the warmth and might loose the person for the whole life.
I somehow managed to pull Yewean huyng out of the room. It was almost rediculous that the person I knew the most strongest and unbothered and had the heart of stone is broken and tramatized as hell right now and he is looking like his body has no soul in it.
I pretty much managed to pull off my composure and support Yewean and Ahana was supportive beyond my expectations. I was standing there in the corridor holding Yewean strong, that was untill the nurses took Haneul inside the Operation theatre and I witnessed his lifeless body covered in bandages that were turning red with the unstopable blood coming out of him. That was the time I lost it again. I stood there frozen as a cold ice. Yewean was way too dead inside to notice any feeling except grife and regreats, But I was emotionally vurnarable and Ahana was quick to serve me her warmth in order to protect me.
Soon I noticed Ahana making me and Yewean on the chairs outside the operation theater and follow the doctor down the hall. It was almost three hours since Haneul was inside and the whole time went by in worries and negetive thoughts tearing the brains of me and Yewean and sweet memories coming back and wreaking our heart and flashes of Ahana running from one corner to other with doctors and nurses looking very positive and busy. But I and Yewean were just sitting there drowned in out own grife and guilt eyeing the door to just open and show a smiling doctor speaking out the words "he is out of danger".
We just kept waiting and waiting while Ahana worked out the situation like a superhero to the rescue of the two broken boys.