I was thinking about Ahana avoiding the nasty smirk my psychology teacher was giving me, as she was concentrating hard on the lecture and taking notes and yes, I sat with her in the class even after all the disgusting comments which were going around because I couldn't care less about those meaningless comments. How come I never noticed how cute and beautiful she was all this time.
She was not beautiful according to the silly beauty standards with long lashes and perfect makeup, but she was perfectly beautiful naturally and in my eyes I dont care what others think of her, for me she was such a natural beauty goddess.
As I looked at her eyelids flatter while she was taking notes, suddenly my mind drifted towards the clothes I saw in her bag. I started questioning it, like was it her clothes, why was she so secretive about it, etc. But soon my mind drifted from the question and started imagining how she would look in those clothes. I didn't knew how her figure was because she wore extremely baggy clothes.
But that didn't stopped me from imagining her in that black laced crop top with the blue washed denise shorts embedded with white lace. My brain started imagining her perfect cleavage peeking from the deep v- neck line of the top, her back and waist skin showing a glimpse every now and then through the black lace hugging her body so perfectly, and he shorts shorts stopping right below her butt cheeks and hugging her curves perfectly.
Suddenly I felt a pinch on my hand and jumped out of my imagination to find that Ahana pinched me as I was directly looking at her for god knows how much time. The class was almost about to finish when she decided to wake me up from my day dreaming state and I realized how creepy it was to imagine a girl in clothes and I mentally cursed myself for doing that.
Although I didn't knew what was wrong with my brain to do this kind of creep like things but I hated it anyways. But it was really hard to forget the look of Ahana I imagined.
Finally the cursed psychology class was over and I sighed in relief as Mrs. Smith didn't act that desperate to make me feel uncomfortable.
Me and Ahana went to the English class together and I sat beside her even after she gave a protective look but soon turned her gaze as I looked towards her with a fake angry look. That adorable moment of her would have made me laugh so hard if I wouldn't have controlled it. I didn't payed attention to her protest because I knew she was not protesting because she was uncomfortable of me sitting with her but she was worried about people bullying me with those nasty comments. But as usual I couldn't care less about them....at the moment she became my priority.
In the English class it was really hard for me, as I had difficulty to concentrate as I was a bit weak in English. Although it was becoming harder to resist myself from looking at Ahana who was now sitting closer to me as the row we were sitting got a bit packed today.
I knew Ahana hated to sit around people so when other students started sitting beside her, she shifted towards me. She trusted me atleast better than others and the immense amount of happiness it gave at the moment can not be described in any words. But there was a big question and it was Why?
My brain refused to work other than just thinking of her and my heart was jumping of happiness but I didn't knew the reason and just felt like a 'creep uncle'.
WHY?