The english class soon got over and my head was almost spinning due to all of the questions jumping around inside my brain. As soon as the class ended I noticed that Ahana did not refuse to follow me like a cute little puppy out of the university to a nearby coffee shop.
I sat there with her and evaluated to how actually break the awkward silence that was very much present between us and talk about the confusions and misunderstandings we had. At that moment I could no longer stay my confident self and intimidate her because I started being nervous and surely was looking like a scared 2 year old baby.
"So, Namchan.....ummm, I-I am .....umm sorry" she said breaking the silence, looking down and her fingers playing with the hem of the sleeve of the shirt she was wearing, oviously being suffering from extreme guilt.
But in that stammering statement, her voice was so soothing to me ears. The way she called my name with that soft baby like, but a bit heavy voice made my heart melt in a fraction of second.
I really felt bad for her as she was not being strong for herself and I hated to see her like this.
"Ahana, I do agree that you should not have accused me of being a blackmailer but one sorry was enough, you didn't needed to be so apologetic to me every moment for the rest of your life." I said as I was visibly guilty for what this girl was going through for just a bad and aggressive behavior of me.
"If someone should be that sorry, it should be me, as my sudden aggressive behavior was the reason that made you think that you should be more sorry than you already are and I am sorry for such behavior as that's not something a man should do. I should not have made you uncomfortable at the first, so I am sorry." I said trying my best to have a soft smile on my face, although I knew she could not see the smile but I was sure she can understand that I was giving her a smile.
Ahana:-
Namchan was being a proper 'creepy uncle' since our classes started, but still in the English class when our row got too crowded I shifted towards that same 'creep uncle' as something made me feel safe around him.
After our classes were over we went to the nearby coffee shop as planned. We sat there for atleast a good 15 mins without a single word coming out of our mouth.
I finally decided to break the silence and apologize properly, but ended up stammering badly and just said that I was sorry but failed to explain the reasons I was sorry for.
After that Namchan spoke. He apologized for his mistakes, but he was a total gentleman while he spoke. I never realized how perfect of a 'man' he was untill now.
But I was shocked and touched by his words because he was probably the first person after my mom, who told me not be apologetic to him as I didn't needed to be so apologetic for anything I did to him. I heard someone to tell me not to be heard on myself after years and that made me heart clench and I felt a sting of pain in my heart.
But soon all of it was gone and I almost jumped out of fright to the authority in his voice.