Ahana:-
I never knew I was such a scary cat untill I came face to face with him. OMG I was so awkwardly silent. Silence is something I have embraced for years now and I admired silence in every possible way. But who would have thought this same silence would feel so awkward today and will make me feel defeated.
I sneaked out from my room at night yesterday and went to the living room to take the bag full of my essentials that my brother bought for me. I came back to my room and searched for the receipt from the bag among many products like shampoos, creams and ofcourse the lace, the root of all these problems.
Finally I found the receipt and saw the name of the store my bro6had been to. I knew that was my only chance to talk to Namchan, while he was working in the store as no matter what I can not talk to him in the university. I was already paranoid about what kind of rumors would Namchan have to hear today. Just on the third day of his university because of me he had to risk his reputation and I felt almost like a criminal for doing so dirty to him so no matter what I had to apologize to him.
So I went to the store in which he worked with an excuse of exchanging some items. But the moment our eyes met I froze in my place and my brain gave up to form any kind of words for me to speak. The whole exchange went in silence, which was probably the worst kind till now. I could feel Nachan's lips twitching as if in an extreme urge to say something but unable to speak just as similar to my own condition.
Finally I came out of the store being frustrated at my own self for being such a coward. Although coward for what exact reason I dont know. I sighed as I knew I highly regretted it but could do nothing about it.
I went to the bus stop being more annoyed because I knew I had to meet someone in the bus stop today and I was way too annoyed to meet that person.
I walked up to the bust stop, it was empty at that time. I saw him standing there with two bags of clothes. He waved at me as soon as he saw me. He wore a black skin tight riped denim jeans that hugged his thighs perfectly and a white half sleeved t-shirt. He looked hot and there was no denial, but I was annoyed because he was the only person who knew everything about me and although I trusted him the most he is a total jerk who loved to flirt at any given moment.
"Hey, sweetie " said Jaejoon as I walked upto him, scrunching my nose inside my mask at his cringey nickname, he called me with. This was the behavior of Jaejoon that made me all the most unattractive to me. I couldn't care less to reply to him after the way he said 'hey' to me.
"Nice choice of tops and skirts " he said as he handed me one by one the packets of my clothes that I ordered online. I glared at him and then looked back at adjusting space in my bag to hold the clothes.
"And nice lace on the lingeries " he whispered in my ears as he handed me the last packet which was in an opaque poly bag my eyes grew wide in terror and I looked down on the packet slightly cut open from one side and my blood boiled.
"Drop your clothes at my house and wait in my room untill I return from university " I said with a stren but low voice looking down as to not drag any attention towards us.
"Oh...., are you gonna show me some-" Jaejoon was cut of by te death glare I gave him and I noticed his expression go away and his face turned pale in fear.
"Wait. for. me" I said keeping the same glare on my face and turned to board the coming bus.