I don't have enough guts to say it to your face or give it to you in writing. yet there are things I need to tell and things you need to know.
I love you. You are THE MOST important person of my life. My life is literally hanging by thread and you are my sole anchor. I know we have our fights our rants and our misunderstandings. I don't know what you feel about me or all of us. I just want to let you know that We all love you the most. You are our Father . The pillar of our support in this world and hereafter. You are the reason why we are even breathing after mom passed away. Life has been unfair to you , but I really hope we aren't a part of that unfairness as well. We never really told you openly but not because we don't feel it but because we don't know how to. We are too emotional to express it without crying. We have pretended to stay strong for too long that , this pretence is the only thing helping us survive...
All we wanted to say but couldn't is ...
" You are an amazing father. You gave us all that you could and more. People have used your kindness in their selfish ways. You are a good hearted person and we are proud of you for that. The kindness we have today is because of you. I know you are weak. It breaks our heart to see you grow old. We all just want to make you proud. I hope you don't really feel that we are bad kids. n if u do , I just hope we aren't. I can't express properly the love that I want to. I hope someday I do. I just want to see you happy. All of us happy. SORRY for all the times we were the reason for every single second that made you sad because of us. I hope u forgive us. All we want is for you to be healthy and happy. I wish we could tell you this that NOBODY IN THIS WORLD IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU. YOU ARE OUR WORLD. YOU ARE OUR EVERYTHING. I hope I can make you read this someday. I hope I make you proud someday.