Things are spiralling my mind , might be blasting up all the neurons too. There's one fear that keeps surfacing too much these days... That I don't want to turn into one of THOSE PEOPLE. Those ...who just keep holding grudges , who need to find faults and flaws in every nook and corner , who are never happy and satisfied matter what. I fear becoming inconsiderate when it has to got a deal about me , considering only my opinion and not even bothering about other's problem . I fear to succumb in the fog of miscommunication and misunderstanding where I deliberately anchor myself down , just blurring out the eyes even more and not even considering another person's perspective. I am judgemental yet not so much to spit harsh hate through my words , I fear turning into one that does. I fear losing my own vision in trying to get approval from the ones that don't have one or don't matter. I fear turning a stone cold heart that doesn't gets afflicted on pain . I know life has so much to offer and we can't really decide how a person will turn out to be . It depends on the situations as well... Yet these thoughts ghost my head. I don't think I can ever suppress this fear. I just hope I really don't turn into THOSE PEOPLE.