" she is so unapproachable"
REWRITTEN
Billies POV :
I woke up with a knock on my door. I rubbed my eyes and rolled over on my side.
" Yes? " I mumble. I am not sure if he heard me, but i'm just too tired to speak right now.
" Bil, come get up! I made you breakfast, I'll be waiting in the kitchen. "
I grab my phone to check the time. 4:30 am damn. Too early for me. I locked my phone and laid it back beside me on my bed.
I sigh and run my hand through my hair. A yawn escapes my mouth as I sit up. I'm glad I don't have to worry about homeschooling anymore and can officially go to school, but damn, waking up this early is not healthy. I get up and walk down the stairs from my room to the kitchen.
" ah here you are, I made your avocado toast, how was your sleep? " Fin says as he puts the avocado toast on a plate and gives me a cup of coffee.
I yawned. "Thanks bro, I slept well but I'm so damn tired," I said taking a sip of the coffee. "Um Fin?" I set the coffee down on the counter and took a bite of the toast.
"Ohh? " he mumbled as he leaned against the counter. "what is it ?"
I walk around the counter and wrap my arms around his waist " Can you drive me? I'm too tired and nervous I don't wanna crash my car" I mumble in his chest.
He pulls me closer to him. "Yeah, sure," he laughs. "Finish your food and let me know when you're done, okay? " He lets go of me, grabs a bottle of water from the fridge and makes his way to the living room.
"Thanks, you're the best. By the way, where are mom and dad, are they up yet? " I ask as I follow him into the living room.
"They got up earlier, they're coming home in the afternoon, now hurry up"
I ran upstairs to my bedroom, grabbed my clothes and went to my bathroom. I took off my clothes and jumped under the shower. As I finished I got out and put on my white oversize hoodie and white baggy pants. I brushed my teeth, brushed my hair and put it in a half-bun. I don't put make-up on. Don't get me wrong but this shit is a waste of time. I put on my rings and chains and ran down the stairs to the living room.
"I'm ready, Bozo," I say as I toss the keys into his lap.
"Hey! You can walk if you want" he stood up and went outside with me.
"nope, hurry we're late" I jumped in the passenger seat and hooked up the aux to my phone. I put on shuffle and Pull Up by Chris brown blasts through the car.I tapped my fingers on my lap to the beat.
" Bil can you turn it down? I don't understand my own words! " he screams over the music
I grabbed my phone and turned the music down. "Man you're lame " I pout.
After 30 minutes, we made it in front of the school. Finally. I grabbed my phone and opened the car.
"Alright, have fun and call me after school. I'll drive you home " he says as he leans over and hugs me.
" see you later," I said as I pulled away and got out of the car, slamming the door shut.
"Hey, it's not your car! " he shouted as he rolled down the window.
" sorry! " I screamed as I ran into the school.
I ran down the long corridor looking for the right room. When I found the right room, I took a few deep breaths, "Let's go," I muttered before pushing the door open. All I can see is that all eyes are on me, and man, those eyes, those grey-green eyes. I feel my eyebrow twitch. "Get your shit together Billie" I whisper to myself.
I looked away and talked to the teacher, introducing myself to the class. Bullshit if you ask me. . I glanced around the class and got stuck on those grey-green eyes. . I couldn't take my eyes off the mysterious girl, and I don't know why.
She had light brown hair in a messy bun, plump lips, and beautiful eyes. "Okay, shut up, you're straight," I thought as I stared at her. I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard the girl's voice.
"I wanna say this class sucks "I hear her say. I looked at Mrs Johnson and saw her face turned red as hell. I mean this is kinda of rude to say about a teacher not gonna lie but I can't help, a giggle leaves my lips.
And there are they, those beautiful eyes staring right into mine. I looked down when I realized I blushed. Damn. What the hell, I hope she doesn't notice.
" Estella get out! " I hear Mrs johnson scream. . It was kind of scary, you could see the full rage in her face. But forget it. Estella is her name. Her name is so beautiful like .. oh fuck shut up Billie.
" Mrs O'connell take a seat please " Mrs Johnson said as she laid her hand on my shoulder. I looked at Estella as she pushed her seat back and went out of the room. I made my way to her seat in the front row, the smell of cologne filling my nose. Was it hers?
I look down at the blonde girl in the seat next to Estella's "Um hey, can i sit here? "
She looked up at me with her brown eyes " Sure, I'm Denise, nice to meet you " she held out her hand.
I shook her hand " Likewise, I'm..." she nodded "You are Billie, I know. " she smiled, letting go of my hand and laughed.
"Who was the girl who got kicked out from the class? no offence but she was a little bit uhm rude " I ask her as I sit down on the seat next to her taking out my books.
She looked at me and raised an eyebrow, "Estella, her name is Estella. She's my best friend. Sometimes she's a bit rude, but she has the biggest heart if you know her better. If you want, you can come with me and get to know her"
" I would like that " I smiled at her and turned my gaze to the teacher.
" Okay everybody stop talking, we will start with history, " Mrs Johnson said as they turned to the board.
"damn, I have the wrong books" I realise as I turned to Denise, opening her book.
" it's fine you can use mine " she whispers to me.
It felt like 5 hours till the end of the class. Finally, the bell rang and everyone jumped out of their seats.
"We have lunch break now, you can come with me. I think Estella and our other friends are already here," she said to me as I put my books back in my bag.
" uhm and you can call me Den, it's easier to keep it in your mind " she smiled at me . " fine Den, you can call me Bil, wanna go? "
" Don't tell me twice, let's go "
We walked out of the classroom " So you're new here, what school did you go to before? " Den asked, breaking the silence " Honestly, I was home-schooled, but now I'm happy to be here " She looked at me sympathetically " Well, let's gothen "
We made our way to the cafeteria and I saw her. There she was, in a group with 4 I assume her friends, sitting on the top of the table. I looked away as I saw her looking right back at me.
" Okay here we are , hey y'all, this is Billie, Billie this is Alexandra, Adrian, Carson, Matthew and as you know Estella "
"You can call me Stella, nice to meet you, new kid " I hear the girl say "Nice to meet you too "I meet her gaze " But you can call me Bil, it's way better than new kid " I smile at her.
" Stella is the rebel of us so be nice like Den said, I'm Alexandra but call me Alex " the red haired girl looked at me and laughed " I'm the nicest person ever " I looked at Stella as she burst out laughing " I don't believe you " I shrugged my shoulders " bet " I winked at her.
"Okay so today is a party in a ritch bitch house, Billie do you wanna come with us? You seem like a nice person " Matthew laid his arm around Stella's shoulder. Are they together? Is he into her? Looks like she is straight. Like me, I'm straight, so i have to stop thinking about that, this is not my business.
" Billie? " Den waves her hand in front of my face.
" huh?" I looked at her as she furrowed her eyebrows.
" homegirl was deep in thought. Matthew asked if you wanted to come to a party tonight. you down? " Stella asked.
"Yeah, I'm down, what time is it? " I asked as I sat down next to Den.
" at 9 pm. you can give me your number I'll send you the address " Carson said. " Sure, I'll be there " I handed him my phone, and he typed in his number and gave it back to me. " okay I gotta go to the other classes. see y'all "
"Bye Billie," everyone waved at me, I looked at Stella who was staring at me before she winked at me "Bye homegirl."
Why is she so unapproachable?
authors note: in the next chapters I will make a few time skips :)