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Chapter 3 - trying

Pen, my dear Friend

It took so long

Are you happy now?

I'm trying to mend

My brain

it's full of nonsense

useless thoughts, they get me nowhere

it's numb, tired of thinking

My hands are cut and aching

The reasons aren't the right ones

The intentions aren't the best

but my words, they can get me somewhere

take me high

put my mind to the test

I'm not who I was before

I'm not even who I am right now

but as I said before

mending is my only chore

right here, right now

wish me luck as I open the drawer

and greet You once more.