2014
1:45 PM
righland state
Schofield Elementary school
several years went by after Roxanne's father was deported back to mexico city to live with family while poor Roxanne and her siblings were forced to live with their gluttonous mother and their manipulative African american stepfather Marcos but like her father, she refused to except him, he was rude, touchy and on top of cake a monster, he never yelled at anyone but her, he mentally abused her but never sexually. Her world was falling apart in her hands like castles of sand, her siblings cared about them self's now and rarely payed attention to Roxanne, her mother was greedy with food and money saying that she was in charge and not anyone else.
while in class Roxanne was of course sitting in the back of her colorful classroom, no one excepted her, when it was time to play outside she would go to the rusty swings that screamed when swung upon, ever so rarely will she talk to someone only to hear the usual "creep" "what a freak" "why is she here again" this didn't affect her at all, she knew she was different from everyone by race and by intentions, all she wanted to do was leave, she dreaded school so ever much but not as much as she dreaded her mother, the sight of her large mass made her sick to her soul. She want to counseling for her ADHD and her monstrous thought's that intruded her mind while class "The teacher shouldn't be so boring, she should at least look like she enjoys life" "now young Roxanne, you shouldn't talk about your elders like that" "why its the truth, she's boring beyond comprehension, watching a body rot is a lot better than her teaching" "how would you know" "i see them all the time, everywhere...no matter where i look...no matter how hard i try...they always find a way to torment me and my sanity...not like its important any way, we're all going to die one day, you just might die tomorrow in front of the school or even just me...would i care...i dont know how to, i've lost the feeling to care...human lives are so pitiful to me that it doesn't even scare me anymore...do you know what it feels like to not feel or are you just that gullible " the counselor looked at her with a terrified look in her pupils, this made the little girl smile, to see other's fear her was pleasurable and amusing to her, it made her heart skip beats.
At Home
A hand slammed against Roxanne's face with so much force it forced the little girl to fall "what the hell is wrong with you, talking like that to an adult" her mother shouted "you told me never to lie, i was only telling the truth" "sometimes you dont have to tell you the truth" "is that why your still fat" another hand slammed her face "watch it Roxanne, i created you, you listen to me and your father" "THAT MAN IS NOT MY FATHER, HE DOESNT EVEN LOVE YOU IT'S SO OBVIOUS YET YOU LET FOOD TELL YOU WHATS RIGHT AND WRONG!!" she was then thrown to the ground "get your ass in your room, no dinner for you" the women said before locking her in her room, Roxanne didn't care, she knew she was right so as usual, she pulled out her knife her father gave her and began cutting her dolls fingers off, she grabbed a lighter she hid from her mother and lit the dolls face on fire, she watched with a sadistic grin how the face melted and landed on her cold finger tips, the flamed mirrored in her eyes taking much pleasure from the smile turning into a horrifying frown.
once her family had fallen asleep, she opened her window and climbed out then pryed open the kitchen window and began to take many of the brown sugar cinnamon pop tarts to rush back into her room and eat, the taste always made Roxanne feel alive, its sweet and chewy texture was like heaven to her, she then took money from her mothers purse and began a long walk to the nearest 7 eleven where she met her only friend, a 34 year old man named Thomas Gavin "your out late tonight" it was around 1 in the morning "yeah well what do you expect, living in a hell hole does that" "watch the language Missy" "hey hey alright" she then gave him a hand full of cash "are we going or not?!" she chuckled to him, the man rolled his eyes then looked to a teenage girl "her tabby, can you take shift?" he asked politely "where are you going to night?" "the usual place" she then looked at Roxanne who wore her puppy dog eyes, the teen rolled her eyes "fine, but be back before the boss is here, i dont want to get in trouble" "i will", Roxanne grabbed the man's hand and led him to his car "come on come on i want to go now" Roxanne begged "let me unlock the car please" he snorted before the car beeped, Roxanne hopped in and fastened her seat belt "Come on we're gonna be late" "no we wont i promise" he smiled as he lit a cigarette and began to drive "are you hungry" "i had a pop tart or two" "yeah okay lets get you a burger, im guessing you go into another fight" "what gave it away?" "the bruise" "oh you caught me" she smiled as she placed her hand dramatically on her temple, this made the man chuckle before pulling up to the famous burgers window ordering two plain cheese burgers and two large fries with two large sodas "so what happened this time, school, bullies, what?" "i was 'apparently' too much for the counselor that she just had to call child services again" "thats like the fifth time they were called" "hey i cant lie" "yeah you got a point there" he said as he took the food and paid, the two began consulting while eating "have you lost weight because you look alot slimmer than usual" "i have actually, you know the wife was getting onto me for it too" "do you want to talk to her again" "that would be nice" "than lets go"
The two stopped and exited the car with their food and drinks still with them at a cemetery "you know the drill" Roxanne handed him the food and climbed the large ironed gate and unlocked it with her knife, heavy chains fell as she opened the large door for Thomas to enter, she then closed the gate and followed him through the haunted graves until they came to a candle lit tombstone with the words Maria gavin encrypted in a gold panel "do you have the-" "always do!" said thomas as he pulled out his voice recorder "now do you have-" "when have i ever forgotten" the little girl pulled out a vial with a clear liquid inside "here are my tears" "i prefer the term the gift of sight" "yeah well their my tears so i call them what ever" Thomas sat on the ground next to the grave and placed two drops of the liquid into his eyes then blinked "okay im gonna call her" she said as she knocked on the grave "Mrs Gavin, its us again, if you want to come out you can" Roxanne said, then the candles blew out "must be her" she then re lit the candles with her lighter and no doubt there was a women with a black skirt and a red tank top "hi honey" she said to Thomas, Thomas smiled sweetly "Hi Hun, its been a while hasnt it" "its only been what, a day since i saw you, really you need to man up" she smirked before getting on her knee's and crawling to him and placing her fingers on his lips, he blushed while trying to swallow part of his burger.
"ahem" the two looked at Roxanne who was still watching "oh right, the kill joy" the women playfully growled "yup, so how have you been" "well i have been fine- what the hell happened to your cheek" she said rushing over to her and placing her cold hand on Roxanne's bruise "she got into another fight with the evil white women" said Thomas, Maria growled "I swear if i ever see that women i will kill here, treating her child like this" "its okay really, im used to it" "you shouldn't be, Thomas why wont you do something, what happen to the manly man i knew" Maria said as she took her finger and traced circles on his muscular chest "i cant just go to her house and say 'stop abusing your daughter' or they will know she sneaks out" "oh yeah i forgot, then come up with some plan or something" "i could die" "whats wrong with being dead, im offended" she said standing up and folding her arms "there's nothing wrong with being dead i just dont want to leave Roxanne alone on the earth" he said as he wrapped his arms around her waist ,she giggled as he placed his nose on her neck, she turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck getting ready to make out with him, Roxanne blushed as she watched the two kiss intensely as she awkwardly ate her fries enjoying the show, Thomas's hand slid up Maria's shirt and began to playfully grab her breast, Maria moaned as she felt him squeeze hard, it was the sound of Roxanne's slurping that made them stop "kill joy" Maria scuffed as she fixed her shirt...