So before going to much farther I think you deserve a little filler on the whole cutting thing. Now I haven't always. Liked it and am really still scared of needles but well a few things have happened to me that kind of have opened my eyes to them and with out further delay I'll start the tale.
Age Five:
My birthday was yesterday and though I'd gotten a bunch of cool toys from my friends and family there was still one gift that both puzzled and partially scared me. You see for some reason my dad had gotten me a pocket knife. This made mom and him have a fight something about me being too young and not ready. So I placed it on my bed side table and thought nothing of it.
