Well after the little incident with me starting to go erect from James' soft touch, I avoided making any eye contact and Instead I just looked out the passenger window wondering if James will request a new rider after this. I mean I wouldn't blame him why would he want to have someone who fantasizes about sleeping with him ridding along with him. I'm a freak and no one ever wants a freak with them.
I think part of me knew he could tell something was bothering me because after our last stop of which I painfully got out of the truck and unloaded before filling out all of the proper paperwork only to return quietly to the cab and file the paperwork in my folder in the center counsel of the truck. James then looked at me knowing I was in pain and seeing that something was obviously wrong so once we were on the road he cleared his throat.
