"Have you finally calmed down Young Miss?" a maid I recognised as the villainous' nanny asked as she smiled tenderly at me. I held my breath and nodded my head, not wanting to worry her. I mean... in the story, the nanny never left Lily's side even when Lily was finally publically executed. Pretty extreme measure if you ask me.
"I... I had a bad dream..." I said, trying to play it off as me having a bad dream. After all, who can accept the fact that they were suddenly thrown into a world of fantasy? Not to mention, this villainous girl's life is also pretty tragic. Aahhhhh!!!! Why does my life suck?! In my past life and even in this life!!!
"I see... Young Miss... if you don't mind, why don't I read you a story as you go back to bed? I'll even prepare your warm milk, including the honey." the nanny asked as she smiled softly. I pondered it for a second before rubbing the tear from my eye off with the back of my finger as I smiled and nodded an affirmation. "Okay!" I said as I broke out into a grin.
I... wonder if that was alright... The way I acted as a kid... I'm not too sure because I have no idea how kids are supposed to act. I can't even remember my childhood, I thought in a panic as I sat in bed brooding.
As my nanny read me a fairytale, I drifted off to bed, with images of the gruesome car accident and of 'God's' final message before sending me here. Ugh. Since it's come to this... I'll change my fate!
The story I've transmigrated into is one where the female protagonist meets a group of men who saved her from trouble when she was out shopping. Those men turned out to be the crown prince and his retainers. Taken by the protagonist's beauty and well manners, the crown prince and his retainers slowly fell in love with her, leaving the prince's fiancee Lily Lacroix enraged and betrayed by his actions and causes a ripple effect making her bully the protagonist. I say bully but it never got physical. I would say the villainous didn't like getting her hands dirty so she always picks a fight with the protagonist, leading to her downfall. A pretty gruesome one whereas the protagonist marries the prince and lives happily ever after.
To tell you the truth, thinking about it now, the protagonist, Delia, actually sounds like a pretty shady character... but I don't know. She also sounds pretty weak mentally if she could get that hurt from a little berating. I'd say the villainous was a much stronger person which was why her ending was a pretty depressing one.
Not to mention, the villainous, me, had a rough upbringing as her mother dies of a strange illness while her father became very depressed and resorted to lashing out at Lily as a means of escape, and finally dies in an accident as he was returning from his meeting with a business partner. Lily's world grew darker as the people she loved disappeared one by one. She never hated her father even when he beat her, but instead emphatized with him as he lost his beloved wife while she lost her father. Lily also didn't want her brother to grow up hating his father so she made sure he wouldn't get hurt as she held up her ground as the eldest in their household, taking the beatings in his stead.
The wounds on her heart grew larger as she found out her father died and that her brother, riddled with his guilt grew even more distant once he became the head of the family. Lily's only happiness was the time spent with her fiance, the crown prince, Alexander Blaiyth, only for him to be taken from her as well by the protagonist. It's no surprise she hated the protagonist so much to the point of ridiculing her publicly, only to end in a more tragic way. The irony of someone who loved only to be killed by the one they loved. If seen through her perspective, Lily is a truly pitiful character.