You slowly swallow the bite from your breakfast, feeling nauseous.
At one point throughout the week, the fear of being pregnant hit you but it went away once you looked it up, the symptoms were different, you even took a pregnancy test just to make sure, that came as negative, which was a big relief.
The night a few days ago was truly terrifying, probably a night that is now scarred into your brain for the rest of your life. The thought of your band member being the one who not look took but, snatched your virginity... It makes you sick.
You still remember how Jungkook held you and forced you to sleep in his room, saying that he'll sleep on the floor in case you felt uncomfortable. He trusted you, but he didn't trust you being alone, where any of the members could come under the control of that spirit.
Honestly, he didn't trust himself either.. but he knew his love for you was stronger than that evil soul's powers.
Also, you told Jungkook, not to tell any of the others about the marks on your body.
First of all, it was just humiliating, even though you know that the members were the people you could trust.
Second, you didn't want them to get worried.
You didn't really tell Jungkook what Jimin did. It wasn't really Jimin. But you didn't confess to him the fact that you basically got raped. Again, for the same reasons as before.
No one really came out of there rooms throughout the week unless it was for breakfast or dinner, especially Jimin, it was as if he doesn't even live here anymore. The mood was stressed but cautious.
No one went out or was allowed to go out either, since there was nothing to do, outside. So, it made it really complicated for you to make an excuse up to even take a step out, forget going away for a few hours.
Jungkook knowing why I would want to leave the dorm for a while, just made it worse because he could easily snitch.
But now, you had enough, you had to think of something. Something that would seem less obvious.
You rest your back as yoongi walks from behind you. Without a warning, you rapidly push your chair back which shoves the older fellow with pressure, causing the two mugs of coffee in his hands, to lose grip and clash to the floor.
"Y/N! What the hell?!"
𝘉𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘖
"I'm so sorry! That was an accident..."
You shriek out with the apologetic look. Yoongi shook his head in annoyance.
"You did that purposefully, didn't you?"
He declared and you make a offended face.
"Oppa.. It was an accident.. Why would I do it on purpose??"
"I don't know.. That's what I'm wondering, really..."
His glare was cold, showing how irritated he was which was exactly what you needed.
"Why are you being like this?"
"What do you mean, 'why am I being like this' Y/N?? Don't you see how troubled we are? Are you happy??"
"Oppa, I'm going through everything you're going through! You're talking as if this all is my fault!"
"You know, In a way, it is!"
You frown, taken back at the sudden accusation. Jin opens his mouth to step in but just one Yoongi's deadily glance was enough to make him shut up and look helplessly at the leader.
"I'm sure it was worldwide known that Taehyung was like, head over heals for you, and I'm sure you knew that too. But still, you had to play with his feelings and so hung around with that other "ex best friend" of yours. if you hadn't, Taehyung's ass wouldn't have burned in jealousy, he would never have gone away with Jimin, never have found that board and.. And he would still be with us, today."
Yoongi yells, pointing a finger at you. Slight tears forms in your eyes and you get the throat tightening feeling.
"I see... So I'm the problem here..."
You chuckle out, a aching sensation in your chest.
"Well then... I hope... I hope you never have to see me ever again."
With that said, you turn around, storming out of the dining room. Jungkook follows you, holding on your wrist.
"Y/N—"
You cut him off by jerking his hand off, grab your shoes and walk out of the apartment, slamming the door shut.
"sh*t.."
Yoongi mumbles out, realizing what he had done. He rubs his temples, walking off to his room and bang the door close behind him.
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𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘵...
You thought, driving.
The only thing that would seem less suspicious for going out was if you stormed out mad or upset. Yes, that had meant you would had to quarrel with one of the members, test their patience, and then walk off, insulted.
You knew it wouldn't be that much of a difficult thing to do, observing their mood these days. But what Yoongi said, loomed in your head. You wondered if it was true. If this all started because of you.
Let's say, it did. Then... It was going to end because of you, too. And that thought made you satisfied.
You didn't even know if you'd be returning from the place you were going to. One last time, you wanted to say goodbye to your friends, family, fans, members... Everyone. But then, it would just make things harder, so you didn't.
You knew Yoongi very well to know that if anything happened to you, he'd blame himself since he was the last person you had an argument with. He'd accuse himself, even though it wasn't his fault, you made him angry on purpose.
[𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙶𝙶]
You sighed looking at your phone that was on the seat next to yours.
It was Namjoon, calling. Looking back at the road, you ignored it, already knowing what he would say. "Y/N, are you okay, " or "Y/N, he didn't mean it, " or "Y/N, come back." or so on, something like that.
Right now, you needed some time for yourself. To be prepared for what awaits for you, along with that tower.
The silence through the highway was drowning you from inside. Every second, every moment was making you nervous, uneasy. But this was your decision. Now there was no turning back. Now you had to end this.
[𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙶𝙶𝙶]
You groan.
𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘶𝘺 𝘪𝘴𝘯𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦...
Glancing over at your phone, you realize that this time it was Jungkook. You freeze for a few seconds before picking the phone up and answering it, pressing it against your ear, with your one hand and holding the steering wheel with the other. You hear Jungkook giggle.
"Hello, Y/N?"
"Yes, Jungkook oppa?"
He chuckles once again, causing you to frown.
"How come- how come you answered my phone, but not Namjoon Hyungs?"
Blinking a few times you find yourself not being able to answer the question.
"He is glaring at me... Because you picked my phone but not his"
He says teasing the leader, laughing. At your silence, he clears his throat.
"Where are you, Y/N..?"
You didn't know what to say. Looking around, you try and come up with a lie.
"I... I was going to... Meet up with Lisa unnie..."
"oh... Well, take care and be sure to stay away from media"
Feeling bad for lying, you bite the inside of your cheek.
"ummmm... please... Please apologise to Yoongi oppa from me..."
"Will do... But just so you know, he only said that out of anger... He didn't really- what the—"
You shift on your seat, hearing weird muffled voices.
"Oppa? Jungkook oppa, Is everything okay??"
He doesn't answer for a moment.
"I don't know.. Something happened to Jimin hyung... Uhhh.. Apparently, He was laying on the floor when Jin hyung went in his room to give him breakfast"
"Things will get better..."
You mumble out.
"huh?"
Jungkook asks in confusion.
"I promise you, oppa... Jiminie will get better... Things will get better..."
"Y/N, what are you—"
[𝙱𝙴𝙴𝙿]
The phone hung up. Your eyebrows crash together and you try to call again but abruptly, there was no signal. You continue to drive noticing, you were almost there.
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You step out of the car with a plastic container, full of salt which you brought because it could apparently turn the water holy, you weren't religious but this was in case things got out of hand. Walking closer to the tower, you open the box and place it on an edge, on wooden surface. Taking a deep breath in, you slowly start to climb.
You get to the top, standing up and look back down one last time before going to the verge of the tower, you freeze, glancing down at the water.
𝘩𝘰𝘸... 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘛𝘢𝘦𝘛𝘢𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴...?
"ʍǟʏɮɛ ɨռ ɦɛǟʋɛռ...?"
You ear someone whisper in your ear, causing you to yank your head back and suddenly you are pushed by seemingly, air.
You gasp at the intense force, falling backwards, but as if you expected it, you held your breath, ready for the impact with the ocean.
And then you feel it, the harsh splash before you were underwater.
It wasn't that deep, and you could still see a bit.
You swim down, looking around for the piece of jewelry. A few moments later, you were out of oxygen, going back up, you get out of the water surface and catch your breath before sinking yourself back down, in search of the locket.
This went on and on. Like a hundredth time, you burst out of the water, panting. Your body had started to ache.
"please.. help me through this..."
You breathe out and out of the blue, you feel someone grab on your feet under the water.
Before you could react, you're pulled down into the ocean. You move frantically, trying to get yourself back up, all you could make out was a female, and you knew who it was, and a lot of bubbles, caused by you, out of instinct, "screaming" for help.
Your mind clicks. Since you were already near the wall that separated the water from the land, you kick on the wooden fence, endlessly.
Like hoped, the container of salt that you put on the edge earlier losses its balance and falls into the sea, stirring in. You hear a muffled, loud screech as she let's go of you and you swim back up, wheezing when you meet the air.
Frowning, you lift one your hand up from under the water and your eyes open wide.
You were holding the necklace.
Without thinking about how it got there, you get out of the ocean. Maybe she couldn't enter the water now, but you were sure she could still haunt on land, so you had to hurry up.
You felt really heavy since your clothes we're soaked.
Coughing, you stand on the dry surface, that was now getting wet, and throw the locket in front of you.
Dianthe appears out of nowhere, in a bit distance, and before you know it, she sprints towards you.
With force, you crack the necklace by stepping on it.
Everything was dark since you'd closed your eyes, not even sure if this would actually work. Nothing happened.
Literally nothing.
You slowly open your eyes and you were alone.
Glancing around, you take a deep breath out.
𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘥...
A relieved smile finds your lips and you kneel down, rubbing your face. A creaking sound gets your attention, you turn your head back to where it came from.
The tower was tilted.
It was falling on top of you.