"๐ธ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข.. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐... ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐...
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐...
๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐..."
You lift your head up, recognizing the familiar voice, slowly opening your eyes, peeking.
There were wooden poles and smatterings scattered everywhere and a bit further away laid the broken tower.
You yank your head back, finding Taehyung sadly smiling.
Without thinking, you go in for a hug, weeping on his cold chest. His freezing touch sends tingles up and down your spine.
"A- Are we dead...?"
You ask, stuttering causing Taehyung to chuckle.
"No, silly... Well at least, you're not..."
He answered giggling at your cuteness.
"you.. You saved me...?"
You question, pulling away. He slowly shakes his head.
"not really... It is you that saved me... From that... From that 'Ursula'"
He replied, jokingly, causing you to snicker.
"But you know, Y/N... You claim to love me... That much, that you even confessed that I was the only reason you were living... But not even once have we even kissed..."
Crossing his arms, he lifts an eyebrow and you frown, pouting at him.
Not wasting any time or thinking, you pull him into a Kiss. You feel his lips curve into a smile before they perfectly synchronize with yours. Your heart felt so warm.
This feeling, you hadn't had it in such a long time. Even though, from inside, part of your brain couldn't help but see him as just an imagination, fantasy... But your heart was satisfied. Which made you satisfied.
You knew, tears were blooming in your eyes.
You knew, he'd probably just delicately fade away, mixing in with the air, if you let go.
So didn't want to let go.
You wanted the time to stop right here at this moment.
You wanted to stay with him, forever.
Even if that meant you had to fly away with him.
You weren't ready to let go.
Not again.
He broke the kiss, a childish smug on his face.
"Don't you ever have any doubts in my love for you, TaeTae..."
You said, sniffing, wiping away your tears. Taehyung presses his forehead on yours.
"Trust me when I say, I never did, my love...
He caresses your wet hair before continuing.
"...that was just an excuse to be able to have those lips on mine"
You giggle, playfully smacking his arm.
"You don't need excuses to have something that's already yours..."
Taehyung's grin just gets bigger and bigger hearing you speak like that, but then he goes back to the sad smile.
"I wasn't able to say goodbye properly..."
Him bringing that up makes you lift your head up and look at him in the eyes. You could comprehend where this was going to.
"T- Taehyung... I can't... You can't- what will I do without you?! Just tell me!"
Taehyung gazes down before holding your hand.
"There is someone... I want you to live for... Someone... I won't say, loves you as much as me, though..."
He crosses his arms, pouting, his jealousy making him not like this, that much from inside. You just looked at him confused.
"But... He- he definitely loves you a lot and... deserves your love back... He's a good person... I trust him..."
Nodding at his own approval he looks back at you.
"w-hat..? Who are you talking about...?"
He places a hand under his chin, pretending to think before bringing his finger to his lips, winking.
"That is a secret!"
"WhAt?? Taehyungie! What is this! First, you expect me to get over you! then tell me to love another guy! And then you're not even telling me who this guy is that apparently loves me more than you!"
"YAH! I NEVER SAID HE LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME!"
"nOpe, I'm going to say he loves me more than you... Until you tell me who it IS!"
"You know what! Maybe he does? That's even better? I'll trust him more..."
You glare at him, offended by the fact, he could easily say that someone else's love for you was stronger than his. He laughs, going back to serious mode, holding on your hands again.
"Y/N... There is something I wanted to give you when I was... Alive... But I guess I couldn't... I still want you to have it... Don't wear it... Just... Keep it with you... You'll find it in my room. They're are two pieces to it... Give one to- to him..."
You had so many questions, including who was the "him" but you just stayed quiet, not wanting to waste this precious time with stupid questions.
"...My last wishes would be that... I know it might be hard but Y/N... Get over me and continue with life... He'll help you do that... Let him. Promise me, I want you to give him the love you gave me. The love you wanted to give me. Again, I know it'll be hard but... Trust me... His love for you is so pure... It'll make things easier. Obviously my wishes include you staying happy, but I don't even need to say that because I know he'll keep you happy... "
Who was he talking about??? Who is this guy Taehyung had so much faith in??
He kissed your hand that he was holding before wiping your unstoppable tears away.
"I won't say that I love you because it'll make things harder for not only me but you too... But goddammit Y/N... I love you so much. So much, I once couldn't even imagine someone could adore someone this much. Remember that always... Okay?"
You nod frantically, your cheeks meeting the wet drop continuously as you try your best to smile.
"AND! Remember that I'm always with you! That means I'm always watching you! So you better think twice before doing any iMMoDeSt stuff with him!"
He yelled, kidding, but you couldn't even laugh. You bursted even more into tears and he quickly embraced you.
"o-oppa... I'll- I'll miss you..."
Those words broke him. He knew how difficult this was for you. But it was hard for him too.
You just went through it, imagine seeing everything going wrong but not being able to do anything about it since you no longer exist.
He pulled away, looking at another direction.
"I guess, I'll have to go now..."
You glance at where he was looking, the people from the neighborhood were coming out of their houses, in this direction, probably because of the tower that fell. You face Taehyung back and he was already staring at you, smiling. You tried your best to return the smile. But you simply couldn't.
"Go Y/N... He's worried like crazy... Good luck finding an excuse to explain him... His calls are waiting for you in the car"
He mumbles, softly tilting his head towards the car. You weren't ready for him to leave. Your chest aches in agony.
"Don't cry, my love... No matter how things go... In the end, Remember...
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐..."
With that said... He disappears from you embrace. Only the warmth from his loving touch staying. But himself leaving you there.
Sobbing.
Wailing.
Whimpering.
All Alone.
Again.
People walk over, examining the scene, some trying to help you up. But you had lost all your strength.
"oh god... what happened to you, sweetie..?"
An aged lady asked, coming over, putting a hand on your shoulder. You couldn't answer. How would you? The dead guy you loved just came back and said goodbye to you for the last time...? Wow...
As if the the woman read your mind, she smiled sympathetically.
"oh sweetie... When you lose someone you love... You gain an angel you know... Don't let the tears mar the smiles you shared when that person was still here... Don't you think, seeing you like this, that person will hurt more?"
You look up at her, eyes swollen. She was right. Crying won't bring him back. It will just put him in more pain. Instead, you should stand up and carry on with life, Like you promised him, knowing that he's in peace.
But-
How did sheโ
You lift your head back up,
the lady was nowhere to be found. She just vanished. Snuffing, you slowly get up moving your gaze around.
She had literally vanished.
You turn you're head, gazing at the car, all ready for you to get in and go back home.
You glimpse back at the tower, one last time.
"Its time to move on...
I'm...
Ready to let go..."
___________
๐ธ/โ
[๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ข ๐น๐๐๐ช ๐น๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ค,
๐ธ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ข, ๐r ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ข...
๐ฑ๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข...
๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข-
๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ - ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ 5๐๐-
๐ป๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ Butterfly ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐ข ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐-
๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐น๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐บ๐พ๐พ๐บ'๐ ๐๐๐๐ Still with you ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข Let go- ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ Spring dayโ
๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐.]