I agreed to stay longer in KL by purposes, looking for answers of all unanswered questions and glancing at some reputable universities, all at once.
Since the beginning, my mother never approved my plan pursuing postgraduate in Europe. According to her, Malaysia was the right country to pursue my higher degree since the trusted people, Aunty Lusi and her family live there.
Moreover, the distance between Aceh and Malaysia is relatively near, about 45 minutes by plane. So, my parents can visit me anytime when their schedule is less crowded. Or, I can back home on weekends, sometimes.
If I considered those reasons, all is logic. However, it's not about logic, but about my dream for studying in Europe.
For the very first time, I didn't give up making it true. Without asking for my parents' permission, I had already secretly submitted applications for the Korean Advanced Institute of Science and Technology (KAIST) and ETZ Zurich.
The only one thing which crossed my mind was at least, I tried.
However, before that, I should know, no, I must know the exact answer about Ryan's heart.
If the answer will hurt me, then I just need some healing time to heal myself.
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