May was coming. It seemed that day was unreal, the day I had been waiting for so long since the first time entering the university.
There was a sense of relief creeping into my heart to welcome the official graduation ceremony. However, it was nothing compared to the day I left the courtroom. I always thought that the official graduation would be one of the happiest historical days, but it wasn't.
After experiencing the graduation ceremony by myself, it was nothing special about the day. The graduation was nothing more than just a complementary ceremony which didn't really meaningful.
There was nothing special, I didn't invite friends, although some of them came by their own willingness.
After the ceremony, I met those who had come sincerely. Taking a few photos with them before going to the studio for family photo shoot.
I wanted to go home after that, but it didn't happen. Bunda has made a reservation at restaurant for lunch.
None of them gave any rejection for what my mother had planned so that I hadn't another choice beside joined them. Bunda also invited Nona Squad and Reza without discussing with me first.
I don't really like the good relationship between Bunda and Ghina or other Nona squad members since it can be endangering my peaceful life. They had various tactics to trap me in trickery with an alibi for my goodness.
When they were together, they kept giving me long ravings about how to be a warm and open-hearted woman and how important it is to maintain the good relationship with my future husband.
Oh, come on!
I'm not ready yet.
My energy has been drained, it was really tiring. I suffered a lot physically because of the 10 cm high-heels.
My level of heel tolerance is limited, I can deal with 5-7 cm heels. It should be the first and the last time for me wearing 10 cm heels.
Wearing it was suffering enough, I didn't want to make my soul more suffer by their scolding so-called "enlightenment."
Surprisingly, that day was my lucky day because they weren't raving like usual. That time, my prejudices were wrong.
I shouldn't have always been wary and suspicious about them. Sometimes, they didn't have a specific motive when they wanted to see me.
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