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Chapter 15 - Self Realisation.

Niall's POV

'I think you're not capable of this job. Come tomorrow and I'll hand over your resignation letter.' I said.

And suddenly it hit me, what did I just say?? I was supposed to scold her but, now that I have said it I have to go with it. I told her to leave and she started to walk out. I saw her eyes, they were filled with unshed tears which looked like pearls. I again said something in my apoplexy which I shouldn't have. I was again panting due to my anger and took hold of a chair to stand but then I saw her unstable.

Suddenly my all instability vanished in thin air. I ran towards her and held her before she hit the ground. She was unconscious and I was worried. I picked her up in my arms and ran out of my room in the corridor where Emma was standing. As soon as she saw me she yelled worriedly,

'Sarah?? What happened to her? What did you do? Is she alright?' She asked all in one breath.

'Just help me open the door of my car.' I said ignoring all her questions.

She nodded and helped me put her in my car. I left Emma alone at my house and drove at a high speed towards the hospital.

I was deeply worried and was dying out of confusion. What happened to her? Is she alright? She came running to the Hall and was even panting, was there really an emergency at her home? Did I scold her too much?

All these questions started popping out in my head one by one when we finally reached the hospital. As soon as my car stopped the guard recognized me and helped me in taking Sarah inside the hospital and parking my car.

'What happened Mr Niall is everything alright.' Asked the doctor as I went into the corridor.

'Yeah, actually she fainted all of a sudden and I don't know what is the reason. Can you please check her out and tell me the results as soon as possible?' I said. The doctor nodded and went into the room in which Sarah was.

I stood there rubbing my forehead with one hand while the other was on my waist.

'You're worried.' Said someone from behind.

I turned around in confusion and found Emma standing. Folding her arms and looking at me with one eyebrow raised.

'What? N..no. Why would I?' I said and started to walk towards the benches.

'Oh really! Then why did you run like a mad man when she fainted. We could've called an ambulance.' Said Emma and started following me

'It was just because...I didn't want anyone to blame me.' I said and sighed inside with relief and sat on the bench.

'What Blame? Who's going to blame you and... why?' She asked sitting with crossed legs just beside me.

'See...it was just me and Sarah in that room. When she fainted, though it was not my fault who knows how people will react. What if her family blamed me that I did something to her. And I didn't even have any evidence to prove my innocence.' I said, great escape!!

Emma glared at me or more precisely at my intelligence cause I escaped successfully from the web she had spread to capture me. I smirked and looked on the other side, feeling very excited inside due to my own secret victory.

But somewhere I was still worried, was it my fault?

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Sarah's POV

My eyes suddenly got in contact with too much exposure to light and started burning. So, I narrowed my wide-opened eyes a bit and analyzed the room in which I was lying. I could see a nice room painted all white with white sheer curtains. It had a brown sofa on the left-hand side and a table just right next to my bed on the head side on the left. On the right side, there was a brown door and a monitor and some other types of equipment. After seeing all these things I realized where I was. Cause I've been here earlier too.

I sat upright leaning on the pillow behind my back and saw that I was being supplied glucose and this made me more clear why I fainted. I was starving to death and maybe my glucose levels had some ups and downs.

I sat there for a while and suddenly the Brown door in front of me opened quietly and I saw the arrogant ass standing. With oh so well mannered gestures, keeping his hands in back he came. I looked away from him, why is he here just because of him my whole Sunday is ruined and now I'm here sitting in this hospital. The only place which I hate the most in the whole world. Was he here to scold me that why on Earth did I faint?

'Ms Sarah, you're alright?' He asked with his beautiful voice.

But I was not going to get swayed by that voice. I was really angry, super-duper angry and there was nothing that was going to control my anger. Nothing at all!!

'I got to know from the doctor that you haven't eaten anything since last night and that is why you fainted. I realized that it was my mistake. I should've listened to your excu...I mean to your emergency.' He said.

Finally, the arrogant ass has realized his mistake but I knew that he was never going to say sorry, of course. I kept a perfectly suitable name for him, 'The Arrogant Ass!'

'I am extremely sorry Ms Brown and I mean it.' He said with a low voice and my head automatically turned in his direction.

What?? Did he just now apologized to me? How? Was he really serious? I asked to myself but then I looked into his eyes, he was sincere.

He finally moved his hands in front which were in the back all this time. And the moment he did so I was shocked to see his hands. There was a bouquet in his hand. What?? Is it for me? But why?

He was about to say something when someone opened the door of the room and came in. It was from Emma.

'Sarah, you're alr...wait, what is this Mr Niall?' She said all shocked by looking at Mr Niall's hand.

He was still looking at me but with some changed expressions, it was a bit irritated one right now. He handed over the bouquet to Emma or more precisely threw it on her face. She held it and looked at Mr Niall who was looking at me.

'"I brought it for you, in case you needed to greet her with flowers.' Mr Niall said in a dead voice still looking at me. And before any one of us could say something he left closing the door behind him with a big thud.

Why was he so annoyed?? I thought, but then we both, Emma and I ignored him and started talking about different things.

After a while, Sam came to the hospital and picked me up, cause he was worried about how would I go home alone. On the way, I suddenly remembered that Sam came to my house in the morning and we were not able to talk, so I said,

'Oh, yeah! Sam, you came to my house in the morning.' He nodded.

'Yup, so...?' He asked.

'But why?' I asked casually and he coughed.

'I...just...wa..wanted to meet you. No...nothing else.' He said being a bit hesitant.

I wondered what made him uncomfortable, I just asked out of curiosity. I leaned against the window and suddenly started to think about Mr Niall.

Why did he bring flowers? Was he really serious? Was it his self-realization..?