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Chapter 17 - CHAPTER-17 HER LOSS

???: Mama wait

Mom:  honey we are here

???:  No mommy you are not I can't see you

Mom: hey girl look we both are here

???: Mama gimme your hand

Mom: she caressed my hand

Dad: girl now you have to live for your own

???: No appa I need you

Mom: we know it girl

Dad: my strong brave girl

???: No I'm not I need you

Mom: we are always here for you

Dad: it's your life now chose wisely

???: Nooooo omma Appa waitttt

WHERE ARE YOU OMMA APPA WAIT WAIT I WILL COME WITH YOU PLEASE WAIT 

mom: y/n we love you

Dad: bye honey

I was running and screaming but no one was around me I kept on running and running screaming omma Appa but no one was there no one suddenly my foot tripped and I opened my eyes

I blinked my eyes couple of times to adjust the light on the ceiling when I tilted my head I saw all of them all of t-them but wait where is omma Appa???

Hafeusa: y/n you okay

Y/n: was it a dream?

Hafeusa: yes it was 

Y/n: where is omma Appa

She looked down

Arjin: girl hold up

Nawol: we all are here

Y/n: I want to see mom dad

Meeshi: you will but not now

Y/n: why

Almin: they are busy

I saw uncle and aunt standing

Aunt was crying

Y/n: aunty what happened

She said nothing and go outside holding up her tears

I tried to move but then I felt a harsh pain

I look towards my hand and there was a needle for IV

Y/n: what's happening

RM: nothing

Hoseok: we will tell you

Y/n: what ???

Tae: you can bare it

I looked up at them confused

Jimin: we are sorry girl

Jk: we really are

Jin: we will always be here

Suddenly I remembered everything

Y/n: WAIT NO

My eyes became puffy flooded with tears

Y/n: T-THE P-PLANE C-R-ASH

I started to cry out loud but my voice was muted I don't have the energy to speak up I was crying silent tears

hafeusa: girl please we are here

Arjin:  we will always be

Nawol: we all are here with you

They all were having tears in their eyes all the boys were giving them courage

They can't do anything except to accept it

Yoongi p.o v

We were all there in the hospital room we brought her up when she collapsed the reason why she collapsed was me when she saw me we got an eyecontact and the next was that she was lying there just like the first time I saw her

I don't get it why

Why it has to be with me

I don't even know who she is but i always feel that I have met her before but I can't recall it

She was lying peacefully on the bed but she seems to be like a living dead she had dried tears all over her face making her face more soft I was looking at her

the whole time everyone was waiting for her to wake up

They all were crying tearing up

Sobbing and sad

I can't hold this sight anymore

And I know that when she will woke up she would react after seeing me

I still remember her disorder so I just went outside the room shutting the door silently

I was sitting alone on a waiting seat when  I hafeusa's parents coming outside the room

I quickly stand up and took a look inside the room

She was awake

I looked at her and she was worried confused and there was a mix feeling of emotions in her face she started to cry more

Then I went outside

I saw a doctor and I quickly went to him

Yoongi: sir

Doctor: yes

Yoongi: pateint in room 206 is awake please go and check her

Doctor : he patted my shoulder and went towards her room

With that I just sit outside on the same seat

(End of yoongi p.o.v)

Hafeusa: girl no

I was trying to take off the needle

Y/n: I have to go

Nawol: where??

Y/n: to omma Appa

Arjin:you can't

I was struggling with the needle because it was hurting when joon hold my hand

Y/n:  what ?? Leave my hand

Blood started to come up

Y/n: aghhh noo omma please come please

Meeshi: girl please you will hurt yourself

Y/n: I wanna go please

Almin: you are going anywhe--

Doctor: please step aside

They all did what he said

Doctor : you will be alright

Y/n: no I won't

Doctor: trust me they all will never leave you

Y/n: Appa said the same but look what happened

Doctor: I am so sorry

I was just talking up with teh doctor with tears in my eyes and I don't get to view when he again bandaged up the DSW

Doctor: you have to rest

Doctor asked all of them to go outside and to leave me alone

They all went outside then I satred at the window but then my eyes got heavy and puffy and then I just closed my eyes after that what happened I don't know

They all were outside

Everyone p.o.v

Jin was sitting with arjin

Hafeusa was with tae

Jimin and jk were standing while meeshi and almin were sitting respective to them

Nawol hoseok were out to being water

Uncle and aunt left the hospital because they can't see y/n  condition

Yoongi was sitting with RM

Jin: now she have to move on

Arjin: I can understand

Jin: and we have to be with her

Arjin: she was wiping her tears while nodding

Jin: he cupped her face

But for that you have to gather yourself up

Arjin: she hummed

Hafeusa: I still can't believe it

Tae: same

Hafeusa: she was very happy yesterday while talking with them

Tae: I can relate

Hafeusa: it's unbelievable she loved them to her death

Tae: I also loved my grandma to my death but last year she also passed away

Hafeusa: what ? I am so sorry

Tae: no no I'm fine she reminded me of my condition

Hafeusa: tae please never leave me because I can't hold her alone

Tae: I won't

Almin:  I can't believe it we just met her yesterday and now look

Jimin: I still can't believe the news 

Meeshi: yes I can't understand when we first met her she was in the nurse room and now look in

hospital room

Jk: she is very unlucky with her life I felt bad for her

With that they all sighed and look down

Hoseok: here hold these

I asked her to take the water bottles but she was not responding

Hoseok: nawol ??

I shrugged her

A tear escaped her eye

I never saw her crying

all the time she was just  sad and down but she not cried

Hoseok: nawol you okay

I looked up her worried

She wiped her tear but instead more tears started to run up

Nawol: I am fine

Hoseok: no you are not

Nawol: I said i-i am

She stuttered

With that I took her to a corner because the vanding machine was in the centre of corridor

I took her hand and it was cold as ice but soft at the same time

I hugged her she struggled to let go but I hold her tighter

Hoseok: let it out

After some struggle she gave up and started to cry to her end

My shirt was soaked with her tears she hugged me back tightly while saying

Nawol: I-i c-can't s-see her like t-this 

Hoseok:  please we have to be strong in order to give her strength

She nodded and loosened her grip with that I unwrap my arms from her waist

Hoseok: better now

Nawol: yup thanks

Hoseok: there's no thank between us

With that we walked upto the vanding machine and took some water bottles and went to the way

There was a complete silence between namjoon and yoongi

When namjoon speaks up

Joon: hyung

Yoongi: hmm

Joon: do you know her??

Yoongi: what type of question is this

Joon: no I was just asking because I saw her when she saw you at that time she collapsed

Yoongi: she don't even remembered me

(I said harshly)

I am going

Rm: where?

Yoongi: somewhere but not here

With that he left

Nawol: what happened with him?

RM: (taking a water bottle) I don't know

Hoseok: don't worry it's his style

With that nawol gave water bottles to everyone

And she was sat between hafeusa and arjin

Her stomach growled

Hafeusa and arjin: nawol you hungry?

Nawol; oh nah nothing

Jk: guys we should go eat up

Jimin: yes we haven't had anything since yesterday

Meeshi: yes we can go

Almin: I'll be here with her

Hafeusa: no I will be here

Tae: please come with us you haven't ate anything since yesterday

Hafeusa: how can I?

Jin: you don't have to worry about her she is getting her diet with the drip

Hoseok:  yes and she is sleeping so we can go and come quickly

Rm: you all can go I am here I will notify if she will woke up

Jk: yes hyung we will brought you something

Rm: okay go guys

Jimin: want coffee

RM: anything would be fine

With that they all left

Y/n: I woked up after sometime

I was broken I was alone even I can feel the pain in air I still can't believe what happened with me

I cried and cried no one was there no one was

I waited for everyone for someone but nothing no one came up

Y/n: mom dad you said that you will never leave me but why now i can't survive in this lonely world I want someone I want everyone I want you omma Appa

I was murmuring to myself when suddenly the door opened revealing ----

{So who do you think came up , what is her relation with y/n, will her friends support her after this incident , we'll stay tuned to know}

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I hope you guys will like this chapter

I would be lying if I say that I don't teared up while writing this one

It was so difficult to explain the emotions

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Borahae 💜

-author nim