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Chapter 23 - CHAPTER-23 LONELINESS

Y/n home

Y/n: bye nawol

With that she also left the house with the others

Now I was left alone in that empty house not even a single sound can be heard instead of just my breath and the sound of a fan

My house was a mess I quickly set it off took the plates from the dining room wash them up

The silence was creeping me out

I was also a little scared

I picked up my phone and dialed hafeusa's number but she didn't pick up

Y/n: omma Appa it would be too hard for me now she's also gone

I left everything settled up I make myself with a cup of coffee and then went upstairs I opened hafeusa's room and it was also messed up so I set everything in its place a tear escaped my eye

I silently closed the door and went to my parents bedroom

and there I sat on the floor while I was watching our family photo on the frame

I hugged the picture and no longer I drifted to sleep

Yoongi p.o.v

We came to our home then Jin hyung also arrived with tae

Jimin jk and Jin went to their rooms because of course they were tired for the day

Hoseok: yoongi what happened

I was lying on the couch deep in my thoughts

Yoongi: nothing

RM: I am so worried about y/n

Yoongi: me too

Hoseok: hyung you really okay you are worried for her???

Yoongi: shut up hobi

RM: I will be with her no matter what

Hoseok: whats up with you guys

Yoongi: I got up and went to my room leaving them alone in the lounge

I came to my room washed up and then I was on my bed when y/n came upto my mind

Her sparkling eyes her perfectly shaped face her adorable actions her heart is so pure such a pure soul is she every single thought of today come to my mind and then I realize I haven't told anyone of my mother she's really the first one not even my bangtan members not know this

Suddenly I drifted off my thoughts

Yoongi: get a hold of yourself whyyy youuu are thinking that much about her she is only a stranger to meeeee

Though my words were not coninciding with my feelings but nooo I can't I just can't fall for anyone not now not ever

I was just too tired that I don't know when I slept

Y/n: i woked up to the pain I felt in my hand I saw it and it was bleeding I had blood all over my body my clothes were torn I was looking disgusting I saw a man looking at me with mask on and a gun in his hands when I realize I actually was bruised he was about to shoot me when a man comes in front of me and then he was shotted by him

The man was lying lifeless in my hands

The other man started to laugh mischievously

And then I was just about to see the face of the man lying in my hands I was also shoted

I worked up panting what kind of creepy dream was that I asked myself sweat dripping off my head I saw at my body and it was clear and then I saw my hands and there was a cut because the frame I was holding was broken so the glass left the cut blood dripping off

I carefully picked up the picture

and place it on the drawer

Then I went to the bathroom and washed it up I put a bandaid on then a memory clicks on my mind when the my mum asked me to put the bandaid because of the broken glass

I carefully picked up the glass pieces and throw them away

Then I went to my room washed up changing into a long hooded blue hoodie

Empty rooms empty house only the sunrays coming from Windows I opened the windows and then went downstairs

This see empty lounge empty seats empty kitchen then I went to the fridge and there were some leftover pancakes I took them and then put them into microwave checked my phone

Two miscalls from arjin

One from nawol

A text from meeshi

Three calls from almin

Jk also texted me

Jimin and jin's miscalls

RM's text and call

Tae's message

But the one I was waiting for was not there I texted in the group chat that I was fine

Then I eat the pancakes

I was sitting alone on the sofa when i went to my parents room and I make up their bed though it was already done then I sniffed onto their pillows I was distracted by a call on landline

I left the room and come to pick it up

On the call

Girl: is this min y/n

Y/n: yes it is

Girl: we are from the SM estate

Y/n: (I thought about it and it was the company my parents worked at) oh yes I know

Girl:we are sorry for your loss

Y/n:thanks for the condolence

Girl: we hope you are doing fine

Y/n: yes I am fine is there anything?

Girl: yes we want to tell you that our company will be helping you with your financial needs because it's our policy and also according to the insurance your parents have done for you

Y/n: (I can't just refuse because I was not able to support myself)

Thanks for telling

Girl: good we will email you a form and please submit it accordingly

Y/n: I will

Girl: all of your school expenses will be taken over by the company while your monthly finances will be transfer to the account your parents are using

Y/n: thanks for all this

Girl: have a bright day we hope you will get over your loss

Y/n: umm thanks for the wish

Girl: good bye

Y/n: good bye to you too

I ended up the call

Then a thought came upto my mind that I also have to continue my school but now I don't have anyone to support I don't have anyone to share all if my aims but still it was a dream of my parents that I would become a doctor so I gather up myself

I got a leave for two weeks from school but I thought if I would just go I should get over this or I will be getting just depressed by my situation

Hafeusa: I woked up

Then I remembered what happened yesterday I was regretting what I said she was already so tensed but I was too much I wanted to apologize but I know that she won't give any chance because she is too much sticked with her will and that thought scared me I dont want to loose her its our first time that we fought like this

I looked at my phone and Thier was her miscall from yesterday I thought that she wanted to finish our friendship so I don't call her back

Yoongi: I went to my school the whole day went quite and I don't even saw wook I guess he haven't came today

When the last bell rang I was finally relieved

I picked up my bag and then went to my car

A thought rushed into my mind and I turned the wheel bought lunch for two and stopped my car Infront of y/n's house I knocked at the door and to my surprise she opened it

Yoongi: hey

Y/n: ( I saw yoongi with a bag of food I was confused) hello

Yoongi: I thought that you haven't eat anything because the groceries were finished yesterday

Y/n: uh yup umm come in ( I welcomed him in)

RM p.o.v

I decided to stop by y/n's house because we talked today and everyone said that she told us she's fine she don't want to meet anyone but I felt strange so I went to her house there I saw a car parked Infront of her house when I noticed it

It was of yoongi I stand there then I looked when she welcomed him in

I was just pissed off but I was also having a strange feeling of anger

I just quickly went to my house because I don't want to meet her my thoughts were mixed up

Y/n house p.o.v

Yoongi: here ( I handed over her the bag with lunch boxes )

Y/n: thanks for coming up

Yoongi: no need

Y/n: ( I went to the kitchen and he waited in the lounge I put the lunch in tray as it was looking delicious no doubt I was also feeling hungry so I pick up and rushed to the lounge) here

Yoongi: ( I saw her and she started to eat before me I guess she was really hungry I also started to eat up)

Y/n: ( I was silent and was eating lunch when I felt yoongi staring at me I looked at him) do you want something to say??

Yoongi: nevermind (started to eat)

Y/n: btw thanks

Yoongi: it's okay

Y/n: no for everything

Yoongi: ??

Y/n: for saving me that time for be with me at the funeral for being with me through my tough time

Yoongi: it's okay

Y/n: (still eating the food) s-sorry

Yoongi: sorry for what?(I asked politely)

Y/n: for ruining your dream

Yoongi: what dream?

Y/n: the one you talked about yesterday

Yoongi: oh that , it's okay it was past

Y/n: I hummed

Yoongi: he started to cough because the cabbage sticked in his throat

Y/n: oh oh here ( I handed him a glass of water running his back I don't even notice our faces were inches apart)

Yoongi: ( I felt that she was too close so I backed off) u-umm t-thanks

After that we both were silent when we were done she picked up the plates and washed them up I went to the kitchen

Yoongi: so we should do the grocery come with me

Y/n: oh it's okay I will go by myself

Yoongi: i am waiting outside come quickly

Y/n: oh wait ( he don't listened and went outside I can't help it so I agreed I took my bag and wallet and then went outside locking the door shut he was waiting in the car I opened the door and we went to a supermarket )

Y/n: we went in and he took a trolley I started to put some things some snacks and a little bit of groceries

Yoongi: oh y/n you don't know how to do groceries

Y/n: I actually haven't I went to grocery shopping with mum and dad when I was young

Yoongi: ( I quickly changed the topic) okay so her take this and this and this

Oh you will also be needing this and this

Y/n: yoongi please it's too much I am not having the budget

Yoongi: ( I ignored her and put everything in the trolley) then we went to the counter

Cashier: sir ( he took the bill and it was long like hell) it's gonna be

1860 $

Y/n: what!!! I told you yoongii it's too much ( I looked in my wallet and there were only 1300$ I was about to say when)

Yoongi: here take this (he handed over his card to the cashier he took and swipe it and handing it over to him thanking him)

Cashier: thanks for coming

Yoongi hummed and then he quickly went to the car with all the shopper bags

Y/n: why you paid??

Yoongi: you will be paying back (with a gummy smile on his face )

Y/n: while I helped him putting putting everything then he drove me home

I thanked him and locked up the door

Yoongi: I drove back home and it was almost 7pm I parked my car and went inside

And then I was welcomed by a hard punch on face----

{ So guys who do you think punched him hafeusa is regretting what she said yoongi has mixed up feelings for y/n will they get along well the story is about to reach its downfall don't miss it guys and stay tuned}

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