"Asha, get up, seriously", an unknown voice kept repeating in my head. I open my eyes to locate the voice disturbing my sleep only to come face to face with the biggest wolf I have ever seen in my life and dreams. It was a pure white wolf, no blemishes, with glowing silver eyes that reminded me of the moon. I was lost for words. I looked around and all I saw was green, trees everywhere, "where am I?" I ask aloud.
"The Transient link-phase", I heard a voice reply. Immediately I turned around to locate the person who answered my question and I found no one. "Right here", I turned just in time to see the wolf nod its head my way, as if to let me know, 'Hey, I'm the one talking to you'.
"Now that is impossible, a talking wolf seriously", I was shaking my head at the absurdity of my situation, certain at this point that I must be dreaming again. "Come on Asha you can conjure shit better than this, and what do you mean by Transient link-phase?".
"It just means, this is a phase where I can connect with you in your mind, even if only for a short time". 'What the heck is this animal saying for goodness sakes', I'm thinking to myself.
"Uhhh, I really don't get what all this is. I mean did I die or am I having another one of those dreams or visions, or is this me losing my mind?". "Sweet goddess you are dumb and dramatic". 'Wait did that wolf just call me…, did it just..., aww hell nah'. "Wha… You said what??? I am not dumb okay and coming from a wolf I demand an apology right away".
"Okay first off, I am a Lycan", 'shit just keeps getting better and better. Man what the fuck is a Lycan now'. "Don't confuse me with a pup or those mutts. Second, you are dumb, as I clearly told you this is a phase, that means it's gonna pass. Consider this as one of those hormonal phases you get, only shorter".
It's decided, this wolf has got no manners at all, 'but I guess you can't whoop it Asha, it's twice your size and more. So, for now let's just play it safe'. "Wolf, Lycan, whatever the heck you are, as far as I'm concerned, it looks like a wolf, all it is, is a wolf period. I'll only give you credit by saying you're exceptionally huge for a wolf and the color is…. For lack of words rare".
"I'll take all that as a compliment. Why thank you". "Okay, since you said this was a short phase, how about you let me know the reason for all this 'phase' fuss".
"I see you've found your brains", 'this wolf really just has to say something demeaning. Oh heavens how did I end up here again?'.
"I won't even bother getting pissed about that as I'm starting to realize you're just a trouble maker". "At least that makes two of us", it replied instantly. "Okay wolfie, don't get it twisted, that's all you".
"Awwn!!! So funny. It is the both of us scaredy, because I am you and you….., oh wait that's not correct. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, the both of us, i.e., you and I….", 'is this wolf for real right now'. "Well we are co-dwellers in the same body, if you get what I mean".
"I don't know why you'd think that believable, but there is something seriously wrong with you. First of all I am an educated person, definitely way more than you and yet you're speaking to me like an illiterate who has no clue about words in such a condescending manner. Man I don't know how that shit has worked out for you all this while but it's not gonna happen with me".
"I was only…..", "I didn't say I was done. Now with all that said I'm definitely gonna wait out this phase. You are just too annoying a creature to deal with". "Wow, definitely over dramatic now". 'Okay this creature has another thing coming if it thinks I will still engage in a conversation with it'.
"Ignoring me now uhn, typical Asha move". 'Wait what the fuck is going on here?' "Run away from things that scare you or things you can't explain. Fuck I thought this bitch was grown, I'm gonna kill that witch who woke me up to this immature, ordinary existence called a body".
'Remember my speech about not saying a word again, yeah that's out the window'. "Who the fuck did you just call a bitch and fury in fucking hell's blazes it better not be me you just called a fucking immature, ordinary existence called a body, cos I swear the size of your body won't be doing shit for you when I rain hell on you immediately".
"You won't do shit Asha, you know why? You're just a scared, little shell of your true being. Yes I said it, don't look at me like that. You might have strength and speed and all that the rest of your human training has delivered you, but you wanna know the truth? You are an undeserving, pathetic excuse for a survivor, when all you want is to hide from the truth even when you know it so clear. And another thing you can't hurt me because like I said we are one and the same unless you've lost your mind to the point of beating yourself.
Now you can get pissed, mad, whatever the fuck is the mediocre thing you do, that is your business. My time is almost up but I'll leave you with this, if you don't man up as your human folks like to say, you won't have a family anymore, and as for all those mutts you've been moving around with, I guess I can inform you, they'll be raising hell on you when the truth of your past and the reality of who you are, that you so refuse to acknowledge come barging through your front door".
"How dare...". "Hold it I wasn't done yet".
I am certain that in my entire life I have never been so pissed off, I woke up from that sick vision screaming bloody murder.