August 9, 1993 2:36am
I've been staying up late lately, can't really shut my mind off. I start thinking about something and I just go around and around in circles, thinking about what I could have said or should have done. And then I act it out in my head over and over again until it's like it almost happened the way I wanted it to.
Today is Sunday. I'm tired.
I stayed at Marie's house this weekend. On Friday we went to Zeke's party, he always has a good crowd. It was tres cool. He has a pool but I didn't go in. I met all these people, it was really fun. We got there around 7:30 and left around 11:00. There was an easy 75+ people there. Most from my school so yeah it wasn't that bad, meaning I didn't feel too uncomfortable and not know who the fuck to talk to. That's the only thing I don't like about parties, if I'm straight I can't hold conversations with people. It's hard staying sober at parties.
Saturday we went to Marie's aunt's house cause it was her brother's birthday. We went swimming, it was fun. I love the water. I love drying off in the sun too. My skin tans easy, but Marie's burns easy. She got a bit burned but not too bad. We stayed home that night and watched movies and listened to music. We tried writing poems together too. I like writing poetry. It's fun and it doesn't really have to make sense, it just has to sound cool.
Today I was pumped to go out. I was all ready to go and by 8 o'clock I felt SO sick and I almost puked. So I made Marie go out without me. I stayed home and watched Mo' Money. I'm tired so yeah.
Until Later