(Martin POV)
ah! we are finally here at the bar, I was waiting the whole day to come here. the disco was fine and the lights were pretty good, making people's moods to dance with their full energy without thinking of anything else. likewise, I was there too. dancing to my fullest wanting to lose myself completely tonight, and don't want to think of anything else, anything that makes tension I throw away that aside.
I was busy enjoying myself but at the same time I was quite not satisfied with what I was enjoying, something is missing out here.
yes, no matter how much I try I can't denied that I'm alone here. no not that kind of alone. I mean there are people here around me and friends were dancing near me too but, it just feels lonely
I was peaking at the one person who was sitting at the table. regular looking at him makes me more loner. but at the same time, looking at him makes me loses myself more. somehow I was managed to control my body otherwise I will be shouting out with my lungs to him to come over here. at that time, it was what my heart desires the most.
"Hey, Martin take it, have it full."
about that time while I was busy with myself Eric came to have me a drink. and started to dance beside me. I was wondering about the reason this holds him back that he didn't even try to come to me even when there isn't anyone here to notice anything. but whatever the reason is should understand.
"hey, Martin are you drunk?"
Eric asked me this question.
"no, not at all I haven't take much of the liquor. how about you?"
"Nah! I'm fine. I have the higher capacity of alcohol consumption but today I just have taken 2 shorts, so I can be in a less drunken state."
he was trying to convince me that he has had lesser shorts but I have already seen him taking vodka about a few more and then puke and then a little bit sober up about half an hour ago and then came to the dance floor.
in a meantime, I have noticed that Freddie was not around. I asked Eric about him.
"Hey, Eric I can't see Freddie around. is he gone already?"
"I haven't seen him for a long while, ok I'll go in search of him. you enjoy the moment."
after he asked to enjoy he left in search of Freddie.
"where is he disappear?"
in the meantime, I haven't noticed when Mint comes to me. he just right beside me looking at my face. he takes my hands place them over his holder after grabs my waist and started to dance along with me. when the lights get dimmer, he grabs my hands and took me to the area where our friends were dancing.
I wasn't able to understand the actions I'm seeing. but somehow I did know something big is coming up next.
out of nowhere. he suddenly grabs me whole, he pulled me grabs my back and hug tightly. his face was in front of me looking at my eyes.
at a random moment, he kissed me.👨❤️💋👨
it wasn't a French kiss. but when his lips pressed against mine with that passing power I was fascinated and I can feel his long taking breaths over my nose.
we were focused on each other and the rest of the world blurs around us. In other words, we were completely lost, on our own. every sense I had before, I have locked that concentrate Locking of our lips. felling me more tensed and passionate about his lips. his warm and soft lips were tries to bite me up. but at the same time, the warm feeling was flowing all over my body I didn't want to let go of this feeling and want this feeling to stimulate me more and more this kiss was like a drug to me, having me an addicted aura. my heart was getting faster and faster but wait this isn't just my heart. I can feel his heartbeat on his pressed chest beside me.
I wake up from my sensation,
I opened my eyes and staring at his eyes continuously.
I was surprised by his actions so do our friends are. after glancing at my face he looked at his friends who were surprised with his action. but I think they understand the situation so they ain't bothered. and they smile at him. I see that Mint gave them his biggest smile at last and nodded his head as yes. it was his gesture to spoke that he is now open up to friends and declared his love for me.
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(Narrator)
what a feeling right? "kiss" not just a beautiful word but also the greatest gift you can get from someone. some kind of feeling can't compare with anything. literally, can be only sensed. I appreciate that if some of my readers have experienced the feeling of being kissed.
on the other hand, look at me. I don't even have a date😓. just have some crushes from time to time.
so sad for me.
but it's ok. it's not like that, I can find someone my ideal type that easily.
So when Mint declared his love for Martin in front of all his friends. they might get surprised but they can understand as they were younger generation were the things were little more to the acceptable side. most younger people can accept and appreciate this kind of love. I have some acceptable friends also and they are cool for being me like this.
it's just a human being, doesn't matter what his sexuality and gender identity. it exists as a fully human form. and I don't think people should have problems with someone personal matter. because that is none of their business. and accepting people make more understanding relationship between people to people, have a good balance and non-conflict society and make harmonisation of community.