The darkest night, the coldest breeze and the entirely black empty sea. different shades of grief face upon someone so lonely and fade. the entire world is now
grey and gloomy for the person who has gone through one of those harsh words even though he wasn't the one to blame, he wasn't the culprit.
she left, she left with passing the trauma of her heart to someone else. making him guilty in an instant without the court or any kind of trial. he wasn't given the chance to explain. and even he was given the chance instead of proving his innocence, he might blame himself all along for the unworthy title of a crime he hasn't done so.
might his heart's desire were shown off through his facial expression and body language with the tinny mutter sound of his vocal cord. if express in words it might more difficult to endure. he was carving for love and support, asking
"please somebody come to me, I need a hug. I wanna cry in someone's arm."
probably want the most at that time, either Jasmine or his best friend "Eric!!" calling him out.
"where are you? I am sorry I am ashamed for what I have said to you please come back. why this is so hurt I am in pain I can't see what or where u am right now. crying my eyes out calling just one person whose phone is not answered take me out of here. Please. Eric, Kim somebody. (cries.)"
it was so much difficult to endure everything someone goes to this much just in a day, more than enough. but, he has taken all the strikes at once in chronological order.
his eyes were weeping tears of grief and inner pain was so suffocating that he was having difficulty in breathing and was have lacking strength in his feet to make him stand straight. but somehow his left energy is still strong enough to make him walk to the store near the beach.
he wiped his tears and entered the store inside and take plenty of alcohol enough to make him endure the suffering for a short period or at least until he can make himself stop crying. he paid and moved out of the store and walked too far away from the crowd to a coconut tree where there was no one around who can see him crying.
he takes his seat under the coconut tree. open his bottle and started to take sips in hope of somehow it might decrease the pain inside of his heart.
but no matter how much he wanted a reduction. the suffering doesn't go off. he drank and drank until he gets himself completely wasted.