I'm floating in a twilight scene where I can hear and feel but I can't move a muscle. Strangely I'm not panicking. I know I should be but my emotions are just out of reach for me and I'm ok with that. I've had to much up and down lately, this is nice. There is movement on my right side I know instinctively and a moment later I feel fingers brush down my face. A couple moments later I feel a warm breeze across my lips and face. Hmmm this is nice, I want to reach up but my arms are like lead. I can't get them to move, at that I start to panic a little until I feel the same action on my left side. This some how clams me down and I relax into the sensations that is being given to me.
"Yes baby just like that. You are doing so well my love."
I hear a voice low and warm whisper in my ear and it has butterfly sensations in my stomach. But there's a nagging voice in the back of my head that's telling me to wake up, that this is not a dream. It's not a voice yet, just that 6th sense. I try to grasp it but then another voice is in my left ear, it's just as warm just as caring when it says,
"Let it go baby. Just let everything go and give over to us. Your responding so well, your doing so good. Yes baby that's it just let go."
The butterfly sensation picks up even more and I feel myself claiming higher then I was before. I feel like I'm floating and nothing matters but their voice and touch. But that nagging voice is getting louder by the second and souring my stomach. It keeps telling me that I've felt this before and the results weren't what I wanted.
I know I need to wake up but I don't know how. It's starting to scare me and I hear my own moan of destress escaping from my throat.
"Shh, shhhhh, your ok just relax into it. No one is going to hurt you baby, no one." The voice on my right is back and just like magic that nagging voice is quieted down to background noise in my mind. And that has me on my guard now.
"Should we start?" The voice on my left asks.
"Yes before we loose her." The voice on my right says with a sigh.
"Just relax baby and let us take all your worries away." The voice on the right says to me. It's still low and still caring but with that it brings back the memory my mind was trying to remind me of.
Flashback.....
Lexi 5 years ago.
Red headquarters.
I'm walking down the hall just looking at all the things in here. There are paintings on the wall and other art that lines the hall on either side, I'm scared to touch anything. What if I break it then what? I don't want that answered any time soon. It's been a couple of weeks since I landed here in this world, I still can't believe Wonderland is real. Stopping in front of a painting I see it without seeing it. I'm lost in my own thoughts when out of no where I feel strong arms wrap around me and left me onto a muscular shoulder. Before I can get my baring a door is opened and I'm dropped in front of the man that brought me here. Looking up I find it's not Brent or Voughn but Zach and before I can say anything he's shutting the door and locking it.
My heart sinks then it picks up over time as he steps closer to me.
" There you are my love, I've finally managed to get us some time alone." Zach says and I start shaking. All I know is I don't want to be here with him he gives me the creeps.
"Zach let me out, please. " My voice trembles and breaks at the end. I'm scared, so scared of what is happening here.
"Shh it'll be okay, we just need some time alone without your watch dog near by." He says and closes the gap between us. And with no other words he roughly pulls my hair back and his mouth closes over mine.
I'm frozen for a moment but then I start to push at his chest to break our contention. At my resistance the growls a really animal sound and spins us around to slam me up against the closed door.
Zach puts enough space in between us to say, "So you want it rough do you love, hmm yes I'll give it to you as rough as you like it." And with that he crushes me to him and the door and shoves his tongue in my mouth.
I do the only thing I can do and I bite down on his tongue.
"Fucking bitch you'll regret that." With that said he bring up his hand and slaps me hard across my face.
"Stop this Zach. Just let me out, please." I cry while holding on to my face.
"I'll stop but only when your naked and your legs are spread wide for me will I stop. But it won't be until I come over and over again in that pretty little cunt of your will I stop."
With that said he shoves up my dress and rips of my panties I have on. His touch is rough and it hurts. I try to push away from him but he just gets rougher and tells me how much I'm going to like it so stop fighting him. I hear me dress being ripped down the front and I'm exposed naked in front of this monster as my ripped dress falls in a torn pile by my feet. I fight him even harder that before and all that gets me is more slaps. When I start screaming for help he grabs me by my arm a pulls me from the door and throws me down on the hard floors of the storage room.
He looks me up and down and licks his lips saying, "I knew you were mine all this time just look at you, naked laying down just waiting for me to fuck you hard. What a fucking little slut you turned out to be."
With that said he starts to undo his belt and un zip his pants. Right before he takes his hum ... out the door at his back comes crashing in. I try to hid but it's impossible to hide from those gold eyes. Voughn takes a look at the situation and comes into the room. He grabs Zach by his neck and starts to choke him. Before I know it Zach is laying on the floor in a crumpled heap and Voughn is crouching over me.
I'm shaking, crying and trying to cover myself when I feel his jacket come over me to cover me up.
"Thank you. " I say to him.
"Look at me baby." He implores me. When I shake my head no his hand reaches out to gently grab my chin and lefts it up so I'm looking at his gold eyes. To my utter amazement his eyes swirl gold but all different colors of gold. I can't look away from them.
"That's my good girl. Just keep looking at me and I'll make this all go away for you. That's it just like that. Your doing so well baby just relax." Voughn says. And I feel myself falling into his stare and a floating sensation takes ahold of my body as I loose concoction.
End of flashback....
My body jolts at the memory as cold sweat breaks out kn my skin. I know now what's happening and I don't want any part of it. As my mind gets back under my control I feel warm flesh being pressed to my lips and I go cold inside. Why these underhanded bastards. What the fuck are they doing?
"Shhhhh baby just open your mouth for me and everything will be fine. We'll go back to how things were before. You want that don't you? Just open up for me."
As this sinks in, I go cold. They are trying to start a blood ond with me. Oh fuck no they don't. With that happy thought I bolt awake and turn my head away from the arm. As I do I catch Voughn's eyes and with a smirk on his face, he pushes his magic into me and I'm lost to those swirling gold eyes again but this time I have more to lose than I did before.
My last thought before his eyes take me is well played boys but this is only the opening move, next time will be mine.
So game on mother F#$kers game on.....