Love is a meeting of two souls, fully accepting the dark and the light within each other, bound by the courage to grow through struggle into bliss. Love is a bliss but that Love can be painful if you keep it within yourself and not express. If you love someone you should express to whom you love even you are afraid of rejection.
Something like this also going on with Ram and Priya.Love happened to them after all these years but they are yet to confess. Was that their fear of rejection or they are just playing the silly little games with each other who should confess first!! Even they have no idea.
Last night was a disaster indeed.In the party they were ready to confess their love. But knowingly or unknowingly that led to frustration, Jealousy, ignorance, anger. Ram and Priya ignored each other on the party like they never knew each other. Priya did something to make his man jealous. She was surely successful on that matter.
Ram was jealous from head to toe but he didn't care to show that as his male ego could get hurt. But they never knew that their stupidity can bring some storm. Priya was so annoyed and heartbroken that after all the things she did just to get Ram's attention but he didn't even care show a mere expression!!! may be the love was one-sided She thought.
She couldn't take this torture anymore so, she decided to leave the party anyway.Before leaving she thought to make one last move, she slowly walked towards Ram where He was clearly enjoying a cricket match with a drink in his hand.
"Mr.Kapoor" She called out his name and was waiting for his response. After a moment "Hmmm" all he could response back as being a man cricket seemed like more important to him right now that he forgot why he is in this party on the first hand. But never mind.... She was hurt that was clearly visible in her eyes.clearing her voice a bit she said " I'm going home Mr. Kapoor ". What?? He turned around to see her.. I mean why?? Why do you want to go?? He was confused and tried to read priya's face but failed. I'm not feeling good and this party is so boring.Do you want to go with me?? She asked hoping that he will come home with her after that they can have their own space to talk with each other. He rolled his eyes a bit and thought why does she want to go home suddenly. Is she done with all her drooling over ronit roy! How could she even flirt with another man when her husband himself was standing besides her? And anyway why she even asking me to go home with her now?? Am i her driver or what?? I'm not going with her or should i? I can't let her go alone woh bhi at this time..let's just go home with her... Nahhh.. I'm not going never... let her go wherever she wanna go. Millions of questions were running through his mind. His heart wants to say yes but mind says no.
Finally his mind spoke out... Ohh ok. You go. I'm fine here and even I'm enjoying after a long time. I'll be home when I'm done.you can go with neha. Priya was utterly shocked with his response. He took all this time to think so that he can reject my proposal! Has he totally lost his mind? No priya, may be you were just expecting too much. Let's not make this more harder for yourself and get the hell out of here.. she thought to herself and Looked at ram in a disbelief nooding her head as Ok. Tears covered up her eyes but before ram notice that She hurriedly left the place with neha saying let's go home neha I'm feeling suffocated here it's getting really hard for me breath here,get me out of here neha please. She held neha's hand so tightly that neha understood her reason. while leaving neha gave a firm stern look at vikram who was standing close to ram and Both priya and neha left the building.
After priya left ram felt what a big mistake he has done.but what ever, if priya can do such things it shouldn't bother me also whether she stays or leaves. He soon grabbed another shot of whiskey. He tried so hard to stay focused to the party but he failed. His mind and heart both are thinking about priya.He wanted to be with her hold close to her and say that He loves her. But Jealousy now turned into rage. He himself has no idea how much angry he was with priya.
Reasons?? May be because she flirted with other guy that's why. But what led her to that?? Oh,yes may be He is the reason.First he left her at home saying he can't go with her in the party as he got some really important work to do ( well..Excuses duhh!) But he will meet her directly at the venue. But that didn't matter much to priya. She knows how much busy person her husband is.But what happened to him when she arraived at the party all dressed up only for him.but all he was doing is ignore her. They talked surely but like strangers. Ram was all ready to confess his love to her.when priya entered the hall he was awestruck with her beauty. For him she is the most beautiful woman he has ever seen. He was drop dead inside looking at her beauty,she was looking elegant, mesmerizing,flawless, fascinating. He can go on and on with words to compliment her. But, He chose to stay quite. Well well well. Why did he even do that?? What got into him? Was he that much afraid to confess that instead he chose to keep silent. Why is this even happening i have no idea!!
It doesn't matter who confess first the man or the lady? When you are in love you should just go and get with it. But, Tried so hard to express her feelings through her behaviour.she tried to make a rightful step to his life which is why she ended up decorating their or his room. That also gone unnoticed. Being an indian girl it's true that girls most of the time feels shy to express directly that was no exceptional for priya also. I don't blame her for that.
I'm not sure who's fault is this to create such spaces between them. Not Neha vikram also. Ram and Priya are more than mature people. They can't just fall into what their friends said. Nahh not NehVik. Then may be it's just their fate.
They were so close yet so far.. ..
Regards,
Rayna.