On this moment,Time stopped ticking . It seems like everything around the world forgot to move,forgot to breath.Every living thing is frozen on their own way. Except for two soul's heartbeats. The sound of Their Heartbeat felt like a melody,that anyone could make a song of it, only if others could witness the moment.But for now, it was binded within two souls who were lost, completely lost on their way.
It wasn't a kiss that you see in the movies now a days. But When their lips touched everything started to make sense.All their longings, All their dreams,All their emotions , All their desires which was asleep inside them came awake. It was a moment that would last forever. May be heaven is the word that could define this kiss.
Wait!! Was that so??
Ram pressed his lips on Her's. Nothing else mattered to him right now. His lips are on her lower lip.He never ever in his life felt anything softer than her lips.His body, mind, heart everything started melting when he kissed her.He wanted this moment to never end.His lips were warmer against hers. It was hard first but his lips softened eventually. He tried to press more clutching priya's waist. But there was no response back. Priya forgot that breathing is necessary to be alive.Her heart was speaking so many emotion that she wanted to shout out loud but it stucked at her throat. She wanted to hold him tight, wanted to kiss his luscious lips back with all she had.But she couldn't. All her emotions came out through her tears.
Ram became numb when he felt her tears on his cheeks.Though he never wanted to leave her lips but he has to. Slowly his grip loosened from her neck and waist. While leaving her lips he moved his hands to hold both of her hands.He brought his head close and rested his forehead on hers.They were so close to each other, his nose almost touching the corner of her eyes. They could feel the warm breathing against each others face.Their eyes were closed. There was a brief silence for some moments.
"Priyaaa" Ram uttered calmly moving his head away from her. Opening his eyes he saw the most beautiful face in the world carrying the unbearable pain and hurt which he gave her. Tears are rolling down continually on her soft cheeks still closing her eyes tight.
Taking a deep breath " I'm sorry , I'm so so sorry priya please forgive me " he said still holding her hands. Priya opened her eyes hearings his words, her eyes are all teary and red. She looked right in his eyes looking for a explanation what he said. Though his eyes spoke a thousand words but she denied to read them. She tried to release her wrist but his grip was stronger. " Leave my hand Mr. Kapoor " she demanded. " No, I won't " he denied her demand.
Signs of frustration appeared on her face " I said, Leave me Mr. Kapoor" this time her voice was louder with full of anger, so is her strength. She some how managed to get out of his grip. Or He let go of her hand knowingly!!..
He looked at her with hurt eyes. She tried to move away from him so that she can leave. But he was faster, he put both of his hands on the wall blocking her way. " What are doing? " she asked with out looking at him. " Please priya listen to me. I'm really sorry for whatever i said none of them were intentional." he said.
" Stop this nonsense mr. Kapoor. You've said enough, Don't say any more please i beg you. " her voice choked, she jerked ram's hands away from the wall. Again she started her steps toward the exit of the room. But again he held her wrist and turned her around, before she collapse he held her from her shoulder making her stand still.
" Please priya listen to me once for god sake. I know I have hurted you real badly. But trust me priya i never wanted to say those words, None of them were true.Never in my life i could think like that about you. I don't know what got into me, i was so angry at that time that i didn't realized what i was saying. Yes, I was angry. I was jealous, seeing you talking with another man. I don't know from where these anger, jealousy came. All my life I was alone. I lived all these years for the sake of my family. I never thought about anything else other than my families happiness. I loved everyone around me. But I never got back any love, any concern or any affection in return. I made up my mind that this is my life and i have to live like this to the rest of my life alone. But one day suddenly you happened to me. Yes, Our marriage was compromised one. I never thought of getting married but i did, again for my family. I thought this is a marriage which has no future other than living with each other under same roof. But how things changed for i didn't even realized. With time I enjoyed talking to you, spending time with you. I like when you taunt me for my behaviour. I feel like a proud man when you share your life stories, your wishes with me. Don't know when but you felt like very special to me. I feel weak at my heart whenever i see you priya. When i close my eyes i only can see you. Why is this happening to me??
Me, Ram Kapoor a 40 years old man who's whole life was reliable on Tablets, now I left the tables. Being the most hygiene freak in the world is now ready to walk on grass, eat street foods and road side nimbupaani. Why priya?? Why I've changed so much? Yes, I have ego but I'm scared priya. All my life I have won everything but now there is someone whom I don't wanna loose. Look at me priya, I've changed so much from top to bottom that i don't even recognise my self. All these happening because of you priya. You changed me and my life. Now i can't even imagine my life without you. Because, I LOVE YOU. I love you so much priya. Trust me, If it was possible I would take back every single word that i said to hurt you. I want to take all of your pain away. Please, forgive me priya. I love you." Ram was sobing.. tears are there on his eyes too.
Priya who is feeling totally blank right now. Her happiness knew no bound that her man loved her equally. But her heart is still shattered into pieces. How can she forget all the things so suddenly and reattach the heart which is broken. Yes, Ram Confessed but it was too late. She couldn't erase the fact that how he raised finger on her character despite knowing that she loves him and he loves her too.
Again there was silence. Millions of thoughts going through their mind. Finally she spoke wiping her tears " Mr. Kapoor I don't know what to say now. Should I be happy that you love me too or Should i totally ignore that how you questioned my character! Sorry, I can't ignore the facts that insulted my dignity. I think it's better that we take a break from each other. We need space. I'm leaving Mr. Kapoor" she turned around and started leaving the room.
" Please Priya don't go, Forgive me, I love you priya" He tried to stop her but She turned all deaf to his words And left.
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