It's almost midnight. Mumbai city also looks like sleepy. But Two souls still awake with brokenheart.
Priya the moment she entered ram's big bedroom it felt like she never been this much lonley in her life. It's not like She never stayed alone in this huge room.Things were different then but now on this moment it feels so empty. She didn't care to change herself or freshenup.Only thing she cared right now is to only thinking about Ram. She threw herself to the large sofa, thinking how her life changed completely. She never thought that she will ever get married but see now she is married and also in love with the person she married to. Life's meaning is not the same like it used to be for her. Now, Only Ram makes sense to her life more than anything. But, Why it feels like her heart is tearing apart!
Ram tried to stay at the party but he couldn't. His heart was beating so fast that he couldn't breath properly . Why this kind of suffocation??He along with vikram decided to leave the party. Ram dropped vikram at his home. "Ram, see love is a complicated thing, only you can help yourself when it comes to love.This journey is yours and you have to decide when and how you want priya by your side to live through this journey. It's all upto you now buddy. All the best" before leaving vikram tried to give some confidence to his dearest friend tapping his shoulder and left for his apartment.
Ram started his car and reached KM gate. Ram was going through so much mixed emotions that he ended up become angry on don't know whom!!..
Around 4.30 am,
Ram stepped into his room slowly.He was looking devastating. Tie half loosend, hair all messed up, eyes all red. The moment he entered his eyes fell upon priya, who was sitting on sofa looking equally disastrous. Her eyes were all red, seems like tears never left her eyes. Priya who was half lying got up seeing ram. She was happy inside seeing ram finally here.but she didn't show it to her face. "Oh,You managed to come home finally? Great" Priya said with a hurtful smile.
Ram had decided not to talk to her until he calms himself down. But, hearing priya his blood boiled automatically..
" Yeah, Why?? does my presence bothering you? or were you expecting someone else?" Ram replied gritting his teeth.
Priya was hell shocked listening to him. "What?? Bothering me? What makes you say so?" She asked confusingly.
"What makes me say so?? You must be kidding me priya? I can say with guarantee that you are not so happy seeing me here. I hope i didn't disturb your sweet nap which seemed like you were enjoying much"
Priya can't believe her ears what he just said.He really thought i was sleeping??
"Oh that, yes i really was sleeping peacfully after so many days." She said putting stone to her heart. Tears already covered up on her eyes.
"Means?" He asked confusedly.
" Matlab, you weren't here and so was your snoring "
"Oh, i see now my snoring is bothering you also. It was all fine when you needed me. Now the need is over and you can't even handle my presence right! "
Wth!! What is he talking about??? She though. "Mr. Kapoor, I think you are not on your right sense. You take rest and then we can talk over" Priya tried to dodge the conversation as she knew this is not going in the right way. It's better to stop this nonsense now and later they can talk with clear mind. She walked past ram to the changing room.Hoping this drama ends right now. But, guess what?? Ram wasn't finished yet.
"Priya" he called out her name. Priya stopped where she was.Ram came infront of her. They were looking into each other eyes, all they can see is pain for each other. They were almost lost into each other. Priya tried to utter something holding her gaze. But, Ram stopped her in middle. Suddenly he turned into angry mood...
" Priya, You don't even want to listen to my voice right?? When you were sick this shoulder was okay to cry on and so am I. Now that you are perfectly fit n fine you don't need me anymore.Everything about me is like burden to you now right? How cheap and selfish you are priya?? Was this all about money? Now, I understand why you agreed to marry me so easily. God.. I should have known this that you are like every other girl who only runs after money. If you wanted money and luxurious life you could have asked me.. I would have given to you without any thought. You didn't have to carry on all the drama till now.....If I knew that your level was this low then i should have never marry you in the first hand." His eyes were all red with anger and frustration.
Priya have heard enough. She never ever in her life thought that he will question on her character and what did he say? He never would have married me?? Is he guilty that he married me? Ohh god..tell me i heard wrong?? No,i can't take this anymore.. we need space right now. Tears are rolling down on her cheeks continuesly.
"Mr. Kapoor, I'm going to the guest room" she tried to run from this situation asap.saying that she started to get out from room.
"Wait, Don't you need the number?" Ram said stooping her step. " What number?" She asked confusingly. Her breathing stopped when ram walked close to her " Oh my dear, don't act like You are not getting whose number I'm talking about!! I know you so want Ronit Roy's number. Why only number dear, I'll even set up a date for you both. Ermm why stop there I'll even arrange a romantic suit for you that you can fulfill all your hidden desires with him" Ram got really close to her this time.
But this was it for priya. His words teard her heart and mind into pieces.A bullet would hurt less than his words. She pushed him away with all the strength she had left.
She screamed top of her tongue that ecos are ringing in every corner of the room "ENOUGH! ENOUGH Mr. Kapoor." She wiped her tears from her cheeks. Ram who was totally dumbfounded hearings her voice suddenly.
" What did you just say? I'll fulfill my desires with Ronit? What kind of woman do you think I am?? I married you just for money?? I used you when i was sick just to get your sympathy?? That's what you think of me mr kapoor?? " she waited for an answer.
"You know what! Even though we got married out of some circumstances and Compromise, Thanks to you that you kept reminding me every other time about our so called compromised relation. But, With time I saw the softness in your heart, I saw the care, I saw a different man other than the world. I finally found a friend in you with whom I can bet my life. I liked spending time with you, waiting for you when you are not at home, share my entire day's nonsense incidents with you, I liked to laugh with you, I didn't felt awkward when i cried infront of you coz i believed you'll be there for me no matter what. And guess what mr. Kapoor I started falling for you. I kept having this new feeling in my heart.first, i though that's just a momentary attraction which will go away soon. But no, I can't keep thinking about anything other than you mr. Kapoor. My Heart My mind only runs only around you and your presence.Now, I can't even think my life without you. Finally I realized this is not just some attraction.what was it then? Love? Oh yes, Mr. Kapoor I've fallen in love with you. I Love You Mr. Kapoor.
Priya was on the edge of breaking apart. She was crying like she just lost her favourite toy somewhere. But again she composed herself. Where Ram stood frozen on his feet on the other hand.
" You know mr. Kapoor, I was so happy that finally there's someone whom I can say my own and So proud about that someone is you. My man, My own Mr. Kapoor. I respected you from the very beginning but now I only know that I love you and will love you till my last breath.I heart beats for you. You are the reason of my breathing. My every breath belongs to your name Mr. Kapoor.
But see, what destiny brought to me. The person i love with all my heart says that I want to fulfill my desires with another man.The person for whom I'm ready to leave the entire world says I am running after his money. Ronit ke number denge aap mujhe??? You want to show me your money?? That's what you think of me mr. Kapooorrr!!!...
There we go.. She totally broked down now. She fell on the ground on her knees, covering her face with her palms. She is crying and crying her heart out. Ram still trying to keep his mind in a place. He has no idea What the hell just happened?? His entire world just fallen apart. Why the hell he said so much things without his own knowledge. How come he could say those dirty words to his love? He hurt her real bad that He just wanna kill himself only if he could. But right now, infront of his eyes a lifeless figure sitting on the ground like a broken glass.God knows in how many pieces he had broken her!.
He slowly got near her on her level. He wanted to take her in his embrace holding her tight and say how sorry he is and how much he loves her too.
He slowly placed his hands on both of her shoulder. Sensing his touch " Don't dare to touch me mr. Kapoor" she jerked off his hand from her shoulder. And stood up wiping her tears. Ram also stood up with her.
" I...I...am so sorry priya." He tried to speak with his sincere apology.
"Don't.. Don't say anymore Mr. Kapoor" She stopped him showing her hand to him. " You have said enough. I think the fault was mine that I expected much more than the reality. And God knows, What got into me and said about these stupid feelings of fine. How foolish of me! Who was trying to count stars in daylight right!! You know what! Now i feel like you don't deserve any explanation, any respect or the love from me mr. Kapoor. Those seven days,that one week mr. Kapoor when i was sick, you made every single stupid wishes come true. That moment I felt like a queen, Top of the world. But, now I think none of those should have happened. Before any of those happened I wish I was Dead and.......
Her line was incomplete. Ram had enough of this shit now. He walked to her like a lightning bolt, He pushed priya and before she could hit her body and head with the wall he pinned her to the wall placing his one hand on back of her waist pressing towards him and other hand holding her from neck securing her head from the hit.
And in a blink of eyes he pressed his lips with her's..........
Regards,
Rayna.