After that situation, we went home . I told granny that ," I think I'm good enough to move from here . I wanna leave. I'll move tonight."
Grandma pleased me to stay but he didn't. That time I understood that I was all wrong, my feelings were just wasted , my time and my expectations all these stuff got a place in trash. The moment I was leaving , he didn't said a single word. He just started the bike , I sat behind , I don't know why all the way he was silent , I was just hoping he'll say now , few more seconds but of no use........
My home arrived ,the moment I stepped down to say goodbye he left by turning his bike. The boy who was extremely feard to lose me now he just turned back and left just because of his love.........
All was there a just broken heart , broken girl who was not a state to speak and say her feelings to anyone.
I went up , greeted everyone . While greeting my mom , all my tears just rolled down but the reason why was not my family, all because of him.
A week later,
I was just waiting that one or the other day he'll call, he'll message me, he'll come home , he'll ... he'll ......
but no nothing happened , he didn't came , didn't bothered me in anyway.
That day , I realised that people can lose interest in you one day, if he cares he'll come and if not he'll not.
I passed my secondary education and for my higher studies my family wants to send me out of town . I was not ready to go but I thought that doing this will only effect me. I decided to leave but at the corner of my heart there was voice which has a hope that he'll come.
Two days after , all things , all bags were ready. The only thing was leave.
My whole family came to drop me at the railway station but he was not aware . My family gave me their well wishes but my well wisher was not there. Train started moving , I waved my hand to my family . All I was hoping that please now he have to come. But the person who can change so fast , how I can expect this from him.
I really cried out loud but there was only my ears who would have heard it.
The whole way I was thinking that shall I call him? But there was no hope .......
Other day ,I reached my higher school .It was really great , the big iron bar gate, the beautiful campus, the senior students , the new excitement really distracted me from his thinking . I went in taking my bags and suitcase. I went near the board , seeing where my room is, the crowd didn't allowed to see but I tried . I got my room number . I went in search for my room but the whole campus and hostel made me confused. I gave up and went near a balcony of the school and I was just starring down , at a moment a boy just snached my room number and raned , I too followed him . The whole girls and boys were seeing us and commenting but I had no choice , and suddenly he stopped in front of room. All I saw was his back side of his t-shirt , his short hair which was set very well and he putted down my paper and went , I just tried to give him a voice but he left .
I took my room number which was fallen on the ground , the moment I saw the room number in front of which he was standing , was my room number but who was that guy?
Why he helped me? I just ignored and went inside .
I got only one roommate , her name was Stella. I greeted her and she was really nice. Actually she was a tomboy . Who had never done makeup in her lifetime!!!!!!
I had a nice day in my high school but in every nerve of my body was just thinking of Altaf!!!!!!!
But I said to myself , "If in my fortune his there then he'll definitely come but if not .......It's ohk!!!!!!!!"