I was thinking that again and again a situation comes where I want to tell him that I love him but I don't know how my confession turns into being Only a special person in his life. This didn't happened once but many times I wanted to say but all I end is a special person .... So is this the only way that I can be with him.....??
I was with him the whole night , I met grandma and I made sure that if my elder sister comes to know that I'm here then she's not gonna leave me live , so I said Grandma and made her understand that ,"Don't inform them cause I just had a small formality work in the town so I came here....." She blindly trusted me but there was a great regret in my heart it's like what am I doing? But although everything was going smooth so I thought that maybe some mistakes are worth being.
Altaf came to leave me at the railway station . He said," You are leaving right now but if you're having any type of problem don't hesitate to say me."
I was happy to hear this from him and said," Now onwards please don't think anything unless I explain it to you, Okay...?
Altaf smiled and said," Ohkay, I think the train has arrived you need to leave.....See you soon!"
"Yahh, see you soon too but I think so I can come Only on holidays and any kind of festival."
"Ohh, no problem. I'll wait. Byee take care."
"Yahh, byee." He waved and smiled to me until the platform ended up. But still the doubt is not clear I hope it'll be soon...
I came back to my high school, Stella was standing beside the gate , seeing me she madly came and hugged and said,"Where the hell you ran, uhh? Atleast you should've said me."
"But you know what happened, right? Ohk, I'm here now. Let's have some good food, I'm really hungry."
She said,"And Libreta mam is hungry for you!!!!"
I asked ,"Who is she now?"
"She is the hostel in-charge and yesterday when you went without informing her, you know well what will happen!!!!"
I said by putting my hand on my forehead ," Ohh Sh*t, I literally forgot about these...oh god, now???"
"Now, we'll go to the church and pray...."She started laughing.
"Atleast don't joke now.....Let's go."
We went in our room and got ready to meet Libreta mam .Stella and I were standing in front of her cabin. We both were thinking to run but we didn't. I knocked and said,"Please mam, may I come in?"
Libreta mam,"Yahh, come."
I said,"Thank you mam" And we stood in front of her.
Libreta mam,"So you are Roshni , right?"
I was so frightened that my voice became so nervous, it actually sounded so bad that hearing my voice Stella actually was going to laugh but she controlled.
I said," Yes mam"
Libreta mam," Yah, I got your letter. Stacy just came early morning and gave me ."
I was so confused and looked Stella, trying to ask her about but she didn't understood. She continued to mam and said,' Yah mam, actually it was so urgent that she handed it to Stacy and left." She really tried to cover me up so hard.
Libreta mam kindly said in a soft voice,"It is so good to hear that now a days children like you leave everything to meet your mother who is ill."
And now I was feeling like what the hell is going on???? I thought that it is all Stella's idea...I then started to act like," Yahh mam, She was very ill. I've to take her to the hospital and then ups and downs, I drove myself back to school. Libreta mam became so emotional and said, "No worries, I'll help you. But please ensure that you inform and go. Now you both go and attend your lectures."
I and Stella said in sync, " Yes mam."
We went outside and laughed out so loud. I then said," You are actually my best friend. How did you do that? And I think Stacy deserves a treat, well played drama."
Stella to me in shock," What??? I made this drama?? I can't even write my English composition properly and your sayin' that I made this drama."
I asked," So you didn't gave that letter to the sir?"
" No way.....!!!! Than who? I think we need to ask Stacy cause she gave that Letter to him."
We both went to search for Stacy and followed towards our class . Stacy was sitting and seeing me she asked," How's your mother, now?"
I told in a hurry," She's fine. But tell me who gave you that letter?"
Stacy," Aftab . Yesterday he came and said that you have to leave urgently , so he told that you gave him the letter but he was enable to give, so I gave this to the hostel in-charge."
I interrupted," Okay okay, fine. Thank you!"
Stella and I moved out, I said, "Why he did that? Why can't he stay apart from me and always he does like this?'
Stella just said out loud," Are you insane? He helped you. Not always what you think is right?"
Me in anger," He helped me!!! How?"
"See, you and Aftab has a misunderstanding. He helped you so that you don't need to say anything about what happened before."
I said ," But now what can I do?"
Stella folded her hands and said," You need to thank him!!!"
I was like ," Seriously I need to thank him???!!!"
Stella," How can you be so mean? He helped you cause you have been in troubled because of him. Now that's not important, You go, go find him..."
I was so reluctant to go and it would be so good if he doesn't do anything...but I need to thank him..!!!!
Maybe I think very much wrong about him. He is nice but I don't know why I hate him. But I need to be good to him cause he's really nice I think so.