After Leaving Aftab at the airport, I shifted towards my hometown. So that I can be relaxed and comfortable. That day I was just blown away, I was literally confused about my lovelife. I still love Altaf cause he's my first love but he didn't confessed anything. Aftab is genuinely a good person and the important thing was he's straight forward, he says whatever he feels like. I headed in my home. I met everyone . I thought I should have a walk with Aftab . I called him and said,"Heyy, I'm here at home. Wanna join this Evening...?"
He said in hesitation," Umm.... I'm sorry can't meet U . I'm having lots of assignment and please understand. Okay byee, I'm in a hurry."
He shutted my phone, I thought he'll be happy hearing I'm here but no he just shutted. I then just went alone and started walking.
The same place where I and Altaf used to sit, talk, enjoy and having a person like him really makes me feel special all time... but as time changes everything Changes according to it.
Being in my own world, My phone ranged and it was a call of Aftab. I was sure that he's gonna ask me about that hug. I just ended call and didn't answer but then he messaged," Please pickup Wanna talk something."
I was extremely nervous then I picked up the call and my voice was absolutely low like many stones are kept on...."Hii, say what happen? Is everything okay????"
Aftab," No everything is not fine."
I curiously asked," What happened, say?"
I was having no idea what he's gonna talk ,Aftab," What do U mean about that hug , U did last time."
I started talking casually,"Ohhh, Come on. It was a good bye hug nothing else...." Giggling diplomatically...
Aftab said in a serious way," Listen, I'm totally disturbed by this habit U did. If U feel something just say I'll handle but be honest... Now say DO U FEEL SOMETHING.....FOR ME.....?????"
My blood pressure became low, my hands started shivering and my heart started pounding so fast that it was going to come out....Hahaha. I said calmly,"It's nothing like that you're thinking. I don't feel anything. Really.... and how can I like you monkey..." I lied cause I was not confirmed bout my feelings.
He said,"Okay is that so..... Then why do your mood was off that day when I was leaving? Why U turned again and again that day in lectures.....? Why were U sad that day.....? Say something... Otherwise it'll be late...."
I again disagreed and said," Aftab it's not like that you're thinking. Please don't exaggerate this. I'm freaking out.... please stop this."
And now this sentence by him made my head to have an earthquake....
He finally confessed," Listen Roshni, No matter what, I'm serious about my feelings and whether it's right or not I'm feedup by being a just friend for U. I actually like U ....No ...I Love U... The day we met it's all a reason to be us ....I'm lucky to have u in my life. I'm giving you One day to think. If you don't feel anything, I'll never take this topic anymore but if U feel something for me I'll definitely be your side my whole life, No matter what....Now just hangup and byeee, Take care.....!!!!!!"
So, Yahh..... Hearing this I was devastated...No boy have ever talked to me like this. I'm literally feeling Happy....like never before. I was clear after hearing him. That I too LOVE HIM....I excitedly called Stella and said all these things and she too agreed me.
So finally I've tooked a decision in my life........