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Chapter 33 - All I Have Left?

"Won't you do something to me?"

"Wha-what do you mean?", I get down from the chair.

"I want to..", she hugs me hard.

"Hey!!", I'm surprised.

"Please Dense.", She looks at me with desires in her eyes.

She pulls me towards her lips. As she goes to kiss me I stop her with my hand.

"Why did you stop?", she asks.

"We shouldn't do this."

"Why not?"

"I don't know. It feels bad. I'll feel guilty if I do this to you."

"Why? Don't you want me?"

"I do but not like this. I mean look at you. You are obviously drunk. I can't take advantage like this."

"So, you noticed."

"Yes. You shouldn't do something like this."

"I know. I just couldn't bring myself to do something like this. It felt embarrassing. But I wanted to make you happy. I wanted to take your head off things."

"I'm happy."

"Liar."

"What?"

"You were crying in the bathetub."

"You were listening?"

"Shh.", she kisses me this time.

My heart's pounding. No! I can't! I try to push her away. I can't. She is holding me tight. She might get hurt if I push too hard. I can taste the wine in her mouth. It's sweet. Really sweet. I can't hold myself back. I wanna taste more. No I shouldn't!! I need to stop. I need to.. I.... Screw it. She wants it too. It's ok, right? She wants it. I want it too. Yeah, we can do it. I mean we are couple. I go hold her head and kiss back. I want to taste more of her wine. More, more, more, more!! At one point I can't taste anymore wine. But I keep going. She has let her guard down completely. Should I try to touch her.... It's my first time, I don't know what to do. She doesn't either. Maybe I should just... I let go of her head and slowly reach towards her chest. Almost there. Suddenly, she moves my hand away. Wait, what am I doing??! I shouldn't!! I push her away and fall on the ground as my leg slips.

"Are you ok, dense?", She comes towards me, "I'm Sorry. I didn't mean to. It was too embarrassing. I won't stop you again. Please forgive me!"

"No! Stay away from me please!!", I stand up and and run out of the house.

I keep running down the hill for a while.

"What have done?! What was I doing!!? What was I even thinking?!!", I say to myself.

I'm an idiot!!! Who does something like that to a lady?! I slam my head with a tree and punch my face. I fall on the grass as my head starts spinning. I look at the sky while lying there. The whole forest, it's so quite. Not a single bug is making any noise. And the moon, she is shinning up above. There's not many stars visible from here. I calm down a little as I keep staring at the sky. I shouldn't have done something like that. But honestly, did she really mean to do that? Is she seriously that worried about me? Maybe I should've just done what she wanted me to do. Maybe she is hurt now. Damn it!! I don't know what I should do now!! I hear footsteps. I kind of become scared.

"Dense.", It's Tachibana.

"I thought I told you to stay away from me."

"Stop it!!"

She sits by me. Takes my head on her lap. Takes out her handcarchief and starts mopping my head.

"What ar you doing?! It hurts!!", I say.

"Hold still you idiot. Your head is bleeding."

"What!!"

"Yes, you big ox."

Did I hit my head that hard? I should try to control my mental states.

"Why are you here? I thought I hurt you.", I ask.

"You idiot!! You think you can get rid of me that fast? You can't even cook your own food."

"I'm sorry.", I say.

"For what?"

"I hurt you back there."

She smiles and pinches my cheek.

"You idiot.", she laughs, "Don't worry about it too much.", Her smile suddenly disappears. She starts crying.

"What's wrong??", I ask.

"Don't you realize you are the only person I have now!! How could you think I'll be mad at you!"

"I'm sorry."

"Stop saying sorry again and again!!"

I sit up and hug her. She hugs me back. She slowly stops crying. We just sit like that. Come to think of it. She is the only person I have too. If something were to happen to her....

"Hey, Tachibana?"

"Yes?"

"Will you marry..."

"Yes.", She doesn't even let me finish my sentence.