As I stepped out of the cafe, it suddenly snowed. I quickly checked my watch, it's already midnight. 6 years ago today, this is where the exact place and time where I last saw him.
I wonder if you still thought of me? I wonder how you are doing right now. I was the one who pushed you away, that's why I deserve all the pain I am feeling right now. I am silently praying that you've already achieve your dreams that you've planned for since we were children.
I was so preoccupied that I didn't notice that I am already near my apartment. I walked into the lobby and greeted the guard.
"Have some warm coffee mister." I told the guard and smiled warmly
"Thank you ma'am, he's upstairs waiting for you." He then told me while looking at the elevator, I nodded and smiled while I turned my back to walk into the elevator. I pressed 10th floor. I waited for awhile and ting— I am walking through the hallway then suddenly someone hugged me from my legs.
"Mimi, I've been waiting for you, I miss you so much, How are you today mimi?" He told me
"I miss my baby too. Did you behave well today?" I crouched and kissed him in his forehead, yes we had a son, he doesn't know and I don't have any plans to tell him because I don't want to make his dreams shatter. I always wanted him to achieve the dreams he wanted.
My sacrifices are enough for him to achieve all of his dreams, and I know he will be successful like what he always wanted.
"Mimi let's go to bed, you need to rest." He pulled my hands into our small apartment. My son is only 6 years old but he's very mature and he is like an exact carbon copy of his father.
"Yes baby c'mon let's brush our teeth and take a bath then let's go to bed hmm kay?" I told him softly
"Mimi I already washed and brushed my teeth." He smiled at me
"Okay then wait for mimi okay? I'll be fast" I got my pjs and walked to the bathroom, I washed myself fast since I know how sleepy my baby is. I quickly got out of the bathroom.
"Mimi I want milk." He said sleepily
"Okay baby." I chuckled and made him his milk, I gave it to him after and laid beside him.
"You want mimi to sing you a song?" I asked him softly
"Hmmm." He hummed sleepily, I chuckled and began to sang the song that always made me remind of what we were before.